This Is Not Your Song.
Prose
Sunday, December 31, 2006

Finally found christian piano scores le. But its those kinda samples which provide you with 1/4 of the song(excluding the repeated parts). Printed mighty to save and from the inside out. Mighty to save is tough la. Play until my finger pain. Sharps here and there. From the inside out is easier. I could figure out how to play the whole song. It was in C major you see.

Then had to skewer chicken wings. As in poke in the skewers. Had to dislocate the chicken wings first. Poor chicken. Thank God I was not born a chicken. You'll have random people breaking your knuckles and poking a stick through your wing.

Then my cousins came. Joel grew taller. And Jeremy grew so much taller than he's taller than Joel. Taller than Mr Lee. Abit taller than pastor daniel. Thats how tall he is. My father told me he plays volleyball. I thought volleyball was for girls? Hmm.. Those two guys. Rawr. So tall for what?

Xiao nathan came today. Droopy checks! Haha. There's like baby saliva all over the cow weiting gave me. Weiting still owes me my christmas present =(

And nathan's father(my uncle la) walked to sixth avenue to buy a tub a ice cream. Rum and raisin, cookies and cream, belgian chocolate. And the tub is about 35cm x15 cm? Say wow. Oh man. And all my cousins attacked it.


Happy new year to all my beloved blog readers. <3 you all.

10:03 PM;


My new year resolutions
  1. Sleep before 12
  2. Not to torture my computer so much. It only gets to rest when I do. I usually turn off my computer at 2-3am. Turn it on at 1am, which is when I wake up. Gosh, my deepest, darkest secret is revealed =X
  3. Lose the weight I've put on during MT, YI camp. 1.5 frigging kg. Oh man. They seriously gave us alot of food during MT. Thank God I gave all my fatty meat to Alex and sometimes David. AND THEY ATE IT ALL*faints*
  4. Grow taller
  5. Bring more people to Christ
  6. Be even more passionate about lost souls, be even more compelled to share.
  7. Study harder, get good results
  8. Get more involved with God, do more for Him
  9. Wear my glasses hopefully, 24/7?
  10. Try to get less than 2 cold wars with my father next year
  11. Hand up my homework on time, like a guai kia
  12. Stop slacking, start studying
  13. Drink about 3 cups of water everyday, considering that I'm drinking NIL now
  14. Eat more and more and more and more and more veges
  15. Calories are evil. Remember, EVIL
  16. Instead of ice cream, take yogurt
  17. Keep a journal
  18. Not be so psychotic as I am
There you go. 17 impossible resolutions.

My leg hurts after the very violent icebreaker kairos played yesterday. So violent and fast moving that this is the only picture I could take.
Oh yeah, the mochi I made was a success, I think. Made 38 in 2 hours. Brought 34 because the HUGE container was too small. Bryan/Brian had 4. Haha. Actually doesnt mean anything. That guy likes sweet stuff and is not afraid of tooth decay. Munkidd saboed me to give the pastoral leaders. So we gave bro rixiang, sis diana and pastor daniel. And while they were giving out, Munkidd and Changyen were like, 'These are made by her*and both points to me*'. Funniest was when were where giving to pastor daniel. Changyen and Munkidd(as usual) where like ,there were made by her. And pointed at me. But this time I pointed at Munkidd.
The ones below look more appealing, I swear. They were mostly disfigured by Likhoon. See what you missed Cherie, Jacelyn, Liying and Alvin?


Dinner was ok. Gave half of the rice that I couldnt finish to Bryan/ Brian. Changyen as well. So Bryan/ Brian had a packet full of rice. For free. And I bought him a drink as well. So he had a free dinner. The poor guy did not have his dinner because of some complications. Did we over order or under order again? Yeah. You see, kairosians are so nice. Wanna join us? Church of Singapore Bukit Timah, cell starts at 3. Service at 5. People who are interested drop me a note at my tagboard yeah? In kairos you will find the nicest people in the whole world. Haha.

Sean has a band performance later on and is totally nervous. Poor guy. Do keep him in prayer yeah?

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3:17 PM;

Friday, December 29, 2006




Painkillers. Twenty of them. Guaranteed death if you swallow them all. I have like, so many problems now. So many things on my mind that I don't know how many there are, exactly. So sick of being mentally tormented. I've always been a problem child since primary school. Like in p6, I just wanna break down and cry. Devil's like playing mind games with me. Sure, I may seem bright and cheery on the outside. But I make sure nobody know what I really am feeling. Not even Changyen. The times when I call you with my troubles. I'm thousand times darker than who you think Sheryl is. You know what? I'm beginning to think that my personality, the bright sunny one, is just a facade. I'm actually really dark inside. Crap, I dunno whats happening. I just wanna not have the depression I had in p6. Brain feels like a overstretched rubber band. Can't wait to go to heaven right now.
I should stop being emo right now.

Anyway. Mission trippers who wants to watch deathnote 2? Alvin and I are planning. After David the pro told my team people to sms me if they were interested. I had told him earlier on to help me organise it.

1:02 PM;

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Oh man. The earthquake sent the virtual world into a big mess. Almost had a heart attack when my computer was lagging that badly.

Anyway. David is a big psycho. He slept at around 2 plus and smsed me at 8 in the morning. Siao.

Bad day today,felt like crying like 5 times. Cried twice. Oh man. Spiritual attacks? Yesterday, today actually, weekiat and I were still talking about revival in BBSS. Talking about judgement day. And all these bad things had to happen within four hours.

