This Is Not Your Song.
Prose
Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I WANNA GO BACK TO SEC 2. I DON'T LIKE SEC 3 LIFE. I WANNA GO BACK TO SEC 2. I WANT MY BELOVED 2E3 BACK. I WANT THE INSIDE JOKES WE SHARED. I WANT THE WAY BE WERE SO NOISY AND NO ONE CARED. I WANNA BE MYSELF IN CLASS AGAIN AND DO WHATEVER I LIKE. I WANNA LAUGH, I WANNA BE FREE AGAIN. I WANNA RELIVE THE LIFE I LEAD IN SEC 2, AND TREASURE EVERY MOMENT. WHEN I HAD ALL MY GIRLS TO BACK ME UP, WHEN WE COULD BACK EACH OTHER UP IF WE HAD ANY HEARTBREAKS. I WANT TO GO BACK, I WANT TO GO BACK. I DON'T LIKE THE STUPID STRESSFUL ABCDEFJHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ LIFE IN SEC 3 :(

想要回到过去

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :(


I can't wait to see my girls on saturday, or earlier, if possible.
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you :(
And the last time I saw you guys was, SATURDAY?!?!
I MISSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU :(
I wanna go outtttttt.
I miss youuuuuuuuuuu.
RAWR.

11:28 PM;


I just pwned Alex in reversi.







I wanna go RC on friday :(
I'm developing a phobia of physics already.

10:46 PM;

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Found my way to the highway, I don't wanna tell you the state I'm in
I've had too much to smoke, too much to drink, where have I been?
I feel like the stars are getting closer and the sky is closing in
And I don't know where to begin



Taken on 26 may 2007. I was looking through my old pictures (:















And my computer keeps getting disconnected. Damn qi gek can. Everytime they'll just disconnect, and show me this page.
Stupid singtel. And it happens daily. Around 4-5 times.



















Off to ISPL with my huwen!
ISPL
I wonder what it means. *Coughs*
The look on our face was probably priceless when Joyce said it out last saturday.


Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die


可欣变聪明了喔。你不要再为了那些小小的事情而难过好吗?(:
布拉丝,布拉丝。你叫我吗?
What's chinese for random?

2:09 PM;

Monday, May 26, 2008

I have a sister.
I wonder what's her name.


9:27 PM;


I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door
Your body's cold, but girl we're getting so warm
And I was thinking of ways that I could get inside (get inside)
Tonight your falling in love (let me go now)
The feelings stirring me up (here we go now)

Now if she does it like this will you do it like that
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her right back
Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that (come on)

Yes Esther, Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake it
xD
I don't care if you find this song annoying. I'm currently addicted to it.
I'll just keep singing this when I see you.

I felt like baking just now. And I had the urge to bake something simple. Then I remembered I wanted to bake some orange peel cake a while ago. So I thought of baking chocolate orange peel cake.
I skipped off to the kitchen, and realised that I did not have milk and oranges. Oranges are usually a staple in my house.
And I went into a foul mood.
Then my brother went into the kitchen, and appeared with those packet milks he brings to school. Then he found the tangerine my dad brought back from thailand.
Damn nice of him la (:


Oh yeah. I wanna thank Nicholas for the super nice note on saturday. THANK YOU (:
And Samuel asked me to flood him with songs.

I think no one will dare to ask me to flood them with songs already.

4:02 PM;

Sunday, May 25, 2008

PTM was just super horrid.
But thank goodness nothing horrid happened before that.

Alan, Joyce, Liying, Changyen and I went to the fitness corner, and laid on our backs just to watch the clouds. And, Alan actually spotted a rainbow in the clouds. Super super super super pretty (:
We tried climbing up the vertical obstacle wall thingy. Or whatever you call it. Ended up with a lot of bruises. But look at this.

























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Fine, we cheated. Alan helped us get up.

Then the horror started.

How gay. I've started drifting apart from my parents since sec1. I know the feeling sucks. But for 2 1/2 years, it was something I had to get used to.
Now you're addressing it, and saying that my results might be due to the relationship I have at home. Not my fault, you've closed your heart towards me countless of times. It was hard, but I've learnt how to be independent at home. I hardly talk to them, and I don't really talk to until there's a need to. Simply because I can predict what they're gonna reply me with. And why don't I want to discuss, sort things out, or even just talk more, point out what went wrong?
I freaking afraid of what they would do. They want me to be frank, but I can't be. I'm afraid.
So since even adult/every other person thinks that my parents are realllllly nice people, the problem must lie with me. So yeah. I need professional help. I was tempted to end the topic by just saying 'I have split personality' and just walking off when asked why I behave so differently in school and at home.
I still can't believe that last tuesday, I looked forward to my father's homecoming from Phuket, from his business trip. And the only conversation he had with me happened in the morning, as I was about to go to school. And what did he say before he went off that very day again?
He scolded me. Gave me a huge dressing down. I cried throughout morning assembly. I think Ms Ng and Ms Phua saw. Something Mdm Fadilah didn't see, and wouldn't be able to tell my parents of.
So its my fault? I don't make the effort?
I did, I did.

