This Is Not Your Song.

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

I FOUND MY HUI DAO GUO QU ALREADY.
I've been trying to upload it in my itunes after Joel sent it to me, which was after I lost it. And it refused to show up in my itunes.
Be prepared to see me listening to it 24/7 now (:

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 / 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 / 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 / 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 / 失去平衡 / 慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋 / 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 / 无法存活在真实的空间

想回到过去 / 试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 / 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去 / 试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 / 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知 / 还来不来得及
想回到过去

思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁

沉默支撑跃过陌生 / 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 / 失去平衡 / 慢慢下沉
想回到过去

9:53 PM;

Tiring dayy.
Managed to catch some zzs only during the last 15 minutes of chemistry. My head was hurting already. Felt as if it had been soaked in alkali. Pain >< I usually do not fall asleep by lullabies. I can't get how my parents could listen to say, classical music and fall asleep. I've always argued that they're super distracting, and it would keep me awake instead of falling asleep. I don't see what's so soothing in 'rock- a- bye- baby', that sadistic song.
But I do believe in the power of ____ and ___(think a certain teacher who taught us in sec 1)
And about 30 minutes during social studies.

Mr Chun kept us for spa test today. And we spent our entire recess in the lab. And the class complained. We're poor, hungry, starving kids. =(

FRED <3 LCL, TIM, JOYCE. Best of both, no wait- three worlds :D All he needs is to fall in love with an old guy.

Ms Tay told us a story. And told us to treasure life. Towards the end of it, we realised that Shaun was blowing his nose/ sniffing. And it really looked as though he was crying. Aww. Haha.
LCM. Luncheon Meat. Wow.
The whole class started laughing and left Ms Tay stunned.
Yiwei: Luncheon meat. The poing poing poing one ah? *Hand gestures*
*Jenise and I starts laughing*

Tuition was pretty fun today. Ms Tan was telling us about the Hwa Chong guys she saw. And the ACSI guys were super funny. One recieved a prank call during class. Coincidentally, Ms Tan just went out of class.
Guy: I bet you're my tuition teacher right? Prank call me for what.

8:49 PM;

Why am I still burning the midnight oil?
Wait- I've been doing this almost everyday. My brain's going to bend.

At least Huiwen and her horfun's still online. And huiwen and I are complaining about homework now.
I wanna plonk dead on my keyboard/ maths homework/ social studies textbook/ physics graph.

12:15 AM;

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I'm panting after I've finished chionging english homework. My hand's almost gone.

twoEone(: // нuішeп every heartbeat speaks your name. says:
bley, i didnt do draft 1 and draft 2.
twoEone(: // нuішeп every heartbeat speaks your name. says:
so im like begging zacc to help me LOL.
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 好きでした好きでした笑颜咲き染めた君が says:
i just did it
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 好きでした好きでした笑颜咲き染めた君が says:
i think going to die frm asthma attack alr
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 好きでした好きでした笑颜咲き染めた君が says:
hand going to drop off liao
twoEone(: // нuішeп every heartbeat speaks your name. says:
then do more lian bi lian zi, then will straight again. LOL
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 好きでした好きでした笑颜咲き染めた君が says:
how to make my hand straight ah. twist ***'s neck can alr (:

Sec 3 life is so hetic. Tuesdays are my only free days. Man. I had my day off (i sound like a maid) today because there was no maths remedial.

Somebody thinks she's cute and pretty (I shall not disclose the first and most important adjective. Will give the whole thing away) Somebody should practise what she preaches. Somebody needs a change of mindset. Somebody needs to stop preying on innocent guys who still have their bright future ahead of them.
Quote
Norman: Not only did my nose bleed when I saw her. My eyes and ears started bleeding too.
I love that sentence mannn

The last time I visited Jay-chou.net.
You last visited: 12-28-07 at 9:11 pm
Shock of my life. That was one month ago. Was I that busy?

Off to really type out english. And study for chem and SS. I doubt I'll touch SS though. I just found out something. Our chem teachers are actually MDM YAW and Ms Ng. So like chinese, we have two teachers! *Sees fireworks*

/edit
I have something else to post up. You see the picture/quote in my profile? I find it very applicable for a certain lesson.
Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive.

Respect should be earned, not demanded for.

11:33 PM;

Monday, January 28, 2008

Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary.

-Gerard Way

I want Here I Am By Paul Twohill =(

I feel asleep on my homework yesterday. So I decided to give up and nap at 6pm. Woke up at 830pm. Felt as piggy as Jolyn *sticks tongue out*

Did my tuition homework till 2+. And thought I would have trouble falling asleep. Yeah right. I was sleepy by 1. And finally knocked out. Again.