Anyway, went to the dentist today. The dentist gave me and injection and now half my nose and upper lip are numb. NUMB. Oh man. And I need braces. Had x-ray today. And was telling the dentist how radiation can kill people.

Uploading the mission trip photos into flickr. Fast post, because Nicholas is so enthu about seeing this post. Siao.

6:38 PM;

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Dreamt that I was late. That it was 9 already. Woke up, checked the clock Nicholas gave me(used it as my alarm clock as my phone was charging) and realised that it was really 9. Which meant that the alarm clock didnt ring. I was supposed to wake up at 7 to bathe and do my tuition homework.

So photocopied the page of my maths textbook, bathed and rushed out in the pouring rain without an unbrella. Because yours truly is truly lazy.

Froze to death in 67, where a middle aged man was blaring out songs from his handphone loudly. And who were the people who complained about teenagers blaring songs loudly on MRTs? Surprised lao gong at macdonalds, who was stoning. Bought movie tickets, then took the neos. Much photowhoring before and after.


Ya. Realised that I lost my specs in the cinema. The ta-freaking-cos were sold out. At 11 am in the morning? Give me a break! Had to settle with the hotdogs because cinema's popcorn suck. After I tasted the church's popcorn, everything is inferior.

Warning: Spoilers ahead!
Curse of the golden flower is loveD. During the battle scene I was like, kept whispering to Changyen. 'If anyone hurts my Jay I'm so gonna kill him.' The third prince hen ke lian leh. According to JCN. Chow Yun Fatt(aka the king) really used his belt to whip the son. And the son was so afraid of him that after filming that when CYF asked if it was pain, he said no. Poor thing. 1st prince is a good for nothing la. When he first came on the screen I thought he was those kinda girls who dress up as a guy. I was laughing at how people go crazy. Like xiao chan. When she found out the her mother was also the mother of her lover. She seriously went crazy. The fighting scene was cute. Even at the war itself, the other side was still like, do not harm prince jai!( The name jai is cute xD). I pity the chrysanthemums. Wonder how much did they spend on the flowers itself?

Found my glasses at the lost and found section of the arcade. Thank God. Walked around, bought my earrings, tried to look for Changyen's waterbottle, but no avail. I had to go home. Chiong-ed tuition homework on the way. Pro yeah? Its called the art of chiong-ing.

Slept after tuition, was woken up by David's sms. I can see why he doesnt die without internet. He lives by going random places, smsing people and eating.

Do pray for Alvin. Yesterday he kena punched by his friend and his mouth is aching. Can't open wide. So when you see him on saturday he most probably wonn't talk much. Do you want that to happen? And the longer he is sick, the longer he will have a mei to nag at him. So spare him from the agony. And yesterday that kind soul comforted me over msn. Thanks dude =)

Oh yeah David(marist stella one) I'm more or less ok. Just that my relationship with my dad isn't so good. Never really was anyway. Dont worry about me and enjoy your stay in malaysia.

A nice pic for you people out there. Behold. My brother acting cute.

And the bead thingy my cousin told me to do for his handphone strap. PINK.

8:50 PM;

Monday, December 25, 2006

2oo6. The worst christmas in my whole life.

Which other year did I spend around 45 minutes crying in Raffles City? Lets say 10 minutes in the toilet. The remaining 35 minutes in front of every single passerby. Rocks man. What a meaningful christmas.

But I would like to thank Changyen and David for being there. When I was in the toilet trying to not cry loudly, I smsed Changyen, who told me to smile. So I'm smiling through my tears for you, Changyen. Thank God the toilet was empty. There was this siao char bo in the toilet who, after crying, started zi lian kuan-ing.

Thanks David, who comforted me when I was on the way back home. Told me that patience was needed in good relationships. For once that joker kor was nice and could comfort me. Thanks you guys, You wont know how much your smses mean to me.


Anyways, enough about the depressing news. Slept at 3 at my cousin's house today. Woke up around 8-9. It was that kind of slumber where you wake up and go back to sleep over and over again. Got out of bed, my cousins were still sleeping. Turned on the laptop but couldnt access to the internet. Oh wells. Read deathnote. Light and Misa look cute together!

Went downstairs. Felt more compelled to share. I mean, its christmas. And my aunt was still offering tea to the wood idol. Felt very hurt, it was extremely saddening. Christmas, we should be celebrating. We are the reason for the season. He came down to die for us. And some of us are still worshipping wood and stone.

From there on, my day spiraled down to be horrid. Now having a cold war with my dad. Changyen's surprise is going sot on me. Gosh.

7:50 PM;

Sunday, December 24, 2006

The post christmas post.

Feilicia and I are discussing new excuses for not doing homework. I've found another crapping friend! WEE! Dont say I influenced her if she turns out bad next year. I'm just teaching her how to lie pro-ly Later neoyiwei kill me =X

So, giving thanks to the people in my life. Or close friends la.

Aiais/jies/kors/mei/laogong

Liying Aiai: She's my dear. Dont mess with her ok. If you do, I'll beat you up. I love her to bits. Yes, more than you. Nenenipooopoo.

Yingying Aiai: She who ditched me to marry changyen. She who had many extra marital affairs. Nevermind, I still love her. For she was the chiobu/cutie at christmas bash yesterday.

Changyen lao gong:Became her xiao lao po yesterday. Usually my shoulder to cry on. Be it over the phone or literally crying on her shoulder. Xiexies for being there.