So you suggested that I needed a counsellor right?
"Roses are red, violets are blue, I am schizophrenic, and so am I."
Oscar Levant

Yes, I'm crazy. Okay? You can do whatever you want now.

8:01 PM;

Monday, May 19, 2008



[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] Turn the music up till the windows start to shatter says:
LOL
[2e3'o7 <3 Turn the music up till the windows start to shatter says:
QIAN BIAN LA YOU
Please witness the beauty of this world says:
Lols
Please witness the beauty of this world says:
I support china
Please witness the beauty of this world says:
Lol
Please witness the beauty of this world says:
i think she will dulan
Please witness the beauty of this world says:
if she see
Please witness the beauty of this world says:
should write
Please witness the beauty of this world says:
my country is safe and has no earthquakes
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] Turn the music up till the windows start to shatter says:
omg
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] Turn the music up till the windows start to shatter says:
are you mean or what

8:19 PM;


So I think a lot when there’s nothing I want to say
So I blink a lot when you make me nervous when I stay

Drop your arms to your sides
Its ok to smile
Just relax
This is me, this is you
No one else here just us two

Maybe I laugh a lot it just means things go my way (it just means things go my way)
If I crave you a lot its cause I love you come what may (come what may)
Drop your arms to your sides
Its ok to smile
Just relax
This is me, this is you
No one else here just us two

And all I have said
And all we have made
Will last us forever
Forever

So drop your arms to your sides
Its ok to smile
Just relax
Oooohhh
This is me, this is you
This is me, this is you
This is me this is you
No one else here just us two

Just us two



I will not be able to go to OBS. Because my mum says there is no valid reason why I should go. To celebrate my good results?
Right. I'm gonna try asking my dad!
I wanna go obs :(

Stuck at home all day. Unable to go out. Because I had no moolahh.
Nevermind. I was crapping with Jolyn.
Put your iTunes on shuffle mode. Then ask a random question
Q:What would ____ say if he turned up in school in a bikini?
A: Unwell- Matchbox 20

6:56 PM;

Sunday, May 18, 2008

I'm itching to go out. Out. Out.
I regret not planning to go out yesterday. And finding the easiest way out because I was freaking lazy- just not to go out. Another reason. We didn't know where to go.
Westmall. 简单爱!haha.
=.=
We seriously had nowhere to go.

And the zealot vs kabod match, we decided not to go. Simply because it would be freaking weird going this time round. Last year we knew who was playing. But this year. Man. So many things can change within a year.
I remember the glucose water. Meeting at bb interchange. Making honey water the night before. Feeling super happy when zealot won.
Goodness. This is crazy. Time can really change a lot of things.

I still need a medical checkup for the OBS trip. Right. And my dad is overseas. And my mum is currently in one of her moodswings.

The weather is killllling me.

3:55 PM;

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Oh yes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEO YI WEI!

My 好朋友 of 1 year+. And more to come (:
Thank you for being one of those who will always be there for me/ someone I can count on.

2:08 PM;


The CIP bazaar was probably the best one I've ever had in my life. We made $124.70. 0.0 Usually my class would be the most pathetic, earning only like, $20?
I'm still super surprised that there were people who actually bought our coke float. We bought 4 bottles of coke and 3 tubs of ice cream. And in the end, we ended up using 10 bottles of coke and 6tubs of ice cream. Or was it 7?
Fred, Cliff, Fish, Cleo and I went out while the whole school was still checking their papers, and bought ice cream and more cups. And ice. With the TA, who sounds a little like Sunil. We came back during LCL's lesson- around 930. Super cool (:

Towards the end of the second shift(lesser customers for coke float. from this i can conclude that lower sec has a sweeter tooth than upper sec), the mood changed. And we started playing around. Dunno which person introduced the game of putting an ice cube in your hand, and shaking hands with someone. And the person who holds on the longest wins. Hahaha. I think it was HJ -.-
Louisse used the super big block of ice on me. Wahlaoeh >.<
I'm pretty proud of our class, we managed to work together today(: HJ or I would pour the coke, Janet would scoop the ice cream. Then Shiwei would stick the straw and spoon in. The others like Shaun, Tim, Desiree, Huiwen ran to get the ingredients. And the rest of the class, everyone played a part. Yay (: Suntanned during drills yesterday. Drills without timing? Eeek. CHECK T-L-V-SHIT! Mabel's boot flew off. Haha. Hormat Kekenan
CHECK UP-2 [jenise: HUH?]
CHECK ONE eh?