Woke up feeling super tired. Again. Man.
Someone: Don't do stuffs that will make someone hate you
Jenise: She's refering to herself/himself.

Weiting had to sit in our class because he was being too noisy outside. I miss him in class =(
Its super funny to sit infront of tim and surya in class. I was laughing 3/4 the chemistry lesson away. Shhh.

Here I am is currently stuck in my head now ><

Here I am. This is the moment
Here I am. Feel the love is waiting
From now, the start of something new
My life is not complete when I’m standing
Standing close to you

10:52 PM;

Saturday, January 26, 2008

I'm upset on how scattered 2e3 is now. I agree with Jenise. 2e3 is the best. All superficial. Would you care to see how scattered we are now? How we're in different cliques from our current classes. How so many people changed. For better or worst? You decide.
Is it time to move on and bond with 3e3?
I remember an incident vividly.
It was after recess. 3e3 went to the canteen. And Cynthia asked if I wanted to spend recess as a class. i thought over it for a super long time. And decided not to. I wanted to spend time with 2e3. And they came down. Spend time? Yes, we may eat together almost everyday. But after most of them are done eating? They get up to leave. Whats the point?

I think its better for me to stay withdrawn for the time being.

Its getting tiring to keep that smile on my face. Sometimes I wonder why I do that for. Will people even notice how hard I try to cheer/encourage people up with that? I'm getting tired. After pouring out to fred on friday, you know. I haven't even told him half of what was bothering me. So for now I'm still putting on this false front

35 more minutes to JACELYN's birthday (:

11:17 PM;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIKHOON MAM (:
Good job xinping liying and feilicia. And cherie too. Liying and I snapped off 2 parts of your penknife because of that. Sorry =x and i've been kidnapping your penknife for days =X

Thank you fred. And feilicia. Feilicia talked with me for 2 hours on the stairs of the overhead bridge near our house. Coolness (:

My ankle hurts. =(

Having a half day off is the same as having a normal school day. Released at 10. Rush down for parade. Leave when games just started. Physics from 11-1. But I stayed till 2 =.=

Finally. I could indulge in the computer for. 5 hours. Ooops. Guilty. And I was supposed to get my bleach fix. Aww.

Tag replies:
Guest: Babe stop copying me! I'm copyrighted! Haha. my other skin was giving me problems. And you miss b3 so much? aww
zhiwei: cleared it out today. thanks (:
jeremy: you too (:

12:00 AM;

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Yet another busy day.
_______ got ruined. I wanted to blow. Like totally. Fling a brick at the person's face. Rawr.
I currently feel so lost without a decent penknife. Tickle me emo!

"If life is so fair, why do roses have thorns?"
"There is no god. No god. You hear me? No god!"
"Nobody understands what I'm going through. Especially YOU!"
"I hate you I hate you I hate you!"
"You're not the only one with issues!"
Jenise and I have been talking about it in class today.

I like my sitting arrangement more and more as the days go by (:
Cynthia's like super nice. I can drive Des crazy with my singing. Yes dear, I do sing all the time (: Jenise crapping with me. Tim and surya helping out with chem and physics and maths and almost everything =\

Hangzhou trip clashes with mission trip. I wanna go for both leh =( Deep down, I know what to choose already. But still pondering. My parents want me to go hangzhou. LCL says its once in a lifetime. I dunno =( Pray hard for a miracle?

I've decided. I'm going to rededicate my life to God (:
The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems,
Forgiven I´m alive, restored set free.
Your Majesty resides inside of me,
Forever I believe, forever I believe.

And yet another guy pmsed at me *rolls eyes*
Changyen, it was your long time scrabble mate. Whom I haven't spoken to in one year.

O levels results were out today. And we were supposed to have 1/2 day off tomorrow. But having physics remedial till1 tomorrow. Like no difference already =\
Our school did pretty well. 9 points seems to be the average for the people from my tuition center. Scarayy. I think if I got that results I'll probably blow up a fuss and tell moe it's mean for pranking me. And according to the 2 sec 4 sji guys in my tuition class. SJI got a band 1, and 100% distinctions. Talk about scary.

10:30 PM;

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

I'm still singing "All I Want For Christmas is You" by MCR in class. Hmm. Yes, I've been singing like a mad pig in class. Now 'when i'm gone' by simple plan is stuck in my head. Thanks to who ah.

