This Is Not Your Song.

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Monday, March 31, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ALEX HSU!
Were you shocked when we called you after ug on friday?
And highlight of the day.
WE SAW MS NGIAM! <3> Happy happy happy (: She came back to school to settle some stuffs, and she's looking as pretty as ever (:

Piano score for fall for you is impossible to find one can. Told you so.
I can't wait for the holidays. I've just tortured my printer with 9 pages of piano scores. For one single song. Uhhh.

Drats. I'm not supposed to be online. Supposed to sleep early tonight. Cough.
WE'RE GETTING RELEASED AT 1030 ON WEDNESDAY. WOOOO

We did this last year, remember?
LOVE YOU LOADS :D
Daniel: You spastic lesbian with my kor!
YAY. I'M A SPASTIC LESBIAN.

God help me. I'm still feeling high.

She said I said is currently stuck in my head.
Shocking revelation!1 CHERIE CHIN WAN YI IS NOT ONLINE!
Shocking revelation 2! I got all A's for my napha, except standing broad jump. But I'm expecting to get a. Whaddaya call that? A Z, right? Yes, a Z for my 2.4km. I'm not like some sick pig who can run like... rawr.
Shocking revelation 3! I finally get why the whole of ___ managed to ____ their _____ last year, with the exception of one. I can salute Shaun man. I admire his straightforwardness, and the ability to go forth and whack. People like ___ only make things worst. I'll keep it in till you really go overboard (:

Tag replies:
cherie: hongzhang say one lorhhh
RSM: sure (: YOU GUYS ARE OFF TO MT TODAY :D miss us! Haha
jacelyn: we know what to give her for her next birthday present alr *grins*
daniel: hmm. maybe. if they allow me to. and thats nice of you (:

9:28 PM;

Thursday, March 27, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS NGIAM

Thank you 2e3 too. For even gathering to sing her that birthday song, twice. I was super touched when all of you showed up. And even sang the birthday song together. It reminded me of how bonded we used to be (:

There's something wrong with my dad, I swear. Psychopath.

Tag replies:
Peiru: Yes it was
rsm: SUPER CUTE RIGHT?
justina:yeah! outing! I MISS YOU GUYSSSSS
weekiat: miss ya too (:
liying: and i loveeee you too <3
cherie: yeah. you're right. i've gotten over it le (: rmbr? cherie is a 'sotong' girl
alfred: yepp (:
liying: MISS HER LIKE MADDD
jason: tagged at your blog too. and :D

8:49 PM;

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GLADYS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX NG.
AND HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO MS NGIAM!

You rock! You were the one that made 2e3 united, and we can never forget about that (:

8:59 PM;

Monday, March 24, 2008

Okay. I apologise for walking in the rain. Because some people are going to start chasing me with pitchforks soon ><

11:19 PM;

Attentive Architect

My personalDNA Report

I did this like 50 years ago. Fine. Maybe late last december. And I'm trying to clear my bookmarks.

I walked home in the storm today (: Therefore I feel a lotttt better. It was one of the heaviest storms I've ever seen, and the only one which I walked through. A once in a life time experience. Firstly I didn't want to trouble my maid to come over under the heavy rain and get drenched herself. Since I was not that dry myself, heck. Why not go for it? (:
Now my throat feels damn ticklish. Haha. But I don't regret walking home though. Not struck with fever yet. And I feel a lottttt better
*Crosses fingers* Dear Lord please let me wake up with a fever tomorrow ><

我爱你
Sarang hae yo
练笔练字

We told our ang moh instructor that 我爱你 stood for I love you. And 练笔练字 means I love you very much.

Okay. Have to go listen to someone and keep to my 8 hours of sleep -.- Don't practise what you preach ahh.

I've been feeling like breaking in to random songs. I like I'm Yours by Jason Marz (:
Nice and bubbly.*Its starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose, where ever it goes, I always know. That you make me smile- please stay for a while now just take your time, wherever you go* Random. woo.