Cherie Jie: YAYS. My jie+aiai. Always there when I'm crapping after church. When I'm high la. Now she's at cheena and I miss her ='( Never complains after how much crap I made her listen to.

Faith Jie: God must have really wanted us to meet la. You know how we met? During kayaking, our kayaks were right next to each other and she started talking. I'm not the kind of person who starts conversations with unfamiliar people. So I thank her for that. And I thank her for the hugs she has given me =)

Zhenlin JIE: My very nice jiejie. Always allows me to use pink markers to draw on his arm without complaint. Dont get jealous la. My jiejie okays. He's very patient. And gay. He uses pink in his msn conversations.

Weiting MEI: Meimei! Shot up so much after going to australia. Hate him for that. Nevermind. He's also nice most of the time. And I as his jiejie hen teng ta de ok.Gave me a 10 inch cow plushie for my birthday. What more can I ask for?

David kor[Whitley sec] : Yes, I've finally acknowledged him as my kor. Yesterday he helped me finish eating the popcorn I couldnt finish. And he gave me two stuffed fishes that must have costs a bomb. And he said as long as I liked it, price doesnt matter. Sweet bo? Thank God for him as my kor.

David Kor[Maris stella]: Another gem. This year I told him alot of my troubles and he always gave me advice. Yups =)

Weekiat Fondue kor: Foot stepper. Actually quite nice at times de. Best known as brown cow. He guy who goes for facials. Pity he's leaving BBSS this year =(

Zhiwei Kor: A very nice guy. Part of PAP(pig action party) which consists of Munkidd, Gladys, and of course him himself. Very caring. And I'm his mei who nags at him to sleep early and drink lots of water. Like what I usually do to my kors.

MT Udon thani team four

Alex: I lost my dear to him. Growls. But look what I found on changyen's tagboard. 24 Dec 06, 00:32
CHANGYEN: LCP LWT LALA tell me gladys de laogong got write encouragement card for her and used up 3 of weiting's cards cos he spelt her name wrongly 3 times as GLADIYS Sweet. But why cant he learn how to spell her name? Tsktsk. Guys.

Alfred: Aka mr nice guy. Ok la. He did only 2 bad things to me during mission trip. Thats how little bad things he did lor. Electric pen thingy and the knocking of door incident. Other than that he's nice. So nice to the extent that I think that he's bullied by kabod.

Gladys: ! My dear who was taken away by that freak! Oh man. She's my sergeant and she's always bombarded by Changyen with drill. She even helped me take the worm off my foot with her bare hands. If I were her I would scream and tell the person to kick it off. Huggs.

Joys: My beloved cell group and team leader. She's sweet ok. All kairiosians are. Wakakakas. It must be hard on her to handle so many people. Must appreciate her yeah people?

Meiyee: Was my team leader twice. Got to know her more through mission trip. Yeah. Thank God for her as well.

Munkidd: Also another nice guy. From kairos what. The one who has written the most encouragement cards to me. Wakakas. And my first encouragement card to him took around 4-5 months to complete. From the time we learnt about crystallization to his O levels. I am such a great procrastinator. This guy has just joined cafe ministry, what God has called him for. He placed you there for a reason instead of z3 =)

Stephen: Mr wise guy. One of the no- nonsense guys in kabod. And I feel its rare lor. He was the one who did good sharings during mission trip. And the sharings made by the leaders always spoke to me, be it Joy's or Stephen's. Random note. Stephen's supposed to be pronounced as Steven. The 'p' is silent.

Shunji: Mr bean! Popular in thailand ( not as popular as David though, but still popular)because he looks like Mr bean. He is the same guy who sang pra yesu kao jai in the gay voice. One of the three musketeers in team 3 who brightens up the atmosphere.

2:15 PM;

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Christmas bash 2oo6!

The theme was retro. So almost everyone turned up like siao char bors. Changyen said I looked like a gypsy woman. I want cry liaos. Forgot to bring my camera. Drats. And I got electrocuted by a two pin plug this morning. Roars. It was even worst than when Alfred(no longer mr nice guy) electrocuted me with David's electric pen in thailand.

Went against the plan to meet up beforehand and ended up going church by myself. Since we are no longer meeting at Jacelyn's house and my house is nearer to church. Yeah. Then saw many people not wearing retro la. Eg Rong jun and Alvin. Scared me to death. Rahs.

Handed out the presents. Yeah. Liying's one is still with me though. I'm very pro at safe keeping stuff. Weiting looked so sad when he opened his present. He was like. Dotdotdot. =( I've failed as a jie.

Oh yeah. From Nicholas.
Ish cute. Yes, the ish ish a tribute to Nicholas. And I hit him on the head with his present. I feel guilty.

The present David gave me. Precious thoughts de. Which is seriously ex lor. Plus he bought not one but two for me. Very sweet. Now I feel guilty lor. In the morning he asked me if I wanted a necklace or soft toy(note. he said soft toY. No [s] ) Ya. So really touched lor.


The presents Changyen, Munkidd and Jacelyn gave. I chomped most of them up during service =X

Dinner was cool. There was a popcorn machine! Then loads of food. I became Changyen's xiao lao po =X and we had our jiao bei jiu. As much as she's unfaithful to me, I'm unfaithful to her. I had jiao bei jius with Jacelyn and Liying <3 Wakakakas.