I like Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis =D

Currently tied up with projects after projects, homework after homework, tuition homework after tuition homework. I hardly have time to revise =( And yes, the street e thing (:
Daniel you can do it in real life now. No more maple e. Haha

Tiredtiredtired. Again. Woo. Me sleep deprived. I slept at 1130 last night. Super happy x)

Off to do header for GB's project (:

Tag replies:
joyce: but of cozzzzzzed. its brown (:
weekiat: yeah! prettayy
guest:hey juliet by LMNT?i used to be crazy over that song (: who are you btw.
daniel: you started it first!
xinping: sure? wanna swap?
zhiwei:wow. amazed that you noticed (:yes, i'll try to bie in me first, when i cant take it i'll find someone (:
liying: alrights dear (:

9:57 PM;

I can't believe I came home early just to do homework and I am yet to start on it ==

SHERYL GET YOUR LAZY ASS OFF THE COMPUTER.
And kick that habit you got from Norman. The urge to eat and eat and eat.

Go. Shoo. Do your tuition homework. Tuition's in 25 minutes time.
Dang. I hate this feeling. Chionging homework =(

I'm so going to break down one fine day.
Studies, gb, family. To be frank, I was tearing on the day of GOH selection. I totally wanted to fall out and just give up. I even wanted to cry halfway through chinese remedial because I was just so stressed up. One day. I'll break.
Whats up man. I failed anyway.
I failed in every aspect of my life.
I can't even muster the courage to talk to you.

I totally started tearing when I saw ariffin's post on mardiah's blog. I still see them as the perfect couple. But why?
I hate being so weak.

4:31 PM;

Monday, January 21, 2008

I'm back from camp (:

Was allocated to group 5. And our instructors ROCKED.
Decided to ally, because 1 and 2 merged to form 2 dollar chicken rice.
So we because disgusting char kway teow warriors. Group 4 was digusting, with jiajun as their mascot. Group 5 was warriors. And Group 6 was char kway teow.

During field cooking, the guys cooked chicken luncheon meat with baked beans. And I thought I was the one who came up with weird combinations. And Jiejian just heaped the sauce on instant noodles and begun eating it like spaghetti.

Lighting solid fuel's fun (:
And we learnt something. Rub burnt mass tins on grass. Works like magic.

Yaode: You know I was at westmall. I saw this very nice bag. Very cheap, only $9. And you know what? ITS PINK!
Girls: *Squeals*
And who can forget when yaode felled in and out gb style?

Camp was fun, but tiring =(
Super sleep deprived. Dozed of in physics lessons. Thank goodness Mr Chun didn't kill me on the spot. Mr Chun, YOU ROCK.
And the school computers suck.

Who has Here I am by Paul Twohill? I want it =(

11:31 PM;

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Changed blogskin.
~~Only because my previous one was giving me problems~~

I'm not one who embraces the prospect of change, you see. I find it easy to get attached to stuff.
I took 2 hours to search for that blogskin, mind you. And I declare my homework undone.
SHIT! PHYSICS.

I was doing my maths tuition during chem today. I think its fun being responsive and freaking people out.
Ms Ng: Do you understand it?
*Class stays silent, and sheryl nods her head vigorously.*
Yiwei and Cherie were staring at me like o.0

Oh yes. Guess what time Yiwei arrived in school. 920am. Talk about late.
Seriously. Today was just super scary. Got into the car, and my dad couldn't start it up. Battery died on us.
I was surprisingly calm though =\
Hailed a cab, and got to school. Started to panic a little.
Told the taxi driver to return me $5 and keep the change. Look how generous Sheryl is =.= And. Bam. They locked us OUT of school.
Then Norman alighted from 173. Late la. Haha. And I found out something. Nobody cares if you don't stand at attention or whatever outside the school gate.
I think Clivey saved my life. Anyways my excuse letter is on the dinner table, the billing form thingy for the car attached. Heh.

And she still marked me late when the prefects let me off.
Me: But my father's car broke down
Her: Still late. *Does some circle thingy on attendance sheet*

And the worst thing that happened?
I said hi to Mr Lee. And he DAO-ED ME. =( Just because I was 'late'.

And and and.
I have a confession to make.
I have yet to pack for my camp. Cough.

Tag replies:
weekiat: somewhat true leh, come to think of it. But bo pian la.
liying: Try doing it =P
ruth: yes they are :D uber coolness
another babe: hi babe. good la. tomorrow don't have to go school. break your legs then you know.
changyen: but of cozzzed
ruth: yes ruth. you can stare at it for the whole of ug camp while i'm gone =( since a certain someone is not going. hmph
liying: yeah (: it just stole my breath when i saw it. haha. no kid!

10:11 PM;

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

All hail the longest nosebleed I've ever had.
15minutes.
Nosebleeds are fun.

I think its because of the weather or lack of sleep la. Weather's psychotic. Can rain like theres no tomorrow, then the next day. Its as scorching as the Sahara Desert.

I like SPAs. Chemistry at the lab is just super fun (:

Tired, tired, tired, tired.

The person who stole Rafidah's phone. Don't you even have a shred of integrity in you?