I was supposed to meet Joyce and the others at 1130. Look, I can't get my ass off the seat. =(
Oh no oh no. Better get going.

My dad's going off to the airport now.

Come what may is 4:48 mins long.

I'm getting fat.*Pokes tummy. Blubber*
I like being random.

16/5.
放手了。
Turning point for me, I hope.

Happy guessing what I'm refering to. Ha ha ha

1:38 PM;

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Now I know why they say you should never post up stuff when you are extremely angry. I typed stuffs in notepad yesterday after my mum started ______. Then my dad called me up for a 45 min lecture. And by the time I came down, stupid singtel disconnected me from the internet. And it made me more frustrated. Mio, you SUCK. HAH HAH HAH. *L sign*
Wanna see what I typed?
Warning. Don't see this unless you really want to.

My fault. My fault. Where did I go after school today? Watch movie? Yeah I'm celebrating because I scored so well. Yeah my fault. I don't feel anything at all. Yeah.
What do you expect me to do? Cry? Yes, I've cried already. I don't want to keep crying over it. Like what changyen said, "You think you cry your marks can change meh. Like once your teardrop hits the paper, oh full marks. Everyone would want to do that."
Liying said that sounded like what her mother would say. And I said my mum would be more kiam pa than that. Now you know why.
What am I supposed to do? Shut myself somewhere and meditate? Sleep on my textbook? Burn my textbook and drink it. Please la. Parents are supposed to encourage their children. You're doing everything but that. Oh, my english. Yeah my english is lousy. I
slang alot. That's why if I go abroad no one will understand me. I don't think anyone slangs more that you do in this house. You've been against the type of books I read since young, always insisting that I read Enid Blyton. Enid Blyton Enid Blyton. Screw Enid Blyton and her fairy tales and sugary endings where the main character always truimps over evil due to the help of some magical being. Screw that.
At least I don't go "Oh I did. But that fella wasn't there when asked if I did go to the pharmacy and purchased some medication.
Like, whatever.
Yeah I know I can drop to normal. Okay. So my parents are placed in my life to demoralize me, while everyone around me tells me to look to the future, that I still have time to work hard.

I'm not pissed off at my dad, just pissed off at my mum who doesn't know half of what actually goes on and starts critising everything I do.
One more time she makes a baseless assumption, I swear I'll plunge the very same knife into my wrist, Jolyn. Boy, I can't wait for tomorrow to come.


People like me who has the memory of a goldfish actually has their pros and cons. I can be super angry at someone and by the time I wake up, the anger actually fades away/ or I even forget why I was that angry. Right.

Nevermind. Back to the normal stuffs.
On tuesday, went to town for dental. Now my teeth hurts, and I think I eat slower than your grandmother.
Ate at mos burger(cute old man), and did window shopping :( GSS, await our arrival! Heh. Done with a certain 3 people's birthday present. It was fun (:
Poor Joyce was tired from all that running D:

Wednesday
Liying and I went straight to my house to watch p.s.: I love you. Changyen and Joyce has remedial. We racked our brains on what to cook, and ended up with steamed eggs with scallops, garlic prawns and udon. We ran out of gas halfway while steaming the eggs. The ever so observant Liying was the one who smelt something wrong. If she were as blur as I was, we might have died or something =.= But thank goodness the egg just somehow got cooked. Probably the due to the water. It was still scalding after I was done eating( and I think that was like, an hour later). I suspect some pixie sprinkled magic dust in it *refers to fine print above*

Longan and some jelly thing for dessert, and we ate right out of the huge pot. (Shh, lazy =X) The jelly looked like transparent luncheon meat in a can. Cute (: And the movie p.s.: I love you cannot hold a candle to its book. The book is wayy sweeter, and Holly doesn't sleep around and kiss random guys in there.
Girl: Hey. I like your shirt(or any other random item)
Guy: Thanks
Girl: Are you single?
Guy: Yes (if he isn't, she would move away to her next target. If he is, she continues)
Girl: Are you gay?
Guy: No ( Same as above)
Girl: Do you have a job?
Guy: Yes. ( And the girl hooks up with him)
Girl: I'm Denise
Guy: I'm *insert name here*
好现实喔~!(is my xian shi correct?)

