This Is Not Your Song.

Prose

Friday, February 29, 2008

HAPPY LEAP DAY.
And happy 5th birthday to my beloved cgl, JOYS.

MDM SHIXU CAME IN TODAY.
And for once, we didn't fail our presentation. Well, all the hours finally paid off.

Its horrid falling in while songS play on in the background, and all of them containing inside jokes, and you can't laugh. And nicholas standing opposite you doesnt exactly help.

Mama, I think I'll lose alot of weight with this horrid schedule of mine =(

KUKUP TOMORROW.
And my camera charger is missing =(

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MARCH HOLIDAYS.

I like BB's vesper (:

8:34 PM;

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

10:38 PM;

Priscilla, Fangting, Jenise, Gladys and Hanrui. Sorry for pulling you guys down everytime we have chinese presentation ><

Scrabble. I had to leave at 4. It dragged, as expected. So I burnt $14 to cab down to town.( Thanks la Alex) Alex is super noisy in scrabble can.

Dental. Bought my candied hearts for baking already. People whom I owe birthday presents. You'll get them *cough* soon.
Come onnn. Its the thought that counts right?
1)Zhenlin
2)Yaode
3)Changyen
4)Joyce
5)Joys(yes, i might have to make it belated too)
6)Nicholas
7)Jacelyn

Alrights. No more I can recall.
My braces are currently a shade of dark burgundy. The choices I have are seriously limited :(

9:48 PM;

Monday, February 25, 2008

In a blink of an eye, Sunday's over. Well hello monday.

If only the weekends passed as fast as the weekdays. I'll die a very happy girl.
Oh yes, surprised I'm not dead yet?
I will, soon.

LCL will shoot me down with a m16 once she finds out that I'm not dropping chinese. She told Ms Tan Pei See that I 'expressed interest to join CLB'.

Hold on.
HA. HA. HA.

My dad's at Dubai for business trip.

Harder to get back my phone now. The bus bunks at SHENTON WAY. For one. If I ever track it down.
The chinese thing. My mum wanted me to write a letter on her behalf. To say what I promise to do if I stay in chinese. Yeah and if I were to write a letter, you all know what will be in it. I'm contemplating to ask Ruth to help me write it and fill it up with cheem words so she goes @.@ Or I should just wait for my dad to return and write his famous letters again.
My dad has not given me allowance this week.
I have to go school by myself this week =(

March holidaysssss. Come quick. I need youuuuuuuu.
Weekdays, why must you come so soon? =(

Oh well. I'll get through the week with Desiree, Cynthia, Jenise, Tim, and by disturbing Surya who's trapped in his glass dome.
I hope.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right
Anddd
Most of all [x6] its built to lasttt

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Yeah right...

The trees that whisper in the evening, carried away by a moonlight shadow,
Sing the song of sorrow and grieving, carried away by a moonlight shadow

Random, I know
Danial:*Looks at my iPod* On top of the world?!? By the carpenters?
Sheryl:*Returns his stoned expression* No. Why would I have it? Its boys like girls.

'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

I don't wanna go back to school =( I feel like Alex.

12:59 AM;

Friday, February 22, 2008

12:55am.
FINISHED WITH CHINESE PRESENTATION!

I have yet to tell my dad about my wrist.

If I cough up blood one day, I know what exactly caused it.

12:58 AM;

Thursday, February 21, 2008

SINGAPORE'S HOSTING THE YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES
There's really something wrong with my wrist. Its starting to hurt at random times. RAWR. Shouldn't have consulted the chinese physician because I wanted my wrist to heal fast, and not stay in a cast for 1 month.

Kept feeling breathless. After Buddy Hoagies. So I skipped PE today. Awww.
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
=.=

Chinese, chem and humanes. Confirm guarantee+ chop fail. Yay.

Told Desiree ______ jokes in class today. Someone laughed like a demented seahorse =D Laughing gives you abs? Lets all start laughing.

My wrist :(

7:31 PM;

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Who is burning incense paper at 11:43pm?
Forget burning midnight oil.
I'm freaked out.

Toodles >.<

11:46 PM;

I failed physics.
Yiwei:Who got the highest?
Mr Chun: Your best friend.
Turns out it was yaohui. With a sadistic score of 21/25. MR CHUN MARKED ME DOWN BECAUSE MY N AND I WERE STUCK TOGETHER IN INFINITE.

This week will not be my week. I'll cheer when this week is over. That is if I don't get knocked down by a car/ van/ cargo truck/ t-rex during this week

Yearbook's out! Finally. Once I get my hands on it, it will provide hours of entertainment for me. Not the lookalikes in the yearbook are not me. I repeat, NOT MEEEE.