I'm currently hooked on The Kill (:

8:43 PM;

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

ALEX IS BACK.
Go check out class tagboard
13 Jan 08, 11:36
Alex: I now perform in the circus so i didn't come to the camp ... the lady u saw asn't my mum but was some1 from the circus helping me to get to my class...

Sec 3 life is super hectic.
Tuition homework. School homework. Projects. Revision.
We currently have chinese projectS. English, and physics.
Maths is just so scary. Sometimes I get the answer and proceed to go over to moon, and sometimes I just don't get it. And am sure that something's wrong with the question. Dear Aunt Agony, I need help. =( (Yes ruth, apart from professional help)

My tuition teacher was super shocked when I told her I had remedial already.

alex says:
then i down there um chio
alex says:
LOL
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 因为我们等不到那流星 says:
i know you're not. you're alex
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 因为我们等不到那流星 says:
um chio. you um chio all the time

Jolyn, here's the proof. He admits he um chio all the time.
alex says:
bah shut up
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 因为我们等不到那流星 says:
LLLLLL LLLLLLOSERRRR
alex says:
block me please
alex says:
lol
alex says:
shut it
Guess who's fault that I'm mean. Jolyn! Babe, its YOUR fault =P

Back to sec 3 life, where spending time on the computer is considered as a form of luxury.
Did I mention that I had a nightmare about maths last night, or rather- this morning at 1:30am. And woke up with a splitting headache? =(

10:19 PM;

Sunday, January 13, 2008

You know what? Extractions are scary.
The dentist's assistant always notices that my hands always freezes when I go for extractions. And another point. Its not exactly fun if you have 2 dentists there, a specialist teaching your dentist another method on how to extract teeth.
Dentist: You said you wanted to teach me another method to extract teeth right?
Specialist: Yeah. This method doesn't need you to use strength to extract the tooth
Dentist: Really?
Specialist: Come, I'll show you.
And she proceeded to give me 7 jabs. 2 with long needles, 5 with the metal syringe thing. Pain.

Then she did something to my bottom premolar. Machiam watching football liddat. Got commentary one. Not exactly nice yeah.
Specialist: See, I'm digging into the gums and cutting through it. I'm loosening the tooth. * To me* Not pain hor.
And this went on. Not say very scary worh.
And she could still ask. "How come bleed so much. You have some bleeding problem is it?"
0.0
Panic.
Scariest thing? After the anaesthetic wore off, it hurt. So I took a painkiller. And after which. It totally did not hurt at all. My gum. Did. Not. Hurt. At. All.
Scary la. The last time I was still taking painkillers 3 days after. And this time, it stopped hurting. 3 hours later. A little scary. Maybe I overdosed on painkillers. Or my gum's inflamed. I'm contemplating whether I should take the antibiotics that they gave. They told me to only take it if my teeth/gum still hurts after 2 days. I think my gum's inflamed =\

Not fun luh. I totally did not want to miss recruitment. Its the getting high thats fun. The only time where you can openly go and pull people. Oh man =(
And marching! Oh mannnn
I didn't recall it raining leh =\ Maybe I was asleep/ under the painkiller thing.

BB day, was better than I expected. Kelua baris end by shouting BRIGADE. Cool cool cool. And nobody teased us this time. Super bu xi guan. So little gb girls in class x( Like we used to have NINE. NINEEE
Talk about hardcore

ladies and gents, put your hands together for. - says:
is that mickey way?
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 因为我们等不到那流星 says:
no
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 因为我们等不到那流星 says:
its GERARD WAYY
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 因为我们等不到那流星 says:
anyway( pun unintended)
ladies and gents, put your hands together for. - says:
i mean the guy behinddd
2E3'07 IS THE BEST [ - S H E R Y L ] 因为我们等不到那流星 says:
its mikey way, not mickey way

Get it? Not funny meh? Gerard Way. Anyway. Mikey Way.

I can't believe tomorrow's only the start of second week of lessons. Like ONLY?

Joyce, I agree that I'm indecisive too. I just typed out a paragraph agreeing on what you wrote and deleted it. Because I scored an A in not managing my implusivity. Liying can testify to that. And I typed a paragraph agreeing on what jacelyn wrote about ug camp and deleted that too.
I shall not reveal what ruth planned to bring to camp. *Cough*

Oh yes. My father is more than happy for me to go to china for the exchange trip thing (that is if the teacher allows me to go). My mum claims that I will suffer there. And she's super shocked that I would actually think of going.
My dad has always been saying: Send you to india or china then you'll know.
Then he'll start ranting about how india and china are rising to become big, and how I should not be racist (am not) and should not look down on them (do not).

Made chocolate banana honey mochi today. Fusion food. I blame my father. He exposed me to fusion food when I was very very young. And he likes doing it too.