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10:06 PM;

Friday, December 22, 2006

Went out to buy christmas presents. And my tuition teacher became my babysitter. I was like, home alone today. Then after tuition I went out. She, under the instructions of my mum, waited for me to finish bathing to check if I had closed all the windows and locked all doors -.-

So I bought Mr Lee a present.

Scared you yeah? Lee Weiting la. *Shields from rotten tomatoes* Bought for Nicholas, David, Jacelyn, Liying and Changyen as well. Nicholas' present most difficult to wrap la. Jacelyn and Weiting's are the easiest =) And Mr Nicholas Wong is giving me a clock with pigs. Song zhong. Bah'.

Ate seafood. Alot la. Confirm going to put on weight liao. Now I'm afraid of Christmas. Chinese new year isnt that bad. I usually get sore throat halfway. So I dont eat so much. Plus its always steamboat galore. If I eat too much tidbits everyone will look at me.

And just realised that Alvin and Weiting's display picture is the same. Gay people think alike. No la. I still love them as my bros in Christ .

Asked my cousin if I should buy clay,wax,gel or solid for weiting. He said for weiting's hair length should use solid. But solid very ex(actually clay even worst, or somewhere around there =X) He wanted to sell it to me for around 6 bucks. Shops sell around 6.90-8 bucks, he said. But there was no time lor. I met up with him just today, and I need it tomorrow. So I had to settle with gel. Like a good jiejie, I'm providing him with hair gel so he can learn how to style his hair nicely.
Bah. And guys said that girls were complicated. I think guys are even worst la. Style hair have so many options to chose from. And their mood arh. Wahs. At first Nicholas was really rude and everything. We were always arguing online. Now he suddenly became so nice for the last two conversations. Guys... Tsktsk

11:30 PM;

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Second update!

The neos we took before going to YI camp. Orange galore! Actually orange is an obiang colour

Yas. Actually updated again to let you guys know that I'm tanner. Smiles. And I got sunburnt. And I'm sure I gained weight. I ate more than usual and the food was oily la. Confirm gain weight one. >< style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT just sent you a Nudge!

[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
oops
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
wrong
stop my breathing and slit my throat [KEEP THE FAITH <3]>
nvm
stop my breathing and slit my throat [KEEP THE FAITH <3]>
i'm 'busy'
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
haha
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
wa big women
stop my breathing and slit my throat [KEEP THE FAITH <3]>
siao
stop my breathing and slit my throat [KEEP THE FAITH <3]>
to prevent jokers like you from nudging me

[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT just sent you a Nudge!

stop my breathing and slit my throat [KEEP THE FAITH <3]>
as in, i wont get affected
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
like this?
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
lol.
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
HAHA
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
FINE
stop my breathing and slit my throat [KEEP THE FAITH <3]>
dont matter to me what

You have just sent a Nudge!

You have just sent a Nudge!

[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
pain la
stop my breathing and slit my throat [KEEP THE FAITH <3]>
pain?

You have just sent a Nudge!

stop my breathing and slit my throat [KEEP THE FAITH <3]>
pain?
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
YEAH
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
DISTURBING
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
LOL.
stop my breathing and slit my throat [KEEP THE FAITH <3]>
*pokepokepoke*
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
OUCH
[ N ] i c h o l a s- STEP FORWARD STRETCH OUT says:
-GONG DIAO-


My neck is severely sunburnt now. =( Oh yeah, today the 67 bus driver missed Jacelyn and my stop. Both of us had to scream ,"uncle" and he remembered to stop. Erm... Ya. We stopped at different stops. This proves that the bus driver was blur. I saw many people chasing after the bus lor.

Oh ya.The couples in YI.
  1. Changyen and her 'black cat'
  2. Gladys and her lao gong
  3. Jacelyn and happy tree friends guy. Anthony? I thought so. I called him once at the stairs but he didnt respond.
  4. Nicholas and Alex
Yups.

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11:12 PM;


And I'm back!

4 days 3 nights of being with your beloved tribe people who are SUPER ENTHU! A IS FOR ABRAHAM, abra abra abra HAM! I love zealot, acts 3 and my KAIROS! We are the winning tribe!

First day:

Learnt cheers. Liangzhi said, 'this is a camp' around 7 times, in 10 minutes. Bathed. To my shock and horror. We showered in the TOILET. As in toilet cubicle. With a small tap attached to a pipe that ran along the cubicles. And the water was freezing la. Jacelyn and changyen bathed together throughout the camp. EEYER. Learnt about passion during the night sermon. Not enthu at all lor that day. Slept for around 3 hours. It was freezing cold in the room. Moreover, it was raining outside. And we were trapped in an aircon room. Woke up to go to my toilet to brush my teeth at 4am. Dragged Changyen along. I rebrushed my teeth later at 6.30 am x)

Second day:


Pastor Paul preached about bori soot in the morning. Bori soot, bori soot, sng pra ong, pra tan, geh rao. Bleahs. Cracked up when he talked about the 'fish language' thingy. And that day, Jacelyn recieved the gift of speaking in tongues! Rained the whole day. Booo. And that day's water was colder than yesterday. Which means its seriously very cold. Could have easily been 16 degrees or something. I spent 3 minutes staring at the jet of water. 140 seconds trying to get used to it before I gave up. Was cold lor.
Later on, hall got oppression la. All of us felt sleepy. I dozed off a couple of times. Until I started slapping myself and hitting myself with the book they gave us. That worked for a couple of minutes. After Jacelyn received her gift of tongues, everytime we neared the hall, she would get gastrics. RAWR. SI SA TAN.