Tag replies:
danial: printer no ink, besides, no time to type out D:
weekiat: yet she's still around. which means you guys didn't make enough noise!
ruth: sure. just stick a knife in her (with YOUR fingerprints intact) and say I did it. Surreee. Btw, go watch saw 4. Rocks.
michelle: alrights babe (:
jacelyn: which will come after a long period of punishment :(
jacelyn: YAY. at least jacelyn gave me the benefit of a doubt. we have homework daily (many of us don't do it though. we risk getting shot down every lesson. and yes, projects which have to be PERFECT)
weekiat: result- more people admitted to IMH. sure
jacelyn: it happens to us sometimes(i'm not including the fact that i don't know how to write many words). i remember calling up my friend to ask her how to spell 'three' because i forgot ._.
twinnie: *uses b3 voice*NOOOH. fine. he's 50% to Lyn-Z(drats), 25% yours, 25% mine. KAYYY?
thitipat: aww :( eat more chocs :D you don't scold me. you give me the look all the time. then i'll sediya and move one step back.
jacelyn: i thought her bluetooth name was supposed to be "_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s lady" RIGHT JOLYN? =P
weekiat: chinese is mean.
desiree: ME TOO! How is physics? (:

I MISS MT! I miss smiling 24/7(well kinda) =(

Reminds me of Kwarm Suk Kiu Nai Zai Chan. Or Nicholas' version. kwarmsukkiunainaichan

No idea what they were doing

I miss the van. The van driver. The disco lights!

Uber small kitten (yes, I know. But still. Its super small!) Cuteness (: Its restless because nicholas took a long time taking the photo.

I look spastic here. But neverminds (:

10:32 PM;

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Movies I want to catch
-Kung Fu Dunk
-Deathnote 3!
-Waterhorse( March 8)
-Prom Night( April 24) [Sounds bimbo-y right. Yeah. Its a horror flick. Or somewhat]
-Narnia 2 (May 16)

We had a great laugh after Zheng De (right?) said that he wanted to watch P.S. I love you yesterday. Yeahhhh.

6:58 PM;

Mon: 3E4 Tue: 4N2 Wed: 4E4 Thur: 4N1 Fri: 3E3 says:
why, u found ur love ? (dont know why he said that. totally random)
This could be my last goodbye. You cross your heart, I hope to die says:
*displays 'talk to me at your own risk: super bad day' sign*

Okay. Lets recap what happened okay?
I'm going to fail. Yes F.A.I.L. My english, maths, chemistry, physics and chinese and go to clb.
I overworked my wrist yesterday(yes, I regret not going to the doctor last nov when I sprained/whatever my wrist while iceskating. Instead of saving healing time and going for zhong yi. I have no idea what condition my wrist is in. Lesson learnt.) thanks to some idiot who did not allow my to finish writing 3 freaking words. After I recopied out everything nicely. Three. Freaking. Words. Mind you. I recopied as though my life depended on it. Imagine recopying everything out in 15 mins. All your compre questions. And my wrist hurt like shit.
And my mum accidentally burnt me with the toaster tray at the dinner table last nice. Left arm.
My pen(which I just started using 2 weeks ago) went out of ink yesterday, so I had to borrow cherie's. Bought some after school. Bought one to school. Used it before recess. After recess, gone.
And I went to city hall to do my braces today. 1 hour from school to there. Then upon reaching. Found out that I/they got the dates mixed up. Supposed to go next week. 1 more hour back.
And yes. My phone slipped out of my pocket on the way to dental, on the bus. Yes. I lost my phone. Couldn't catch? I lost my phone. Still couldn't catch? I LOST MY PHONE

Jenise, spillover of bad luck x2.
When was the last time I ranted to Jiajun? Eons ago.

6:11 PM;

Friday, February 15, 2008

I feel like this right now.

Tell me what it means.

Twinnie!!

Hurtful words,
From my enemies of the last five years,
What's it like to die alone?

How does it feel when tears freeze,
When you cry?
The blood in your veins is twenty below.

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

It just came blasting through my speakers. Its my top 15 most played song on itunes.

11:41 PM;

*Pinches self*
I'm still alive!

Something really really really weird happened last night.
I was asleep. And I suddenly woke up, and realised I was holding on to my phone. Which I remember locking the keypad and putting it at my bedside.
And at 3:58am. I woke to find myself calling Peiru.
My finger was on the call button. I thought I was dreaming. But I shoved my phone away anyways.