10:47 PM;

Thursday, January 10, 2008

I am super super exhausted.

Slept at 1 plus yesterday. Thanks to mdm fadilah's homework. She told us to chose words we didn't know the meaning of. And I just had to choose two on politics. Just try forming sentences with them.

(11:17 PM) 2E3'07 IS THE BE: Recession
the act of receding or withdrawing

Macroeconomic
the branch of economics dealing with the broad and general aspects of an economy, as the relationship between the income and investments of a country as a whole.

Stimulus
something that incites to action or exertion or quickens action, feeling, thought

Proximate
next; nearest; immediately before or after in order, place, occurrence

Brunt
the main force or impact, as of an attack or blow
When she fell, her arm took the brunt of the blow.

Exacerbate
to increase the severity, bitterness, or violence of (disease, ill feeling, etc.)

Legislated
to exercise the function of legislation; make or enact laws

Deficits
Inadequacy or insufficiency

(11:17 PM) 2E3'07 IS THE BE: mmhmm
(11:17 PM) 2E3'07 IS THE BE: i did brunt alr
(11:18 PM) Roller-coaster o: o.o wth?
(11:18 PM) Roller-coaster o: super chim

I was about to sleep already. And when the clock struck twelve. I suddenly did my work smoothly, and I could form sentences. Scary. Seems like I study the best at 12.

When I woke up. Bloodshot eyes. And double eyelids. Gosh.

Then we had PE. Warm ups machiam physical training. Pumpings, jogging, crunches, the alternate leg thing, another alternate leg thing, but you have to stand up at the count of 4. More pumpings. And I forgot what else.
Was dead beat. Lack of sugar, you know.

And after school, had gb meeting.
Anyways Jordan was like super comical during chinese. From 'little cockroaches' as their group name to 'little tortoises', complete with actions.
Okay. After gb meeting. It started to POUR. So Liying and I were stuck in school.

At around 330. The rain stopped, then we shopped for ingredients to bake for recruitment.
Baked for 3 hours. =.=
Tiring tiring tiring.

And I still have school homework undone, tuition homework undone, and have yet to polish my boots.
Before you give me a lecture on my I didn't polish my boots beforehand, you should try to blindly assume why my whole uniform is at my other house too. Go ahead, label me slack. Go ahead. (:
Damn I think weekiat's right. Sleeping late makes my temper bad.

Looks like I have to sleep late again today. *Shrugs* Have to go over to collect my uniform later, then polish my boots. I wonder if it would still shine.

Super super tired. Is sec 3 life always like that? Or is it just this period. Because if its always like that, I can be prepared to go kill myself now. And I thought sleeping at 12 was bad. 1-2 is even worst.

I don't even know what I'm typing now.

She sells Xu Shaos by the seashore.
She sells Xu shaos for a seashell by the seashore.
Cherie: Pour the sherry over the chops.

8:26 PM;

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

There's a song stuck in my head. And the most frustrating thing is, I don't know the title. 0.0 Whenever I hear it on radio I always loose the title =( Sheeeshhh.

My layout is pmsing. I wanted to edit it, and the overflow suddenly didn't work, and my blog turned messy, and I had a huge hard attack.
It did that to me last month. So I'm sure its pmsing for real.

The locker thing is just as horrible as last year, wait. I think it has been improved. I had to wait 3 hours to renew my locker last year. Damn disorganised la. Queue already, then tell us to RELINE UP AGAIN. So wanted to punch that person's face. Then the juniors kept cutting queue. Give one act cute face, then cut your queue. And no matter how hard you stare at them until you're positive you've burnt holes through them. They just don't have an ounce of conscience in them la.

Went out to lunch with Jeremy, Yaode, Hongzhang, Zhenlin and Liying. They started flinging ice cubes everywhere after eating. And we froze the fats o.o Gross. Chemistry in its finest. Emulsion happening on the plate you've just finished eating from.
*Girl from canadian international walks by, eating something*
Sheryl: Cheeseball!
Zhenlin: Orange leh. [Same time]
Sheryl: Not cheeseball meh?
Zhenlin: Orange what.
Sheryl: But it was round. And orange.
Zhenlin: Orange lorh. (My guess is that it was those kinda small oranges your see during chinese new year)
I find that extremely funny.

OH yes. I'm CIP rep, again. For the third year. Yaode too. Copy meee... Shi wei's our classchair, sara's our vice. FRED'S PHYSICS! Heh (: Yaohui's 3r, Jordan's maintenance. Cherie's maths. Um. Too lazy to type out the rest ><
I have to make it a point to come home immediately after school everyday. And stop going to God- knows- where after classes =(
And I have to be try to be more patient this year =\ My temper's getting worst recently. After christmas bash. I think.
Oh yes. And really act guai when I wear my specs. No use wearing specs and not acting guai. (If this keeps up I'll develop split personality. =\)
And yes, sleep earlier.
And not to get on lcl's bad side.