Played some Mad game, and the objective of the game was to lose as much money as you could. Right. The first winner would be the one who loses all their money.
Went to the sauna/ steambath. 40 degrees!

Liying, Sheryl, Joyce. Yeah you can see...

MY LOVE. 2 1/2 years and still counting. w0 aii niix 1314x w0rhx x3 . eeks.

Act twit!

Signs of missing her dark knight. Or is it the one with the spastic horse like grin? Spike-y hair?

We are tough girls (:

MORE OUTINGS! *Does changyen's 'same birthday only whatttt' spastic action'
Watch Moulin Rouge again!
Come what may,
come what may.
I will love you
Until my dying day

Thursday
Scouted for ingredients for the bazaar tomorrow at shop and save(right. what liars. their stuffs are a lot more expensive than those at provision shops. liars. tsk) with fish, cherie, cleo, yiwei, cliff, jenise, liying, yurun, zhenlin. And yiwei, cliff, yurun, and zhenlin ran away when we were about to go to Cleo's house.
Desiree and Tim bought the cokes. And I was pretty shocked that I could still remember how to do honey joys. I learnt it in home econs in p4 =\ Or maybe it was just agaration.
Spent 4 hours on them okay. The chocolate used was real cadbury chocolate. Oh yes, Cleo chocolates had maggots already. And I was the one who was about to double boil it. And I realised it seemed a little powdery. A little too powdery, in fact. Then I took a closer look. Something was moving. Then I freaked out. Eew eew eew eew eew. But this time changyen, I didn't freak out that badly. But I still did, though =\
So Tim, Desiree and Cleo went off to buy the chocolate (:
Fnished up with the poster/walking signboard when everyone left. My dad picked me up 1h30mins after the whole bunch left =.= Nevermind, at least its done *beams*

Small town homecoming queen
She's the star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she's ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

This song kept ringing in my head today. Wonder when was the last time I heard it. And other than this, You are my sunshine kept ringing in my head. Or was that yesterday? =\
Yeah yesterday
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take
My sunshine away


Off to do virtual lab *gasps*. And SS too*gasps*

11:47 PM;

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Sorry Sean, Yiwei, Jolyn who were sweet enough to care and I stupidly dao-ed them. Especially Sean, sorry.
Sorry, sorry, sorry.
I just thank God I still have my good friends who will pull me along through this stupid journey. Friends whom I can rely on, and who I know will always be there for me.

If you're not the one- Daniel Beddingfield is currently replaying in my head. Good thing too, haven't heard it in a super long time.

Happy tuesday, I guess.
Another day, another disaster.

12:10 AM;

Monday, May 12, 2008

Hey people. Just got to know that I failed both my maths papers. Pretty terribly too. Talk about depressing.
Both my maths cmi. Physics cmi. Chemistry cmi. Chinese cmi. SS cmi.
Everyone else is doing well. I'm studying alot harder than I did last year, yet I can't even get the grades I had last year. Its SA1, yet I can't catch up yet.
Sec 3 life. Its either sink or swim. I think I'm sinking.

E-learning day.
Why I swear I will never sleep at 230am, when I have to wake up fairly early the next day.
I woke up at 941am. I was supposed to wake up at 800.
I started doing my work seriously only at 12pm. Yeah. And what was I doing before that?



Someone shoot me. I've been using asknlearn since primary school. And I just found out that my profile from primary school got carried forward to secondary school. Which means my display picture was the one I used in primary 4. And my profile*rolls eyes*

Maths was utterly crazy. I bet those travel websites will see a great peak in the number of visitors today.
And chinese? I still cannot figure out the blob of ink on the paper I printed out. God help me.

I shall end this post with this
=(

8:34 PM;

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Only Cherie blogged about the ECP outing D: Which means I have to try and recall everything (and you know my gold fish memory)

The journey there was pretty awesome. We boarded this bus which handles which looked like business card holders. Then one thing led to another, and I scratched the words 'I'm gay. Free sex. Call *inserts Jeremy's number*' on a Buddy Hoagies receipt, and stuffed it in.
And when weiting made/ recieved a call, I went"Esther" And this little boy ran down the aisle(probably imagining he's superman) and went "WEE". Super pei he!