PEIRU. LOOK.

So cute right? (: Haha. Another sign that I need more sleep. Please send me to IMH if I really lose control over myself =(

11:18 PM;

Sunday, March 23, 2008

THANK YOU NICHOLAS.
For what you did on friday.
And thank you again, for what you told me today.

nicholas, the special name :D says:
what i want to say here is dont be disscourage, u think that u might not be recgonised but actually every1 is looking at u , u are the only one, rmb this, with out u the company cant function fullly
nicholas, the special name :D says:
what about yr efforts
nicholas, the special name :D says:
heck them cause god will reward u!
nicholas, the special name :D says:
u have done yr best and god will hlp u in yr future edevours and till the ends of the earth, and dont think u are hopeless and whatever cause to me and god, u are a good encourager a good girl, a responsible girl and good baker of course
nicholas, the special name :D says:
this is all i have said
nicholas, the special name :D says:
i really hope u will come out of yr mindset and be that sheryl that is compassionate , a sheryl full of hope, a sheryl full of zest cause u are u and not me who can change u but u yrself
nicholas, the special name :D says:
okay?
nicholas, the special name :D says:
a thousand days cant repay how god hlp u as jesus is yr precious saviour and he will nt let u go

Shall post this up just in case I need to refer to this later on.

Going to church with damn red and puffy eyes not exactly rocked. Because I originally planned to stay strong, I was, but after Nicholas talked to me on friday when I was about to go home, I just..... bleah

Sheryl, you're such a dumbass. You should have gotten used to such things by now. You dumbass, Sheryl.

10:47 PM;

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Done (:

Links are updated too. Welll. Not all. I kinda forgot some who told me to relink them along the way.

Doesn't feel like a public holiday tomorrow. Aww.
Oh well. Time passes so fast. Last year I was counting down till the hour Peiru and Matthew offically became Csm, this year. Haha.

Here's to the NCOs who will step down. And our batch who's gonna step up tomorrow. Brigade politics. Ugh. Haha.

Alrighty. Time to sleep. And I just realised that I slept a lot in class during sec 1. Around 2 hours of sleep. Omg?! Now I'm so good that the only lesson I can fall asleep in is SS.
I'm proud of myself (:

Esther ah estherr. Tsktsk. This girl is super, super, super lag.

And the kitten we saw yesterday at church was SUPER CUTE (:

Weekiat:then keep it till it turns to the colour of cheese(:
changyen: its just so pretty (:
Pezpez: but of course. heh
daniel: HEY (:
weekiat: really? that time i do drill heard it, and started controlling my laughter.
ruth: no prizes for guessing who now. but is that source reliable?( i sound like some mad ss/history freak)

11:05 PM;

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Its that time of the year again. I can still remember, we were still trying to figure out who would be the csm for the batch before us. 53rd coy. The 4 musketeers. Either Matthew, Jiajun, Nicholas, Alfred for csm and asm.
Time's passing just way too fast.
And now. Who's gonna be the next csm? There seems to be not much hype about it =\ Heh.

I've been getting more headaches at night, and it refrains me from falling asleep D:

Someone was in a very good mood today. So good that it was just freakinggg scaraayy. And she touched me. FREAKING COLD. Like cold. You know. Cold.

And the essay?
"Say you'd give ____ away, and pay that person money. Thats how you'll buy freedom" Norman.

Super cool. I bet everyone will agree.

I have to thank God I have a spare chinese textbook from my cousin. I'd die if she did a spotcheck on my current badly vandalised one.
So that texbook has some of its sheng cis highlighted. Answers highlighted. Some written down. And its the perfect textbook (: (Wait, come to think of it. I'll go steal cleo's. Shh.) And its safely locked up in my locker now. Yay

11:50 PM;

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA BEN (I can still remember the look on lopez and your face when I was done with the golden joke)

The last time I played my guitar was January-ish. With my strings all nicely restrung now, its no wonder I spent over an hour on it.
And the results? Numb fingers.