I MISS MISS NGIAMMMMM.

How much is real?
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

11:10 PM;

Monday, January 07, 2008

I've suddenly regained my interest in guitar x)
I just saw my guitar standing at the corner of my room, and the urge kicked in.

I picked it up.
Ahahaha x)
One strum, and my guitar is severely out of tune =.=
My guitar strings have rusted. So I have to restring them. Which reminds me. DARIUS CHNG OWES ME ONE WHOLE SET OF STRINGS. From mt till now. Tsk.

Piano's ok. Most satisfying than guitar though. Because guitar tends to be harsh on me. I still can't strum for nuts.
And drums. I so have to bug shifu for more lessons. Since I couldn't attend the last one because I sprained my wrist. *Pouts*

And I read through my history textbook. And guess what. ITS HITLER! NOT LEE KWAN YEW OR WHATEVER. HITLERRRRRRR. Its going to be interesting, I hope.

Blogging at 11:52pm because my nocturnal instincts are keeping me awake :(

11:49 PM;

7 Jan 08, 21:34
SYNYSTERburhan™: use ur pe periods wisely alex
7 Jan 08, 21:33
SYNYSTERburhan™: he has once a week to show it off
7 Jan 08, 21:33
SYNYSTERburhan™: alex is gonna miss showing off his leg hair
7 Jan 08, 20:47
luqman: tell u all he go ns dont believe

2e3's tagboard.
I wonder where Alex is. *Ponders* Some say he switched school, some say he's serving ns =.=
~~Esther misses him like crazy. Aww..~~

Lesson's super boring without 2e3. Its just not fun that your classmates won't laugh together with you. I always find myself laughing at lcl's lesson. And no one ever laughs along with me. And when I tell 2e3 people, they just crack up.
Cubit, cubit. I can't believe no one laughed.

Hongzhang:
A: Spell JOKE
B: Err.... j... e....o... a... k?
A: Spell KUDSUHFWXDHUIS *insert cheem word here*
B: ORHHHH *spells out*

I so love meeting up with 2e3. Never fail to make me high. The girls just cracked up at kou fu, listening to the guys speak. And everyone was looking at us.
Hongzhang payed 50 cents for more char kuay teow. And in the end Liying had more than him.
Hongzhang mixed water with the char kuay teow. So it was char kuay teow soup. "One plate of char kuay teow? Dry or soup?"

And we noticed that 2e3 guys are the ones who sit on buses, and the girls are the ones who stand.

I think we chase the current 2e3s out of their classroom today. I can imagine the ruckus they make.
Zhenlin: They hear noise in the classroom dont dare come in think is ghost.

I laughed like heck.

I think 2e3 just has, that chemistry in us. That we can all click oh- so- well. Though if not for alex, our whole class would still be in cliques, and would still be super separated. And Ms Ngiam would still be vexed over us.

All in all, 2e3 makes my day cheerful (:
Confession to make, as I begin to climb the stairs to our classroom, I can't help but um chio once I hear zhenlin's( most distinctive. D SQUARE!)/ weiting's/ hongzhang's voice.

11:03 PM;

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Bleeding love is currently stuck in my head.

I can't believe it. The whole new class thing just seems to be a horrid nightmare. Utterly painful to call 2e3 people EX classmates, its utterly painful to see them in other classes. Utterly painful to know we'll not have anymore lessons together. Utterly painful to know we're not going rebel again together. Wait, we're supposed to. We're supposed to all catch a flu/fever tomorrow and all of us should not turn up in school tomorrow.
2e3 installs a rebellious spirit in you. It make the people super outgoing too. Like, the girls are more outgoing than normal girls. We can mix with guys. Even the class chalet. The chalet became unisex. We just didn't care.

Lessons as 3e3 tomorrow.
Wonder how it will be like.

I wonder why everybody's offline now.

Went for my uncle's birthday celebration yesterday. And the table next to us had a cake box, which was like. easily 80 cm x 80 cm. And you would have thought it might have belonged to a 100 year old guy who was celebrating his birthday,
Wrong. The cake belonged to a one year old kid.
And my cousins and I were saying. 18 years give keys to a Porshe, 21 years give keys to a mansion. And how sweet 16 in singapore isn't really sweet after all. Unlike america, you don't get to drive. Boo. But its good too. Imagine those sec fours in cars. Scaryyyyyy.

