This Is Not Your Song.

Prose

Thursday, July 31, 2008

伤心:(
This is my first time appearing offline. Just not in the mood to talk. So, sorry Cliff and Alan.

Nicholas has become quiet :( says:
i cant always be there encouraging you, someday, when i fall down, i might not be back, get strong now girl!

One question:
Why me?

8:21 PM;

Sunday, July 27, 2008

What the UGH.
What the UGH.
What the UGH.

One more to the list. C&C. Cycle and Carriage. Some weird automobile thing.

Pandas are really taking over the world by storm. Saw it nearly everywhere on saturday. Liying must be honoured :D

Kept under wraps. Why ah?
Alright. Pretty random. That's for me to know and for you to find out.
But I don't like it one bit >:(

Wednesday D: Come quick, come quick! (Nah, not just because it's your birthday, thur[ haven't called you that in a long time])
I want my $6 movie tickets for hei jiang jun, and my top D:
And walk pass Famous Amos and practice self denial again! :D

Daniel's (just realised denial is an anagram for it. Hmm) birthday's tomorrow, and Ruth's birthday is on, the 31sept! Right. That was random. 31sept doesn't exist anyway *nudges Jolyn*
Right. 30th july. Ruth will love her present :D

Sec3 life is so scary. Why didn't the sec3s seem so freaked out last year? I can remember still Ronald being, super laid back this time of the year. Why ah.
There is this need to perform, that every sec3 has to satisfy. It could come from within or from people around you.
And it will probably get tougher next year, O levels and all.
Oh no D:

Tag replies:

Weekiat: Nope. Adding stuff like videos, lyrics, msn conversations, or having a slimmer page layout. That will make you seem like you have a long post. Or type in really big words.
Tong: Linked (:
Changyen: Don't forget, our secret rendevous at thailand *brows* Room service. And yeah yeah yeah! Watching the stars alone at the hilltop resort/chalet like thing. Remember? After team debrief, we sat at the round stone table in the freezing night. And just looked up at the sky. Awww (:
Hz: Just has a pretty interesting looking cover. See le might have nightmare. Lol.
Ruth: Nah, won't get you one of those white lab rats which you can slice and experiment whether lemon or salt hurts more on an open wound. I can read you like a book. Hee.

11:03 PM;

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I care
And suppose that spent all my nights running scared
And suppose, that I was never there

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Suppose we were happy, suppose it was true
And suppose there were cold nights but we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Esther, my eyes are screaming AT the sight of you.
Jk, moi cherie.*Tiko look*

I still like fall ~~for~~on you the best.
Cause tonight will be the night that I will fall on you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
And you won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like * is impossible to find
She's impossible to find.
sh0 meanxx

Jenise 不是人
Jenise 不是人
Jenise 不是人
Jenise 不是人

She hasn't felt a single second of pain during/ after her extraction. And I had to pop painkillers every once in a while, and force myself to sleep.
The surgery thing was hell though, nearly went hysterical. Like, your gums being torn apart.
Ouch.

My brother just complained to my parents that the house was very stuffy, so they brought him out to cycle.
And guess what, he brought all his stuffed toy dogs along.

Time's flying like asidfhdiufgj. Its gonna be august soon *gasp*. Soon, we're gonna be sec4s, and our juniors will be laughing at us for the torture we're gonna endure.
Karma. We shall have our fun laughing at the sec4s this year, and cherish every moment of it. Hah.

Koped from Joyce's blog. It was my idea!:D I never fail to crack up when I see this picture.
Tsk, Yuenkai's other self.
Beware, he's probably evil by nature. See how well his face blends in?