Next morning in class, I remembered what happened. So I checked my call list. And I called Peiru thrice. 3:58:04am. 3:58:20 am. 3:58:38.
Talk about freaky. I suspect it might be due to stress, and might be sleepwalking and sleeptalking already. I never did any of those before *looks at changyen*
I think sleepwalking is uber scary can.
Told josephine and she started calculating. Peiru's number what from the top, and from the bottom.
And finally came to a conclusion. She thinks God is trying to tell me something.
No peiru, I didn't miss you that much.

I managed to survive through chinese today. No, no one died. She didn't scold anyone. But e2's super angry. We might be doing the petition together. My beloved sadist is super eager for it.

She showed us a heartwarming video today. Wonder why the whole class started laughing. Hmm. I wonder.

I was feeling pretty gay(gay= happy). As in I wanted to make skipping my mode of transportation or something. Especially during recess. I almost skipped across the quadrangle after looking at people devouring sweet potatoes.

Drill training was pretty fun. Nicholas keeps making my laugh after I fall in. By touching his sideburns and given the super innocent face. I had to bite my lip. Standing next to thitipat for GOH's super funny. We tease him and he keeps telling me to move back, for I'm not in line with him EVERYTIME after I all him. Happens only to him.
And I screwed up like 5 keblakans on the march. my brain's pretty dead already. The command comes in. And my mind's blank. After everyone starts turning then my brain registers it. Talk about super malu.

NICHOLAS. COME ONLINE LA. Send file send file. Send from last december till now still haven't send. =.=

GUESS WHO'S DEAD FOR CT'S NEXT WEEK?

Tagreplies (yes finally)
daniel: she FORCES US TO =(
eunice: I agree. those are just, heartless creatures.
hongzhang: and you shall remain dad-less
janet: yeah:D it was the first thing i heard on the radio yesterday. And it seriously brighten my day.
huiwen: hi oxygen (: you have a pretty nice name (: i forgot what sodium chloride was!!!!!!111111111 still can't believe it
liying: yessss! i wanna drown in that mann :D
weekiat:HAPPY NEW YEAR.
jacelyn: and happy halloweeennn!
jekkai: i'm afraid she might shoot me down with her bazooka=(
weekiat: but she makes us spend too much time on it.
ruth: why kill ants when you can settle for something better? *cough*

10:38 PM;

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Its been a week since I last touched my computer =O
Shocking.
Been super busy recently. And I haven't blogged about cny? Thats even more shocking. I was supposed to have a break? Wasn't I?
I think I earned pretty little this year. Didn't have the chance to go to my father's boss house can collect his fat angbaos D= Nevermind. I did work. I spent day 4 calling up people asking if I could go to their house to bai nian ._.
Day 4 was Yaode's lucky day. And his luck just had to get passed on to me. My calculator died(its just the battery. But I was so eager for it to spoil that I whacked it against the table when it was showing signs of going out of batt. So now I'm a proud owner of a black calculator), I ran out of foolscap and couldn't find the remaining 3 stacks I have, and my penS one by one ran out of ink.
Lucky lucky.

I've been swimming in my homework. The amout of lian bi lian zis we were assigned to on monday was like. Shocking. I spent 4 hours on it, and finally slept at 2. Mind you, I started at 830. Then after chinese I did 6 english newspaper reports. And of course, I had to survive on coffee. I was afraid redbull would really give me wings (cough. )and make me super hyper.
But I know I was super glad to crawl into bed.
Talk about sleep deprived.
I'M SPENDING MORE TIME ON CHINESE THAN ON MY PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY AND MATHS COMBINED. Makes sense? You rational people out there.
I'm lagging behind for physics.
And chemistry. What empirical formula? What?
F(x)=??? When and how do you use it? Nevermind. Ms Tan will have to save my ass on saturday in time for common test, I hope.
WHY ARE THE COMMON TESTS NEXT WEEK.
Lets see.
Chemistry. Physics. Chinese(fail go clb). MathS. Social studies. History. Thats how much I have to mug.
Someone deliver me from myself =(

Oh yes, happy valentines day.
Jacelyn, MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSS

Shouting command's okay. The first command was okay. i just started shivering after I keblakan-ed. Closed my eyes and willed my heart to stop hammering. Of course it didn't.
But all in all. It was pretty cool.
I think I shouted softly though. =(
And I was laughing when at jacelyn when mrs ___ went on the slab of concrete with her yesterday. Guess who I got today? Karma =.= I was trying not to laugh already.

WOO~ Orson's on the radio.
I want this month's Lime. Because Gerard's in it. But I haven't had the time to buy 0.0

Till then (:
A poor little girl who's dying from extreme stress and her hand being too straight*rolls eyes*. Oh yes. She's drowning. Have I ever told you that Sheryl STUDYING CHINESE = fishes running in the sahara desert.
Chinese is useless, anyways.
Useless useless useless. L1R5. There are more chinese lessons compared to social studies and history. Why? When its compulsory for humans to be used, and chinese not.