Had our lunch/ brunch first at Burger King. And zhenlin was lucky enough to spill ketchup/chili on his jersey. Kenneth, Jiejian and Hanrui went off to ride their $5 bikes.

Rented our bikes, and cycled 9843729364787204350238783758943590123876347km *serious face*. And heh. Yiwei's my lucky charm. Must I elaborate? Oh yes. I almost cycled into him twice, and what can you infer from this? But me like falling down(as long as my wrist isnt involved, and only my knees get scabbed) :D Changyen too. We're sadists, you know.
Stopped over at one of the jetties, and this guy caught like, 1 fish per minute. And left them to fry on the super hot jetty floor, till they stopped jumping.
I like sitting at the edge of the jetty with Cherie, just looking at the waves. Messages in bottles, or tissue packets :D And people like Jeremy ruin it by throwing an empty mentos box into the ocean. Tsk.

NEW SCANDAL! RAFIDAH AND JEREMY.
(Shit, I accidentally scratched my wound. Can you say ouch?)
I like sitting by the beach, with the wind in your face, with the company of your friends. Listening to Jay Chou's songs, weiting's horrible renditions. Oh man. I love 2e3 :(
Yiwei: You have anymore poodcasts to send?

Oh yes. Yurun tried to collide into yiwei, and Yurun almost fell.
It was a tiring day for us. Went to JEC for our dinner (Long John Silvers) and the person gave yiwei and I an additional chicken. Right.


Saturday
Woke up at 830 to buy ingredents. And baked from 10 to 1230. Lemon Meringue pies/tarts are love! I made a pie for my mum, with hearts on it. Don't say I didn't do anything for her ah. The tarts were made with lots of TLC, so be honoured if you ate one *glares at Shaun*.

All of us went home early on saturday! With the expection of changyen, who had to wait for her bro :( Nevermind. Lets do it again next week!


And I was looking forward to E-learning day. Boy was I wrong. The tasks are soo cluttered. I had to swim my way through.
Guess what we have to do for chemistry?

Option 1 : STORY Or POEM - Choose one type of chemical bonding and write a story /poem titled ‘A Day in the Life of an Atom’. In your story/poem, describe what it's like to be an atom that forms your chosen bond type. The story/poem should incorporate at least 5 properties.

Option 2: COMIC STRIP - Choose one type of chemical bonding and write a comic strip with 3 frames. The comic should incorporate at least 3 properties.

Option 3: SINGLE-FRAME CARTOON - Draw a single-frame cartoon for each type of bonding. Each cartoon frame should incorporate at least one key property.

I don't know if I should laugh or cry.

5:00 PM;

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Highness overspill. My extreme highness oversplit last night and infected Samuel and Mingyang.


Evidence.
Goodness. I actually laughed for 10mins, straight.
Tom, Dick and Harry. Rightttt.

Woke up at 6 today. I loveee the feeling of waking up in the morning, and realising you can go back to sleep again.
Finished up with GB noticeboard. It's OFFICIALLY DONE.
EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR

Doodled on my chem paper -.- I think I returned everything I know on chemistry back to Ms Ng.
So, went off to JEC. And found out that Rongxiang can be pretty funny too.
Went to IMM, where the 4 of us( Rongxiang, Zhenlin, Esther and I) ran away from mini toons, and seeked refuge among the many shelves in popular. I bet Jenise and Yurun had a fun time together, alone. *Nudges* Which explained their reaction when they saw us.
Jenise:好玩啊。
Us: 0.0
Yurun:好玩啊?不好玩leh.
*Awkward silence*
*Yurun and Jenise burst out laughing*

Class outing when we're 30, 45, 60. Every 15 years. We're going to rent a chalet when we are 60. Escape when we are 70. And we can play 圣诞老人圣诞树 on the viking ship again! People go cycling at night, we shall ride our wheelchairs at night -.-
Sheryl: *Points to balding guy* This is how zhenlin will look like when he's 60 years old. Gosh. Imagine yaode looking like that!

ECP TOMORROW. I LOVE 2E3 (:


Sitting in front of the computer, with my guitar on my lap. Something I have not done in a longg time.

9:22 PM;

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Just give me one more day (one more day)
Give me another night (just another night)
I need a second chance (second chance)
This time I'll get it right (This time I'll get it right)

One more day till the end of SA1!
-(Getting back of horrendous report slips)
-Shopping!
-Girls day out! We have many planned already :D
-2e3 chalet!
-Sheryl is a happy girl (: Now that was random.