Its 11:13. Shall go back my bag *groans*
I'm gonna wear my specs for uniform check tomorrow =D

Tag replies:
cherie: yes register number 2? I DOWAN TO BE NUMBER ONE
aac:yes, i'm sure of it.
janet: hey! why never go camp? =(
alex: *acts blur* who are you?
vag: hmm pretty okay.
weekiat: YAYY. you just made my day (:
kayaking trainer: are you really the kayaking trainer guy or just some 2e3 person. i remembered someone did this last year.
cherie: me toooooooo :(
vag: ahahha. so is that good or bad? good for me and bad for you? because you were mean enough to tease me about camp. heh

Guess what. I'm down with flu. AGAIN.

10:53 PM;

Friday, January 04, 2008

I'M BACK!

I remember starting monday by going back to 2e3's classroom, and complaining about camp. In a blink of an eye, camp's over. I wonder if thats a good thing or bad thing. I so don't want lessons to start.

We had no place to sleep. As in on the bunks. They refused to squeeze, even after the trainers told the girls to. So Jenise, Liying, Cherie, Esther, Xinrong, Jacelyn and I had to sleep on the floor =.=
Alrights. So I shall update about the camp. *Fishes out camp booklet*

First day
Challenge valley.
Sadly, I have to admit, the stupid games really did install teamwork in us.
And the best part of challenge valley?
Milo pool.
Whats a milo pond, you may ask.
Nope its not a pond that's filled with milo.
Think a huge pond. Filled with muddy water. Muddy water so thick that you cant see the bottom. Super disgusting?
Wait till you hear whats next.
You know those wild wild west rides right. Slide down a slide into a pool?
Yes, we did just that. Slide down this pipe, and into the muddy water. You shouldn't scream as you go down. Or the water will enter your mouth.
You should pinch your nose too. I didn't. And muddy water went up my nose. I was so trumatised. I was so sure I was about to die. I read about guinea worms. Super disgusting. Go wiki it. And if water went up your nose/drank the water and you should start worrying.

Kayaking! Super fun. Kayaked with Cherie. And it was just super, super fun. I want more kayaking. I think this time we hardly screamed. Unlike that time, when I was with changyen. Less that 3 meters away from the shore, the kayak rocked super violently, and we started screaming: "We're gonna capsize!" But didn't happen though. Haha
Have you tried walking on a kayak in the middle of the sea? (:

Team building.
Played the utterly gay pole thing. And huge see saw.
3e3 can be pretty crap too, mostly the guys. We were playing on the huge see saw, when we were supposed to be balancing on it.

Dinner, bathed, then had nightwalk. Which was where all the trainers started pmsing.
Nightwalk, not as freaky as last year where they realllyyyy lead you through a jungle, and you can hear all sorts of noises in it. (By the way Shaun is currently complaining about his sec 2 camp at cdens. Or however you spell it.)
They'll lead you around in circles, blindfolded, as usual. Another reason why it wasn't scary was because HJ kept commenting about stuff, and making me laugh like shit ==

Day two.
Challenge pole. Wanted to do flying fox, but it was only 3 stories high. No kick. Haha. Joking. Like I had a choice =.=
Got paired up with Shi wei ( I can't say his name fast). So it was like. Shi wei climbs up the amazingly tall and shaky pole first. Gets on a plank, which couldnt stop shaking. And then I have to climb up, get on the plank too. And we'll have to jump to grab the stupid thing in front of us.
I refuse to elaborate on what happened. Hmph. Stuuupid trainer. Another thing. HJ was belaying me. I somehow found it hard to trust him.

Nothing much for first aid and topography. Just that by then we noticed that the camp has some ltc flavour in it.

ARCHERY! Long since we did that. I can vaguely remember what Alvin taught us. Fred's super pro at archery. GB BB people shone right? =D

Lunch, then field cooking.
I tell you, HJ EATS ALOT. During lunch he can go for second helpings and still eat alot. 5 scoops of rice for second helping. But he only ate half of it though.

Field cooking.
Trainer: *Talkshow voice* Lets say you found two lovely oranges growing on a tree. Then nearby, a chicken just laid two eggs. And you decide to make something out of it.

Orange egg. Jungle donut. Sweet banana.
For orange egg, you need to cut off the top of an orange. Scoop out the pulp and juice. Then crack and egg in the now hollow orange, cover it, and wrap with foil. Then barbeque it. Guess how it tasted like.

Jungle donut. Just mix flour, water and sugar together till it forms a sticky paste. Then put it on satay sticks. And barbeque it.
For this, fred tried eating mine which was half cooked. Hope nothing happened to him.

Sweet banana. Peel the skin off a banana. Sprinkle it with sugar, cover with foil. And barbeque. This one rocked. =D

Rafting next. We seperated into the teams again. Then built rafts. Ours could float, surprisingly. In the end all of us got wet. Because the trainer sprayed us with water from the hose =.=
Oh yes, the milo pond got alot muddier and thicker after one day.