Third day


Finally got high today during the morning. Then there was field games. Kairos went hyper. Started singing teletubbies theme song, seaseme street, spongebob etc. You know. Oh yes. There was no rain in the morning. Smiles.
Until we got onto the field at west coast park. It was all muddy and stinky. Abraham got high. Our tribe's shoes were the only ones that were seriously muddy. And our legs were splattered in mud. Xiexie hor weihao. He kicked the mud so hard that it splattered on my legs and shirt. Roar!! Then we took off our shoes to prevent our shoes to be furthur caked in mud. It was still ok la. Though abit grossed out. Did I mention that changyen saw a worm earlier on on a grass?It was around 2 mm, but it was still a worm. Nevermind, I thought.
Until I mentioned my fear of worms aloud. I said something, then Alvin was like, this place only has earthworms. I was like seriously freaked out and I started crying like nobody's business. Changyen and Meiyee brought me to the concrete pathway. Along the way. A worm got on my middle left toe. I screamed la. Might have been hallucinating, once I felt something moving, I looked down and saw the thing on my toe. I kicked it off la. Then I started crying harder than before. I felt so dirty. I was like crying so hard. Then Meiyee prayed for me and lent me her sandals. Love my kairos. They were like so sweet la. Comforted me and prayed for me. Especially changyen. I bet her shirt was like, stained with tears. I was crying and hugging her most of the time. Btw fear of worms is called scoleciphobia.
Prayed. Stopped crying. God told me to take off the sandals. I did it in faith. Ya. Things went on pretty normal from there on. Just that not high anymore. So comfirm from the devil de. Comfirm la.
Poor Jacelyn had to carry Alvin during the second game. Faith got her contacts ruined in the third one. Yingying ate mud because her contacts were ruined as well.
Jacelyn poured water on Caleb. Way to go girl! And weihao kicked mud to my face. Roar. I didnt even bully him badly. Only smeared mud on his legs. Yingying used her fingers to smear mud on his FACE.

Then at the end of it. Pastor daniel told us to look at the sky. They saw a patch of clouds. Sunlight only shone through our area. I saw an eagle. Reminded me of a verse.

Isaiah 40:31:

31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Meiyee shared about it the previous night. I believe its a sign from God. Later we were supposed to queue up to wash our feet. Gladys and I took Jacelyn and Changyen's shoes for them. We were running on concrete floor. Then out of nowhere, a worm appeared out of nowhere on my foot. It was like, around 4mm. Pink. I was like, closing my eye and gritting my teeth and told Gladys about it. She helped me brush it off. Hugs from me <3>That night was supposed to be high praise, but they changed to to the next day. Was so high afterwards that even an usher scolded me. What can I say?

Forth day:

Had to pack up. We woke up at 7! Yays. It was like the latest time we woke up. During the last session. I was trying to cheer Jacelyn up who was super oppressed and moody. Changyen started rambling about how gay Alvin was. Like she had been doing the past few days. She went to this point where she was talking about how he ran up the stairs. I was like, "Nicholas run more gay." And I demonstrated how he ran. Suddenly, for no rhyme or reason, I looked to my left. And I was looking at Nicholas' face. Gosh. *Runs off and hide* At least I managed to get Jacelyn laughing. Changyen and I were laughing so hard that 15 minutes after we were laughing about the incident.

Hyped up, and S A TAN attacked. First felt dizzy. Then had stomachache. Then wanted to vomit. But after praising, my stomachache was gone. The dizziness came and went. Nothing much later. Ya our team tied with Abel and Isaac correct? We won the best dynamic cheer award I think.

Surprise! There's scratches on my scanner and I'm too lazy to clean it.

P.s.: I so dont wanna lose my Gladys to a baka like _____. She even called him lao gong already lor =(


And guess what zhenlin said to me just now?

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5:18 PM;

Saturday, December 16, 2006


Eh thank you Nicholas. You think I want to go up de meh? Somemore say I look like barbie doll. Bish. If I look like barbie doll you look like tinky winky.

Beware of Nicholas. He's purple.
Purple is dangerous.

Dangerous people like purple. Even more dangerous people like purple. Ruhua likes purple. He told me during fund raising that purple was a nice colour.
Eeyyer.


All I want to do now is to put God first. Really put Him before everybody. Forget about 2006, I know I've screwed up. I lift 2007 up to God. He loves me no matter what. He's always there. Jesus never lets me go.

Hold me, never let me go
Change me, I want the world to know
That you are living in me
God I know you never let me go.


Really worried for David. My kor/jie. I dunno. At Lot 1 he told me to buy him the polar bear soft toy. I told him he should be the one buying for him instead. He rubuked with an,"I'm your kor leh." So I dunno whether he's my kor or jie. Anyways, that guy is usually very noisy over sms. Always asking you what you are doing.(Btw I've finally deleted all of his messages. Remember, I delete them one by one because I save Cherie and Yingying's messages). Now I smsed him twice with a ,"kor how are you feeling? Any better? Take cares." And he didnt reply. Is he really that sick?

Today during cell Joys, Likhoon and Zhenyi tio forfeit. The most sympathetic ones were Joys and Zhenyi. Zhenyi only tio-ed because of evil BROTHER DA ZHIWEI. Yes I know he hates that. Both of them (Zhenyi as penguin, Joys as rabbit) had to walk in front of cell groups on the basement and the first floor with their actions.

Service was kinda ok. Short and sweet.

