Prose
Thursday, September 29, 2005
I was shocked. Only 7 people
had attended today's maths supplementary
class after school. That's 7/32. Wow. A grand total of 25 lazy pigs did not turn up. Well, I can forgive those people who really are buzy. But not those people who stayed in the school library(e.g. Mohini) and those who faked it, pretending that they had tuition to that day. Yar. As if so hardworking. Ms Chong, I highly doubt you would be reading this, next time,make supplementary compulsory in order to prevent people like ** ****** from slacking. I am not a goody two shoe, but how would you feel if you step into a class to teach, and only find 7 pupils? Must as well sit at your work station, drink
kopi and shake leg. Pardon my bad grammar today. If you really know me well, you should know that if I was angry, my grammar would be so damn bad. Anyway, got to keep this short. Looking for a new skin.
6:07 PM;
Monday, September 26, 2005
Sorry. Don't feel like blogging about my screwed up life at the moment. Here's to 'bu chang'. =
THREE SNACKS I ENJOY:
-strawberry yogurt.
-vanilla flavoured hello pandas
-hershey's cookies and cream chocolate
THREE THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
-Music
-Family
-Friends
THREE VERY SPECIAL FRIENDS:
-Serena Ewe for being my soul friend
-Charis Yong for lending your ear when I broke down
-Cindy Krisnadi for lighting up most of my days
THREE THINGS I COULD BUY WITH $1,000:
-two kittens
-CD's
-books
BAD HABITS
PROCASTINATING! :( (really!I have like,tons of undone math mock papers!)
THREE THINGS I WOULD NEVER WEAR:
-those typical ra-ra skirts. so slinky, so short, so slutty! reminds me of heather..
-bareback tops.i feel naked wearing that
- clothes are covered with sequins and glitter..those that make you squint your eyes
FIVE SHOWS I LIKE:
-Jie dui Superstar!
-Spongebob's Squrepants
-Local Channel U shows.
-Fear Factor
-Mr Bean.
THREE PLACES I'VE LIVED:
-Singapore
-Singapore
-Singapore
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-Sheryl
-Sher-sher
-ke xin
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-I'm able to offer a good listening ear for those who sincerely need it.
-I treasure friendship and kinship alot
-I am witty(most of the times).
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-My big problem on punctuality. :(
-My indecisiveness on certain issues.
-My cold attitude to people I dislike because of their attitudes.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-Death by fire or a gruesome murder.
-WORMS!!
-Losing my loved ones before having enough time to spend time with them. =
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-music
-water to bathe/to drink.
-love from my friends/for my friends.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-hang ten shirt
-blue shorts
-star earrings
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS:(for now)
-ryan cabrera
-A-teens
-Jojo
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
-Don't Lie By Black Eyed Peas
-Behind these hazel eyes by Kelly Clarkson
-Hey Juliet by LMNK
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
-try to score for my PSLE
-guitar!
-tennis
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
-I rock
-I love to eat salads.(with load of mayonise)
-I love coffee
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
-Tell off a friend
- Lie without feeling guilty
-Eat an entire packet of chips
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
-chilling out in my room with class95/power 98/96.3
-DIY crafts like making collages, scrapbooking, BAKING!
-going on a beach holiday and collecting unique shells
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
-get over and done with PSLE.
-set up my own little cosy cafe and start business of course.
-watch all the movies that I want but failed to due to the lack of time.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
-Psychology.
-Interior designing.
-Boss for some motel hotel for pets
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
-Bintan
-Australia
-Egypt
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
-to feel very much loved and at peace and give love to everyone whom crossed my life, sometime or other.
-visit the Alps in Switzerland.
-do some self reflecting
got the questions off my cousin's blog and realised that we do have quite a number of stuff in common. =)
4:30 PM;
Saturday, September 24, 2005
I found this off my cousin's blog, who found it off a site.