12:19 PM;

Friday, July 25, 2008

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
These type of songs are those types which you hear on the radio, and instantly fall in love with it. And try to remember part of the lyrics, then search frantically online for the song title. Hah. I wonder how long I took to find this. Found it only after Jenise asked me if I've heard it before -.-

I've been craving for Ben and Jerry's vanilla ice cream this whole week D:

Backrow party again today! Keropok this time -.- While everyone else was just eating stuffs like biscuits, we were eating keropok. Too skilled already. JENISE EATS SUPER NATURALLY. Like, she just looks at the worksheet, then starts eating.
Ostrich mentality. You can't see her, she can't see you too.
I think that's child psychology. Something I firmly believed when I was a kid.
My cousin was telling me the other time, his friends who got admitted in Harvard/some other university was given a test. They were supposed to draw the light ray of a flower to the eye. The whole class except his friends drew the light ray from the eye to the flower. His friend's girlfriend nearly drew that too, and he just smacked her head and went 'are you stupid?'
That's child psychology too. For someone who doesn't study science, they might draw that. Like, you're looking at the flower. So light ray's from your eye to the flower, no?
Child psychology. How intersting.
Look how much I've digressed. Hah.
Ms Mdm Punitha would be proud of me :D

The wind blew like some air conditioner on full blast after school during physics today. Pretty cool (: I miss sitting near the window. It's super nice looking out on rainy days, and looking at the cloud covered Bukit Timah hill D:

Oh yes, TRIGO TEST. After spending 9328471290 years on proving identities, only 1 question came out. And I managed to solve it! Yay :D

Had to stay back to complete chemistry file after, and you have no idea how many f- words were flying around class.
I felt like, Mas Selamat who just escaped from the detention centre when I was free to go.

Louisse helped me fix my clothes peg. *Looks at him in awe* He blames me that he can't join some course thing, just because he's overaged.
Its your fault that I'm left hander, then.
And to which he replied, 'sweet revenge'
Right.

Tag replies:

Changyen: I've like had you with me every year worh. Speaking of which, its our 3rd year of being together! *tiko look*
Cherie: Of course you could, you were sitting so near me then (:
Weekiat: Hello hello :D
Sara: Desiree laughed too! It was super funny can. Pu- tay- to
Weekiat: Ruth used to write a guide on how to make your post look longer, kinda works.
Desiree: Evol clone *shocked*
Liying: Ask Alan to do that!
Joyce: Dao you. Dao you. Dao you. I support daoism! The jelly thing D:
Daniel: Okay. Daniel rocks! Random. Hee(:
Tong: Nah, you're pretty pro at it too.
Jekkai: Die, I forgot to steal your energy, form an energy ball and eat it up before trigo test today D: Oh no oh no oh no.

9:19 PM;

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

When I was young, I remember asking my dad, "Is it true that if you scream on a hill, you would feel worry free?"
That was from watch too many dramas, and some mentally insane person would run to the top of the hill/ beach to scream their lungs out. And I was puzzled why they did that.
In which my dad replied," Well, its up to every person. It can be different for every person."
I need to find a hill to scream without disturbing people D:

Ncc got their posts already.
USM- Zhenlin.
ASM- Yiwei!
PCs: Keneth, Seowchan, Louisse.
Congratulations (:
Yuenkai and Jeremy!不要伤心 :(

We tried telling Jeremy Tan that he was pc of part B, and he actually went, " What is a pc? Pc zuo she me?"

MgCl2
MgCl5
Mg5Cl4
MgCl35
MgCl138
-.-

6:31 PM;

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Woke up with a really bad mood. Had a ominous feeling that today would be a really bad day. First thing Cherie said to me today "Why do you look so pissed?"
Then I think I passed it to Jenise, who got pretty murderous during SS.
Jenise: (says some totally normal thing) *stares at thin air with that murderous look*

We kinda made Mdm Jayanti pretty upset, and she looked as though as she was about to cry. So we had to do some feedback thing.
Desiree ahh.
I wrote down. "Lessons are okay."
Then Desiree turned back to tell Jenise and I that she wrote "Lessons are okay". Then she saw what I wrote on my paper and freaked out.
She turned in front again to continue writing, and so did I.
"But lessons are a little dry."
Desiree turned around and said"But I wrote 'lessons are a little *voices trails off' "
We wrote exactly the same thing. Must be Mdm Fadilah's energy ball/ postive neutrons theory thing working.

Tecksiong wrote: My name is *huge chunk of correction tape. With 'scratch to reveal' on top*
And at the back of the paper: My index number is *one whole mess of correction tape* "Try to spot the number. And add 2 to it". Right.
I laughed super hard.