Tell Changyen to shut up and stop rambling about the guy on the phone now before I throw a hand granite in her mouth and happily assume she likes the guy. The guy. Not ahem. But that idiot guy. Rawr.

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10:25 PM;


Before I start off, I have something to say to someone.

I'm sorry for all the worry I've caused.
I'm sorry for all the pain you felt.
I'm sorry for those tears that you cried.
I'm sorry I made you rush home to check on your dar.
No, your stuffed rabbit is not dead. Its right here. *Dusts imaginary dust off, holds it out* There you go, nong nong. Wipe away those tears.
Mr Bunny Is right here. He's not dead. Dont cry, ok?

Bwahahahaha.When was the last time Changyen and I prank called yiwei? Several blue moons ago. When we had our second drill practise. We miss ka-jiaoing him. *Evil grin*



Went over to Joyce's house to borrow retro stuff for the christmas partay. Was seriously contemplating whether I should snap a photo of my ever-so-famous cousin's bed and sell it for $2.50. Holiday photos will be charged at a rate of SG$3.50. I think its worth it la. You can have (speaking to fangirls) a photo of your idol's bed at $2.50! His holiday photos at $3.50 each! While stocks last. Do the lamination yourself. Preorder 3 days in advance. Interested parties please email me at happytreefriends@quackmail.com.

Its 31 minutes into saturday! Smiles.

For once I'm feeling sleepy at 12 leh. Usually I only feel sleepy after 3. Congratulate me. *Throws confetti in air*. Oh ya. Its the drowsy cough mixture.

12:16 AM;

Thursday, December 14, 2006


Jay Chou remix. First of its kind. Rocks la.

Spent the whole day slacking la. The only things I've achieved on to do lists are to burn the photos(very little MT related photos if you take out the random photos) and to cut my nails. Er.

十八号is approaching! Woots! Time passes so fast, soon, school will reopen and I will have to see that idiot's face again get to see more teachers.

9 more minutes to friday. 1449 more minutes to Saturday.

就是开不了口让他知道
我一定会合乎着你也逗你笑
你对我有多重要 我后悔沒让你知道
安靜的听你撒嬌 看你睡着一直到老
就是开不了口让他知道
就是那嚒简单几句我句办不到
整顆心懸在半空我只能够远远看着
着些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我

Ruth's at korea and I miss her presence.

Just now some baka guy insulted my aiai and I felt like killing him. I know you are reading this la. Nevermind. Since he somehow apologised I shall forgive and forget.

Somehow I'm feeling like crying+happy+sad+discouraged+crazy+lethargic at the same time. I must be the world's greatest paradox.

11:31 PM;

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Left the house at 1:25pm for UT team 4 'group meeting'. A group meeting which consisted of 3 members. Er.

Reached Lot 1 at around 1:53 plus. Still early. Met up with David. Called meiyee who was still at home. So technically, I was stuck with David until she would arrive. Desperate, I called Liying. Thank God she could come. I feel so bad, telling her to go at the last minute. If I were her I would beat me up and scream ,"KI SIAO AH. Last minute then jio me out!" But she didnt. Another reason to love her.

When she arrived, we went to gaigai. Then found out that David had fever.Sick eh. Have fever still want to come out. And last night(or this morning) over Gladys,Joys, shunji and our conversation call, he was still hyper. Kicking apples. Eating his supper (which consisted of a baguette[the whole thing] with cheese,nachos, hotdog bun without the bun. That was until the phone line mysteriously got cut off). We talked from 11:35 to 12:45. I think.

Dumped David at the 4th floor where he moodily sat at the batman toy car thing. You know those where you put money in it and it starts moving yeah? Ya liying and I dumped him there to go to comics connection. Halfway he told us that he was at '3rd floor hawker centre'. Lot one got hawker centre meh.

Met Meiyee, Lishan, Si heng(thank God for the prayer booklet) and another guy whom I forgot his name. =P sorrryy. Meiyee and lishan left to walk around. Liying and I lingered for awhile, before going to take neoprints. At first didnt want to de, but we were made hyper by ajisan ramen. Oh ya. David borrowed my jacket. Borrow jacket still can complain. Bish.

So liying and I started decorating the neos at 4:33. Ended at 5:25 =P

See the chiobu in blue? She's my aiai.

6:55 PM;

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Screw spiritual attacks, I'm fine now. *Distributes <3s to everyone*

/Start rant
I dont like somebody because he eats alot yet is still so skinny. He ate a cup of cup noodles every night before he went to bed during mission trip. I think. And he still makes the effort to run down to the receptionist counter to ask for hot water. And his hair is nice. So.Friggin. Nice. I am not usually a fan of dyed hair. But seems that whenever he dyes his hair its always nice. While I'm typing this. Mr David Chay calls me just to talk crap and ask me if his hair was nice. He has free talktime and 1k worth of smses. RAWRR. He flooded my sms inbox and I'm too lazy to mass delete them because I am keeping cherie's messages. So I have to delete them one-by-one. Too much money is it? LET ME USE LA! RAWRR!
/end rant

Enough about Mr David.


Yaode tio high fever today. So the current prayer requests on sicknesses alone are
  1. Weiyan has high fever
  2. Justin has pneumonia AND high fever
  3. Zhiwei has bronchitis yet he is still eating chocolates and drinking cold water.
  4. Gladys has a manly voice sore throat
  5. Sheryl still has a so-bad-till-she-thinks-she-has-tuberculosis cough and flu
  6. Joys is feeling not right
  7. Teck soon is hospitalized as he's suspected of bird flu
  8. Yaode has high fever.
SCRAM SI SATAN YOU TOOTHLESS OLD LION!