This may be good for all of my classmate, free-thinker,hindu etc. I am a free thinker myself, but those words heal me. * Hey, as a free-thinker, I believe in most religons!* Xu WeiLin, got that? I am not a Christian, nor do I look like one, but may do sound like one.
You say: "It's impossible"
God says: "All things are possible" (Luke 18:27)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: "I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: "I love you" (John 3:16 & John 13:34)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: "I will direct your steps" (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: "You can do all things" (Philippians 4:13)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: "I am able" (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: "It will be worth it" (Roman 8:28)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: "I FORGIVE YOU" (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: "I can't manage"
God says: "I will supply all your needs" (Philippians 4:19)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: "I have not given you a spirit of fear" (2Timothy 1:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: "Cast all your cares on ME" (I Peter 5:7)
You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: "I've given everyone a measure of faith" (Romans 12:3)
You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: "I give you wisdom" (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: "I will never leave you or forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5)
10:31 AM;
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
I was very touched as I celebrated my birthday yesterday.
Friends had actually given me presents!The fish from Nicole.
Photo album and frame 
from gd friend Serena.
Nail polish and ear sticks from Weilin(complete with price tags).
Card and handmade ring from Cousin melissa and Jeremy.
But the thing that really made my day was this.
Dear Sheryl,
Today is your special day of the year.Make a wish! It's being 3 odd months since we met? Haha. Not that short too. Eh? Firstly, I would like to wish you a very 'Happy Birthday' on this very special day for you. A quote by JJ Lin, 'In weakness, we are made strong'. Don't be sad when you underacheive, always look on the birght side of life! Treat your results as the barrier you are going to overcome. 梦想起飞! (When you have dreams, you will have hope!)
Thank you for treating me as your "brother".That means I have 4 siblings to take care of? It has been a pleasure for me to talk to you. I couldn't think of any better present than this. I have include a video on sceneries done by myself ! Hope you will enjoy!
I wish you a very pleasant year to go!
Oh, good health too! :)
-- With luck,Kok Seng
I was so damn touched. Thank you everybody for remembering my birthday and thanks Leanne for making the whole class sing a birthday song for me. I was so red. Like a tomato.
Thanks anyway!
6:09 PM;
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
" Fifteen year old boy gets into NUS" The headlines screamed. I dropped my scone in shock and horror. I ruffled through the pile of newpapers and fished out 'Home' and started reading.
Oh. So he scored 4 A* s and got a total of 275 for PLSE. He is also a pro at piano and violin. Rage, guilt, jealousy and sorrow filled me. Rage and sorrow for dropping piano two years ago. Jealousy..Well you can guess why. Guilt for not getting an A* for my preliems. He picked up violin when he was seven. I picked up piano at age four.
Extremely saddened, I threw the newpaper aside, buttered another scone and continued doing my assessment paper.
10:55 AM;
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Now I am convinced that I am an underachiever. A 67.5 for maths, 76 for chinese, 84 for science and a pathetic grand total of 74.25(upon 100) for english. If my aunt(who is a teacher) finds that I got that, she would probaly say," Your mental capacities are more than adequate to surmount any difficulties in the average primary school subjucts. Are you addressing to yourself to the subject in question as you should?" I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe
Or maybe not......
7:37 PM;
Saturday, September 03, 2005
September, the month of many birthdays. Michelle, Joyce, my grandfather, me, my maid and my grandmother. Here is what I want to say...
- Michelle has been my very good friend for three years. We have not seen each other for two years, but we have always kept in contact, by calling up each, chatting on MSN and writing letters to each other. Michelle, if you are reading this, thank you for being a great friend whom I could tell all my troubles to.
- Joyce, my cousin. We found out this year that we both love cooking, slacking (".), and spongebob. Thank you for being there when I needed coaching in maths and of course, baking together.
- My grandfather. We are not close though we share the same birthday.
- Me. Thank you for being who I/you am/are.
- My maid. I doubt you would ever read this but thank you for being a friend.
- My grandmother, xie xie ni jiao wo hua yu.
Happy Birthday, my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
9:10 PM;