And by recess I was back to stabbing the pieces of meat on my plate.
Not PMSing la, Jenise.
PMS= Prehistoric Monster Syndrome
Or I quote my cousin: It was called PMS because Mad Cow Disease was already taken.

Chemistry!
Sara: Lesson very boring leh.
Me: Ya lorh
Sara: After school still have physics, then chemistry again.
Ms Ng: *to class* I know the lesson is very boring, but you don't have to say it out loud right?
She caught me twice for sleeping in class, and I saw her smile when I looked at her, and went back to sleep after she called me again.
Gosh.
TONGWEI! He was sleeping too, and the ironic thing was that Ms Ng called almost everyone around him who was sleeping except him.
I can bai ni wei shi le.

Physics test was a killer.

Okay. Anyways, went to yewtee for the dongfen.
What tong fen?
Lesson learnt: You can't share slurpees with 6 people.
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Thumb after thumb.

I have no thumb. No thumb. No thumb.

During carwash:Give me one thumb.

We relived our childhood at the bakery. Dingding tang!
Went back to westmall, where we had the jelly thing. Super nice x)
Dao me dao me dao me
I think my stomach hurts from laughing too much today.

Waves of mercy
Waves of grace
Everywhere I look I see your face
Oh my God
This love
How can it be?
*Here we go :D*
NA NA NA NA NA NA
NA NA NA NA NA NA
NA NA NA NA NA NA
NA NA NA NA NA NA

Okay.
Oh yes. It's the durian season, and I've satisfied my cravings of baking durian puffs.
No changyen, they didn't turn out like the last time *laughs hysterically* This time they turned out normal looking. I didn't need any cookie cutters.
I used the electric eggbeaters to beat the durian pulp so that it can be smoother. Helped a lil, but I'm afraid that the next time I use my eggbeater, the whole thing will smell of durian. This is my first time working with gelatin alone :D Did it by agaration -.-

Everything can be bought on eBay. From lor mee to satisfy your midnight cravings, and hair tonic for you to grow more hair.
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] Tomorrow- Our permanent address says:
grow hair la. be si mao

How random, gosh =.=

12:46 AM;

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Car wash was pretty tiring D: But kinda fun la. Might have been better if we did the washing, but- waxing Mrs Kee's car. Woah~
You could really see your reflection, clear coloured, everything was defined, up to that irritating pimple on your nose.

Tired ):
English homework, graphS to do D:
There's a flu bug going around D:
Shicheng stepped on my ankle D:
I almost slipped twice during car wash just now D:

9:41 PM;

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Lets review all the GB day's I've had.
1) Sec 1. Didn't eat breakfast that day. Almost fainted, but thought it would look weird if I were to just fall out and run out from the contigent(which I remember Priya doing. Wait, she just squatted down). Xiaoshi took care of me, and I got to take off my GB cap. Hah. Rohaila kped me, didn't allow me to go to the sick bay.
2) Sec 2. My nametag fell halfway while we were in contigent, and the gb message was being read out. To make things worst some teacher had to look at the spot where my nametag fell.
3)Sec 3. My only gb day where nothing bad happened :D

Physics SPA. Fangting was panicking when she realised she didn't bring her passport for physics spa. Mr Chun speciallising in conning people -.-
And no, I didn't bring it.
Speaking of physics SPA.
Holy. I'm dead. I totally ____________.

RAWR ):
Nevermind. 2 more SPAs next year.
Chemistry will probably be the real killer.

Oh yes, I've passed my chemistry test, for the first time :D

Cliff and Sara just came up with a ____ and a ____ dictionary.
I couldn't get past the first word.
Pu-teh-to
I think I spent a minute laughing at that word alone.
Su-ri. Ah?