Waiting for cherie to chiong finish her homework before I talk to her. I chiong-ed my tuition homework today and managed to finish it 3 minutes before the teacher arrived! YAY. Yesh I know I'm guilty.

Some random facts, since I seriously have nothing to type.

9:32 PM;


Throat's raw
Cheek's puffy
Eye's wet from tears
Dammit, you sinned anyway

Tears free falling
Cascading down the cheeks
Nose's running
Devil's laughing at me

Brushed hard against those teeth
Blood forming
Anger building
Drank my second cup of coffee

Hair wet and clingy
Mouth's dry
I dont know the girl in the mirror
No, I dont

3:32 PM;

Monday, December 11, 2006

Stuck at home due to my cough and flu. Woke up before 10 today. Rawr.

Turned on the computer, and while I was doing God-knows-what on the computer. Clara sent me an email. Now I have this bad habit of not reading my msn messages. So it accumulates and now I have 429 unread mails. And I did a spring cleaning before I went to mission trip. So I opened it lor.

Whatthebang. It showed pictures of a woman after she committed suicide. How her face was torn into half. Heck, I wasnt even watching CSI. Even CSI doesnt get as gore-y as this. I mean, I just woke up, and she had to send this to me.

I feel like killing the person who started this thread. Doesnt he/she have any respect for the dead woman? What has happened to this world? The woman is already going to hell by committing suicide, and you blow it big, party and have fun. Still have the guts to take her photo.


I miss my cherieeeeeeee =(

Random facts:
Zealot's having a cell outing at sentosa.
Prayer requests:
Weiyan from kabod has high fever
Justin from acts has pneumonia AND high fever
Zhiwei from kabod has bronchitis yet he is still eating chocolates and drinking cold water.
Gladys from kairos has a manly voice sore throat
Sheryl from kairos has a so-bad-till-she-thinks-she-has-tuberculosis cough and flu

Sian diao. God has blessed me with a meimei who has 1.5k smses and a david jiejie with 1k smses. And they both lived happily ever after by ka-jiaoing me.

11:39 AM;

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Spent the afternoon clearing up soft toys that were collecting dust in mainly my bedroom cupboard and maid's room.

And this is my now empty bedroom cabinet

And the half of the total amount of toys going to salvation army.
Those were my baby toys before I was diagonalised with asthma. The doctor ordered my toys to be kept away from me. I think I was 3 that time. Being the only child then, I was showered with stuffed toys by parents, their church friends.aunts and uncles. That was big sweep number 1.

However, I still continued to buy soft toys. Then slowly, I outgrew them. By maybe primary 3. That was big sweep number 2. And now, my parents decided to give them to salvation army. And I realised the amount of soft toys I had. I was so blessed.



Many mission trippers are falling sick, so do pray for us.

Pros of mission trip
  1. Really see how thai people are, unlike those family tours you go where the thai people you see are those in the taxis/coach drivers/restaurants/hotel receptionists. Now you get to see people living in poverty. And you can see how blessed you really are
  2. Get to learn thai.
  3. Suntan.
  4. My hair got browner than it already was. I love the sun. Wakakaka.
Cons
  1. Falling sick
  2. Tiring
  3. No freedom to do anything we want. As in, at the carnival, many of us wanted to play the games there, eat the food there. But we still had to concentrate on praying.
  4. I freaking got more freckles.

I love google video. Uploads the videos so freaking fast. And here's mr Shunji singing 'pra yesu kao jai'.

2:38 PM;

Saturday, December 09, 2006

I think my itenary was somehow wrong. Joys went through with the cell today but I forgot. Blah.

Played cat and fish during cell. Truly violent. Forfeits were totally wild. Some had to paste a yellow paper with either 'I love kairos' or I love Jesus' on their backs. I got a lollipop for forfeit 0_o
Then mission trippers shared their testimonial. Yups. Queued up, and we managed to sit in front for SNL. Was on fire for God la. And changyen was looking at me strangely. IDC. I will become, even more undignified than this. More sharing of testimonials. Yups.

No dinner at church today. Something about the mission tripper la. So most of the YI people went to beauty world shopping centre's hawker centre. The stalls made tons of money today.

Dunno why's my blogging style sot today. Must be because of what happened today. rawr.

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9:54 PM;


Reasons why you should never tease neo yiwei.

It all started off with this


Expectation is the breeding ground of the miraculous.

Cherie and I got bored one day. So we decided to tease him about it by changing our display name to 'water is the breeding ground of mosquitoes'. And miraculously, everytime I did that, mosquitoes would come to attack me.

And it happened again yesterday.


In less than 30 minutes, I was bitten by a mosquito on my wrist. And I only told him that mosquitoes lived in stagnant waters.

Here's the proof. I took it during tuition.

Growls. Neo yiwei is evil. Stay away from him. He may seem nice by being caring and such. Always asking you for prayer requests. Being naggy like your grandmother/mother. But he has mosquitoes as his allies.




/start rant.
Was sent an invitation from THREE FRIGGING GROUPS on JCN. For the winter games. Thought that would never happen. KANR, LQP and CS. Ki siao. Didnt know which to choose. In the end, adoption process was over when I was still in thailand. RAWR!
/end rant.

Story of my life.