You'll see me dead next time =(
This AC boy just committed suicide yesterday. 15, and dead. Whoa. Freaky hearing it second hand.
He just jumped out of the window. With his mother looking.
Plain saddening.

6:47 PM;

Thursday, February 07, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Fine, happy cny (:

I don't know why, but I find this funny.

I still think reunion dinner is a waste of time. The only new people I eat with at the dinner table today was my maid and grandma. How exciting. And I got reprimanded for something I didn't do. My mum just gave me broccoli. I ate it. Wire dropped. Got scolded. my fault like that. Ask a zombie whether he's aware of what he's doing la. Even so. You put it on my plate. So duh I have to eat it right.
And he asked me why i didn't reply his messages.
"But I replied mum's"
"Mum is mum, dad is dad."
Talk about dumb. Like I'm supposed to reply both of them with the identical messages. I know they have alot of smses to spare la. But I don't. If I did I'll be happily spamming them with it already.

Super sleep deprived. I can plonk dead on my bed and my brother can still fly in like superman and make a hell lot of noise. And leave the door open. Yes, with the aircon running.
And my grandmother's nagging behind me

Such a great cny.

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile
I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound

Yeah I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?

12:13 AM;

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

HOLIDAYYYYS

No more sleeping at 1230-2 just to finish up on homework.
Instead, sleeping at 1230-2 JUST BECAUSE I LIKE IT.
*Flings books in the air*
I'm proud to announce that I left my ci yu shou ce at school. After mugging so hard for ce yan. Tian xie han zi did not come out. Wonder who told the class EVERYTHING would come out. Everything as in, tian zie han zi, compre etcetc.

I've been in holiday mood since monday.
*Breaks into All I want for christmas is you*
Lag timee.

Jenise takes 3 seconds to process my jokes. Hehhh.

Pooled with cliff, zhenlin, joyce, fei and xinping. I tyco-ed two consecutive shots. Super shocked. I was halfway poking louisse with the cue when feilicia and zinping started shouting "tyco". Super shocked.
I never knew that you could actually demonstrate teamwork while playing pool 0.0

ITS THE HOLIDAYYYYYYYS.

11:31 PM;

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Why must we have only 2 chinese lessons during the chinese new year week? *Groans* Talk about bad timing =(

Not worth it not worth it nothing's worth anything. There's no use putting effort in anything.

I hate studying/ mugging for tests. Because I seem to snack everytime I do serious study. I NEVER EVER EVER eat potato chips. They are EVOL. Same for instant noodles. Yet I ate potato chips while studying for chinese last night. Thank goodness I couldn't bear to finish them.
What does this mean?
STOCK UP ON TAO KAE NOI!
And green tea and peach tea and lychee and lemon and almost everything else. Carbonated drinks are evol too.

Numb, fading into oblivion.

10:58 PM;

Friday, February 01, 2008

Is it time for us to move on?

I dont wanna. The times we spent together were just so beautiful

I'm proud to say that I survived chinese today (:
Favoritism in its finest form. Jek kai, you're super right. You have to be a pretty good looking guy( Jenise, so is it pretty or goodlooking? heh) or have to bootlick her for her to treat you decently. And I'll never resort to bootlicking. Its just.. against ones morals. I find it disgusting*brows* for one to bootlick.

FIND THE LCM!
Chinese test on monday. Whoever fails it, off to CL-B you go. I have a feeling I'll go there. Oh God, help me.

Chemistry's stuck in my head now. I was brushing my teeth last night. Saw sodium fluoride on the ingredients. And started forming chemical equations. Is that supposed to be good?
Jenise: We have chemistry between us.
Both, together: *Points* SODIUM CHLORIDE!

tag replies:
hongzhang: yeah. i still love it.
daniel: kinda (:
hotcake: thanks (: xinping did most of the painting.
zhiwei: alrights. i'm ALOT better now. serious (:
alfred: yeah. glad you know
zhiwei: yep. it gets tougher every year >< xiang dang nian...
yiwei: ya la. sian =(
jolyn: i am? nah. i'm just super charmed by him (:
liying:shi zhe rang gu shi ju xu, zhi shao bu zai rang ni li wo er qu. sweetness. no this song is not sweet at all.
jacelyn: the song is not sweet! its an emo song =( i lovelovelove this song (:
ruth: i wanted to take out a can of luncheon meat just now and start stabbing it with a pencil. serious. then fling it against the wall

11:51 PM;

& Sheryl Tweets.