I pwned Alan big time today :D

Oh yes. I'm very 不开心 about the SPA thing la.
!JOYCE/BRACHIOSAUR(brey-kee-uh-sawr) Do I want to learn to fly? /NDP BIRDS! says:
its quite serious if this kind of thing leak out lor
!JOYCE/BRACHIOSAUR(brey-kee-uh-sawr) Do I want to learn to fly? /NDP BIRDS! says:
later wrong info.then all wrong.
!JOYCE/BRACHIOSAUR(brey-kee-uh-sawr) Do I want to learn to fly? /NDP BIRDS! says:
HAHAHA
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] Tomorrow- Our permanent address says:
no, its correct
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] Tomorrow- Our permanent address says:
i shall go around telling everyone its on like, sound or something. you have to hit the metal bar on your own head and count the number of vibrations made
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] Tomorrow- Our permanent address says:
serves those people who cheat right

8:59 PM;

Sunday, July 13, 2008

*This part has been moved*

Nubien Gents were great(: Totally awesome.

I want to return to sec 2 ):
Or probably the end of sec1. I was some *quotes mingyang* scary emo person who stayed up till 3am in the morning, and he didn't dare to talk to me because he thought I was weird.
Yeah, I think I lived in my own world during sec 1.
Sec 2. Hardly any conflicts. Not so clique-y. Nice teachers. Friends who were always there.

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?

12:05 PM;

Thursday, July 10, 2008

The seven things I hate about you
Oh you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy

The bell rang earlier than usual today :(
Anyways, poly experience was pretty cool (:
Liquid nitrogen. We had some slurpee thing, bits of frozen crackers, frozen marshmellows :D The frozen marshmellows were super good. I was damn hungry la. I went totally crazy when I saw Ken, and started jumping around exclaiming how hungry I was -.-
Went to the nursing sector, where the bunch of us started mistreating baby mannequins. There was this mannequin which tells us how the shaking thingy affects babies, and that mannequin had a clear head and flashing LED lights in it's brain. Teikwei left one that baby in a super awkward position before we left, and all of us started cracking up.
Went to the operating theatre! Very cool (:
The guys were so desperate that they could even try taking advantage of mannequins.

It will be friday tomorrow (: Recently, it's been really, really nice to sleep in and the temptation not to wake up for school is like greater than ever.

I'm currently super stuck on 7 Things><
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do

9:38 PM;

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

'Donate $2 and get a free kitkat :D"
Somehow sounds better than
"Wanna buy a kitkat for $2?"

Malcom and Huiwen brought 1 each from me early in the morning. And devoured it in Ms Tay's lesson. Tsk.
I spent 20 minutes trying to persuade Zionn, Benjamin, HJ to buy a kitkat from me. And that was probably the longest time I've spoken to them for after sec 3 camp.
Waiting for Alex.E to give me moolah for my last kitkat, then I'll be done :D

Saw the Nubian Gents at Buddy's today (my first time going there this week la.)
Played the pingpong game ._. Cheapo arcade? Cheap thrills for 20cents :D

I've always liked Drops of Jupiter by Train. But this was the first time that I looked up the lyrics. The whole song's pretty poetic, yet one stanza is just plain cute.

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Not say a little no link eh.

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no hair
Can't live, can't breathe with no hair
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no hair, no hair

Tsk, Jenise! Stop teasing Chris Brown la D:

I feel like running away from everything I've ever known :( Wait- I already am.

10:33 PM;

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Happy birthday Hanrui (:
This is the first time in 3 years that I've wished you happy birthday. Hope you liked the 'Got a problem card?'
The holy exco can flash it at anyone who tries to find trouble with him (:

And, congratulations to those NCC sea people who got 2nd sergeant. For those who didn't don't lose heart!
Especially Xiao Yun's darling (:

It's been set.
Yiwei has to run around the quadrangle tomorrow at 1:15pm, with his arms in his air, and shout "I am a chicken!" if he fails to bring the capo again tomorrow.
Which he has forgotten since SA1.

Tried green tea mcflurry today, for the first time. Pretty okay.
Off to chiong homework :(
And the sadistic physics quizzz tomorrow.

7:16 PM;

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Yay (: The OBS people are back :D (I know, its sunday already).
I totally went bonkers when I saw Liying. Gave her two back breaking hugs :D
Compared skin tones after parade. Yuenkai and mine._. Like totally black and white.

Saturday.
After the GB interview(the officer was really, really nice), we went to Jurong Point to eat. *Laughs at the blister incident*
Seriously Jenise, your dao face can make blood chill.