We had campfire. Seriously. I don't think anyone can bond during campfires, unlike what the trainers say. Unless you just sit there and start talking about people *cough*. Like what Jenise, Cherie, Cliff, Zi onn, Benjamin and I did. We talked about our class's -well, outcasts. Thats one very good way to bond.

Third day
Telematch!
Had to play 3 games. The rubber band and straw game. Fred started off by looking for rubber bands in flour. He did a great job. So we won the game. We were competing e4 for first place.

Second game was the hop to the pile of shoe game. We didn't really come in 3rd, but e4 did. And the trainers said we were 3rd. Which made e4 really angry.
See, throughout the 3 years. I think its cursed for e3 to be against e4. I hope we can work together this year, to make noise! WEE.

Third game, caterpillar. Really needed arm strength. If only 2e3 were together. 80% ug. All have strength/ trained to do physical stuff. Awwww. Missing 2e3 =(

Cohort photo and class photo afterwards. I shall not elaborate how horny the guys were=.=

I shall leave you with one quote that happened on the first day.
Trainer: We shall show the other class that e3 is more.... than the other classes
HJ: HORNY
trainer: I shall not elaborate on that.

All my class guys are gays. They hug each other, and are not afraid to show it.
(Like changyen and I who hug each other everytime we see each other. In front of everybody and anybody =X)

2e3 gathered at the security guard post, and moved to kfc. We were super high on the bus. Even doing 2e3 OEI? on it.
We made a hell lot of noise at kfc. Cannot blame us. 2e3 makes us high. And we just returned from camp. And the workers there were like shooing us away. "You think your house ah"
Finally left, and I think kfc became much more peaceful afterwards.

Went to the playground. And started playing.
2e3 come out to play
The moon doth shine as bright as day
leave your supper and leave your sleep
and join your playfellows down the street.

Just had an urge to do that. I remember learning that song on piano when I was super super young.
We brought cheerfulness to a super silent neighbourhood. Too much cheerfulness though. One person was so happy at us that they started throwing water balloons at us. Hum ji freak. Throw and run. His aiming rocked too. The whole class was practically shouting at the person.
Wahlao eh/ **** you la **** ***/ Come down fight us la! hum ji/ ball-less freak!/ come down la/ you tortise ah?
How united 2e3 is. Can say same thing already.

Nevermind. He( yes, a he) was so afraid that he hid, and didn't attack until maybe 1 hour later.
We played survivor on some circle thing. Nope, we surely did not act like sec 3s. Played on the see saw. I can't stand on it when luqman's sitting on it. In fact nobody can ==.

Then the class sat on the circle thing. And started playing fuzzy wuzzy. Those kinda games. And saying jokes la. We should have done this a longgg time ago. We sure took a long time to bond. The teachers kept telling us to bond. I remember ms ngiam saying: this class has so much potential! If only you guys can work together.
And now look, we are inseperatable.

It kept drizzling throughout, but we still continued playing there (:
Went home at 530. Once fei and I stood up and started leaving. Raindrops fell. AHAHAHA.

Got home, and I dumped 1/6 of the bottle of dettol on my clothes. They're still soaking in the water behind. Muahaha. Alex will like me for sure. He supports dettol.

I took 3 hours to type this post. The joys of blogging while msning.
I MISS 2E3!

Labels: camps

11:35 PM;

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Disown me la! I dare you.
Who's father calls his own daughter pathetic?
Excuse me Mr holier- than- thou. I tried changing. I am changing. Just that you dont even bother noticing and just assume your damn bloody head off.
Excuse me, YOU were supposed to change on your own temper too right? Weren't you? And what happened?
What else do you do but assume and critise? When was the last time words of praise or encouragement came out from your mouth? And parents were supposed to encourage kids. Mum is doing a good job at it. She's patient. And you don't even try.
I just hate it when you simply do not get your facts right and assume I'm lying.
Since young you've never really spent time with me. Its been damn awkward whenever I go out with you, that started since I was young.
Fine, everything's MY FAULT. My fault that I'll rather write a long letter to my friends explaining about stuffs in my life than explaining the same to you. Everything's my fault, see?

7:28 PM;

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Okay Sheryl. Get your lazy ass off 2007. Now. You're offically sec 3.
Which reminds me. The guys will have to wear long pants. I can look forward for laughing sessions in school already.
Now Sheryl, GO MUG. TURN INTO A FULL TIME NERD. MUAHAHAHA.

No Ruth, I have yet to recover my sanity. Yes, I do have it okay. Its just... deep down... somewhere *searches*

12:10 AM;

& Sheryl Tweets.