Being bullied by mosquitoes and neo yiwei and by time. =(


Zhiwei kor has bronchitis. Ow. Thailand is way too polluted. But I still love it. I miss the nong nongs, walking barefooted around the hotel corridors, dialing random numbers and asking 'who are you?" Sigh. And prank calling people.

[Just as I write this, a mosquito has just bitten my ankle. The power of neo yiwei*scoff*]

12:35 PM;

Friday, December 08, 2006

Day #6

Filmed down shunji singing 'pra yesu kao jai'. In the 'sawadeeHA' voice. But youtube suddenly sot diao. =( Will post it up when youtube gets better.

Today the 6 groups which had originally split up into half, combined. We went to a college to teach the students english. We were supposed to train them for a test. We had to ask them their name, age, hobbies, number of family members, and sibling's name.


I had to draw in order to make the one I was tutoring understand. Towards the end, we preached the gospel. Talked about sin. The girl next to me didnt accept Christ. Nevermind, hope her classmates who did will tell her about Jesus as they get to know more about Him.

The girls there liked zhiwei! They were 18, he's 19. To scare them off, he showed them his passport photo. That did not really work, so he whipped out his cellphone and showed them the picture he took with a kid during the rally. "My son" He told them -.-Zhiwei has 4-5 illegitimate sons.
Day #7

Shared my testimony at the school that morning. After it ended, realised at my hands were super cold. Later many people told me I wasnt loud enough -.-

We went to the mekong river, home of the 'nagas'. Prayer walked, then went to this temple with a huge statue of buddha at the top. Then somebody informed me that people created buddha out of man and woman. Sawadeeha indeed.

Took group photo of the gb and bb people present. Right in front mekong river. Cool.

Then we went to a carnival, which was held for the king. There were fireworks! The lake next to it was pretty.




Postcard quality again. Muahahaha. You can put it on you desktop. Comes out pretty clear.

We prayerwalked. Then pulled people into our booth. Saw many
transvestites =X was scary at first la.

We went back to church for dinner.
David wants to beat you up.

Meet Mr Zhuwei


Assistant leader and leader.





Udon thani team 4


. Whats around zhiwei's hair? lol. Kong bu yet funny at the same time. He looks scary in that picture.


Ah do. Aka R2
Coughcoughcoughcough. The way shunji sleeps is scary.
Day #8



Arrived at maxx hotel. Went to MBK. Walked around till my legs


ached. Ate some steamboat thingy for dinner.
Day #9


Last day. Da
vid




misplaced his passport. Thank God it was found la.But he's really very brave. If i'd lost my passport at that time, confirm will cry de. I mean, everybody else has checked out of the hotel. And you cant find your passport.
Act suave only la.

Act cute da wangs. Poor piglets.

Major photowhoring at burger king. That was where the ducky photos came from.
Hongzhang wanted to hijack the plane -.-

What were they looking at?

Chio! Because I was the one that took it. Bleahs. bhb me.
Coughcoughcough. No comments on Alvin

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5:28 PM;


So the previous post was crap la. Photos that did not fit in. Other than Alvin's .
1st day
Airport. Yingying and liying sent me off.
Took lots of photos. About a quarter of the photos taken were at the airport.



Was supposed to sit next to yaode on the plane. But I switched with david and sat next to hilary. Behind Alvin,in front of Weekiat.

Weekiat's ice cream. Looks good? I made part of it ok!

Lousy photography by ahemahem. His initials are CWK.


Two words. Very chio. Guess who take de x)


8 hours from bangkok to udon thani. Kept kicking zhiwei who was infront of me on the coach. Sorryyy. It wasnt intentional =(

2nd day.
Stopped over to the church to collect our brunch.


We went to a school. Did we? David was the superstar. Didnt bother taking photos. Saw somebody that looks like YK. Told you he looked like a thai! Later somebody kill me =X

We went to some park later on, and had our first rally there. Very little people turned up. Less than 10 salvations la. I think none, in fact.
This is the number of people who turned up. Excluding the performers, including other YI people.

Saw the nongnongs there. They were very contented with their playground made of aluminum. Yes changyen. Nongnong means child. Or children la. So when I told you nongnong martini today, it meant. Come child. Children. Whatever.

Postcard quality again. Ahh.
Chio. With the setting sun at the background.

Went back to or hotel. Turned on nick. Watched catdog to kill time -.-

Third day

Went to another school again.
Do not do this at home.

Good deeds versus salvations. By yaode's group.

On the way to the market place for tract bombing, shun ji and I tried to take photos of each other.

Then we went to a village. My favorite. The people there were so friendly. The air was cooling.


And as for zhiwei and david, their fatherly instincts awoke.
Small part of the crowd that turned up. Nongnongs were all seated in front.



4th day

Did not bring my camera.

Went to some village. There was a huge temple right smacked in the middle. When you go in the room next to the temple, which stored religious items, you will feel oppressed de lor. Immediately.

Zhiwei/Stephen suggested that we walked around the temple 7 times. Like what happened in the old testament. Then I noticed that the walls started to slant outwards. Wow! Quite alot of salvations. We were surprised that people even turned up for the night rally.

5th day.


Went to church. NONG NONG MINISTRY!!! x)

Joys with the nong nong she was taking care of.



Tuition in 30 minutes time. And I stink. You see la. Once I came home from drill jiu start blogging liao. Sweetness overload.

Do we look alike? Phi Eoy(translator) , liying and zhiwei himself said so.

Stay tuned for part II

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