Went to my cousin's house later. My uncle and cousin from Toronto came back to visit, and boy, my cousin sure does look cute. 3 years ago he was just a pesky little kid. Now he's much better, and a lot cuter. I had the urge to kidnap his photo album. He has a super good memory! He can remember what we laughed about 3 years ago.
He's a pro at Grand Theft Auto IV. He could play well enough to ride a helicopter, while I can't even drive safely on roads without killing people and knocking into streetlamps.

Speaking of cute kids,

Fast forward to 2:31.
Watched this today, and the boy. Gosh, super cute.
They were competing which one out of the five kids there were the cutest. And guess what, they're all mixed blood. That's a lot of eye candy :D
The boy somehow reminds me of someone I know. Pretty scary.
Go watch it and try to figure out who I'm refering to. Just don't tell the person afterwards, it would just feed his ego.

Well, I'm sorry

9:16 PM;

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Born Helena Jane
With a restless soul
She moved west to California
Became a centerfold

ONE MORE DAY.
OBS PEOPLE! RAHHH ~
:(
Liyinggggg :(
iie miss euux w0rhx

Done with GB international. Now off to do homework and study for my 3 tests which will be taking place tomorrow (:

Chemistry SPA was pretty fun. We actually found a whole stack of worksheets in the recycle bin while digging through for Huiwen's report book on Tuesday.
Daniel: No kick practical :D
I had to agree.
But it was pretty trumatising having Yiwei as your lab partner (Cherie:( ). I was practically shouting: "YIWEI. DON'T. DON'T TOUCH. THE. TAP."
Yiwei: Huh? I turn off? *Turns off tap*
Me: *Smacks head*
We were supposed to turn the tap on, and we weren't supposed to touch it till the pH of I- forgot- what turned 7.
So we had to redo it over again.

And after we got the results, we happily saved it, and shut the computer.
Only to find out that we needed to find the exact reading of the time taken, to find the volume.
So we had to upload the screenshot we saved to paint, enlarge it, and use a ruler to measure the time taken.

OBS. HURRY COME BACK :(
Cherie Chin too :(
3 tests tomorrow D:

There's one thing that changed about me.
My temper :( I've been flaring up more easily this days.
Today I attitude-d Mr Chun.
Partly because of how he disturbed me last night on MSN.
Triggered when I couldn't stuff my physics TYS and textbook under my table -.-

Right.
Self control, self control
:(

I just did something stupid now. Make a wild guess. It has to do with my clumsyness+ whole left arm's bruised+ my stairs.
Make a wild, wild guess.

8:43 PM;

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Okay. First things first.
My dearest Jacelyn (:
I NEVER EVER EVER CALL PEOPLE HOT.
It's just not in my vocab. It's such a guy thing to do. Like you know,
Guy*to friend*: Eh you saw that girl? I think she's damn hot la.

Nevermindddd (: This is just part and parcel of life, no?
JACELYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
o..o

LEEEEEEEEYEEEEEEENG. I miss you :(
Come friday, I'll give you a backbreaking hug, no matter how stinky you are (:
Rahrahrahrahrah.
I need a life, quick. Liying, I'll book you for a longgggggg chat once you're back.

Jenise, 2 more days :D
Jenise keeps messing up songs.
Forever- ever- ever
Forever- ever- ever
Chris Brown- Forever

Foreff- eff- eff
Foreff- eff- eff
~~Jenise~~ Jensie Thgn

I need you boo
Gotta see you boo
Chris Brown- With You

Hah.

And to the girl who spoke to me yesterday, stay strong, hold on! (: I'll always be there for you my dear (:

I just accessed Mr Quek's facebook, pretty cool(:
Physics SPA briefing was like, some conference like that. Mr Quek was like, the big boss. Mr Pu like, little boss. Then Mr Chun was like the secretary, who had to write down every single thing the two bosses said.
Crap I think I'll get shot down for this.

I've been getting random.
Hello. My name is Sheryl.
The grass is green.
Tecksiong joins a forumn which discusses about hamsters!
Happy birthday Hongzhang (:

6:22 PM;

& Sheryl Tweets.