Somehow Joyce's voice is stuck in my head. *Blasts music* Heh (:

9:26 PM;


/Start rant
Collected my calculator today. Yes, I was careless enough to leave it at my tuition centre after tuition on sunday. Which meant. I went to school without my calculator on monday, without any idea where it was, and yes. on my a.math paper. And changyen saved my skin.
So yes. Went to collect my calculator, and *rolls eyes*
Unnamed (yes, I do know your name, actually), as I was leaving the place: She actually came all the way here just to get this?
HELLO. I need it for my exams right? I have the decency not to borrow a calculator from someone for every paper I need right? And, I probably don't have the same great mind as you, you who probably have the value of sine, cosine and tangent in your head. And can even probably calculate sin inverse *insert random number here* in your head right? Sadly, I can't. And I need it for my exams, and there's chemistry tomorrow. What am I supposed to do? Do mental sums? Please.
And secondly, I happen to live near my tuition centre. I didn't need to take a jet plane just to come all the way here to get my calculator. You've been the most annoying in class, you and your comrade. Quit making a racket when everyone is trying to focus. And yes, squealing. Just shush up, because people go for math tuition to study, or catch up on their work. Not to blast their mp3 to try to drown out all the noise you make, and try to focus and roll their eyes everytime you make a dumb comment. "There will be AC guys? *Giggles*" "What was that? *Bursts into a fit of giggles*" It was a HANDPHONE. Bloody hell. And please, stop thinking with your feet. Why do I need a calculator for my mid year exams? Oh I wonder.
Sorry Ms Tan if you're seeing this. But I really need to get this off my chest.
/End rant


*Takes deep breaths*
Okay. Almost done with Gb noticeboard. Photos with Xie Yi Zhi *coughs*. Well, we ended up painting thumbtacks when we were done, and painted our hands too. And Zhenlin had the honour of a french manicure :D 1 occupation Joyce and I can never have in the future- a manicurist.
One more day, and GB's noticeboard will be offically done :D

PP ROCKS!
Note: PP isn't pure physics. Heh

6:41 PM;

Monday, May 05, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANEL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOWCHERN

I'm currently in a holiday mood.
Yep. Thats right. I bet everyone's in a holiday mood right now. Like, after a.maths(which was alot better than e.maths, but I doubt I will score well for either papers), one huge weight is lifted off my shoulders, and wooo~

I COULDN'T FIND MY CALCULATOR THE VERY DAY OF MY A.MATH PAPER.
omgbbqidfiosrwjhusyhlqakijdsrfoiujad?!?!
How lucky.

Went to explore Singapore today(: Liying and Joyce went to Holland V to be tourists in our own country. More outings to come! :D
Frozen yoghurt. Cute bakeries. Recipe printing frenzy. Checking out of caviar, cheese, and meat. Tempting icecreams. Being amazed over and over again. Frozen tiramisu(!). Party shops. Cherry flavoured edible bubbles. Pink cow boxers. Butterflies. Starbucks. Vanilla latte. Ridiculously priced pastries. People staring while you blow bubbles and start tasting them. Low fat milk. Malt candy. Playgrounds. Bronze sculpture of this huge man who's nose bleeds and has smooth legs. Minor camwhoring sessions. Throwing sticks. Crapping. Talking. Having fun.
edit: is this scary or what. I just read desiree's blog. Turns out I posted in the same format she did. lol

I am so looking forward to june!
I would actually give anything to return to last year. I miss 2e3 =(

10:59 PM;

Saturday, May 03, 2008

I'm gonna flunk all my papers.
Lets see. *Refreshes memory*
Alrighty. Lets start with history. History students had to take 5 pieces of foolscap, while geog students? Surprise surprise! 2 pieces. And I ended up using only 1 1/2. I started mugging for history at 11 the night before. And I was like @.@ already. Skimmed through chapter one. Didn't bother about chapter two. Mugged for chapter 3.
Essay question. Either on the League of Nations, or on Stalin. I obviously chose Stalin. Cause I couldn't remember a shit about the League. Rule by terror? I wrote about purges. Death sentences when workers made a single blunder. And focused on that point. Hurray, you were supposed to list out other ways he ruled and weight them. Ohkayy.
E.maths? I did the first paper feeling super accomplished. And after going on the section B, I knew I was going to die. Very badly.

Saved this as a draft, and finally posting this. Cause I have no mood to continue on this post :X

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