And copying 理解与分析? My right hand's now numb too. Woo~

I forgot a whole bunch of what I wanted to blog about.
But headliners. What Cliff did on monday when we got the newspapers. That rocked (:
____________________. Singaporeans happy.
____________________ wallop ________ like an animal.
*Censored

Oh yes. And ___ used the ___ five times today, in class. ___ can be used to call a female dog, but not the woman opposite you.
Everyone had the shock of their lives
Sorry about the blanks. Try to figure them out yourself (:

Mama. Why am I feeling so tired? =(
My results are seriously like crap. Sec 3's either sink or swim for one. I think I'm sinking.

I love chinese. Yay. *Rolls eyes*
Well, at least she's starting to give like 2 days to complete her essay.
I feel like eating up my lianbilianzi everytime she makes me pissed off. Like just stuffing the whole piece of junk in my mouth.
Yes I know. I'm weird/ freaky/ crazy/ psycho/ mental.

Sometimes I just feel like binging on lianbilianzis mann.

Tag replies:
hongzhang: thanks son (: you made my day, haha
weekiat:YAY. your present was painstakingly scouted for ya'know
daryl:mmhmm. interested? lol =.=
pezpez: you're lopez right? haha. *salutes* ahoy rsm! and SHE ROCKS. WOOO~

10:57 PM;

Monday, March 17, 2008

I am 18 minutes into the new school term.

[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] I know there's something in the wake of your smile says:
i find it damn dumb
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] I know there's something in the wake of your smile says:
load of untouched websites
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] I know there's something in the wake of your smile says:
they have the links 'whats new'
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] I know there's something in the wake of your smile says:
and when you see it, you see updates from like 10000 bc
Because I'm lazy to retype out everything.

I feel like rewatching Step Up 1 and 2 =(

Excuse me, I'll make a move first. I have a meeting with death.

12:17 AM;

Sunday, March 16, 2008

I can't believe the school holidays will be over in. 1 hour and 30 minutes time.
It seems like yesterday where I was just counting down to the start of the holidays.
It seems like yesterday when I first started enjoying the holidays and breathing holiday air.
Heck. Why must it pass so fast? I feel like screaming bloody murder.

Whyyy? My holidays :(
My brother absolutely loathes school holidays. And at dinner just now. He was just going. "Tomorrow I can go school. I am very happy. Jiejie is very sad." Yeah I wanted to give him a huge knuckle sandwich.

I vaguely remember we have to do something online. Acelearning thingy for maths. What is it? Someone enlighten me. Acelearning likes to condemn me :(

I dread going to school tomorrow :(
Please. Make some freak incident happen. Like. Make singapore hail or something. Or snow so heavily that its impossible to go to school. :(

samuel. says:
reaaaaaaally.. wasup with the ^.^ -_-??
samuel. says:
poor man poor man
samuel. says:
im getting my comp electricity from the hamsters running in the cage
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] I know there's something in the wake of your smile says:
haha
[2e3'o7 <3 SHERYL] I know there's something in the wake of your smile says:
i call spca then you know

I hear tecksiong sharpening his knives.

10:30 PM;

Friday, March 14, 2008

I enjoy digging my iTunes library for older songs (: Like Ocean Avenue. No Promises. They're such mood lifters (:

Yay. Going out with them girlfriends again :D And I have to start mugging real real real soon. Aww. I realise that my posts have been punctuated with smileys lately.
Please don't let today be another wet day :(

Tag replies( like, finally)
Hongzhang 23/2: Haha. I won't die because of what happened to my wrist laa
Josmin: YES (: meet up during the june hols?
mingyang: lol. i wished you happy birthday okay.
liying: ahah. no probs (: your birthday's still a longgggg way to go. so is mine. so rejoice! for we're still young (:
hongzhang: wah so filial.
weekiat: *alex's voice* no lorhhh. haha. its very meaningful what.
hongzhang: okay sure (:
hongzhang: i miss mt! remember the freezing of cockroaches? horrified, trumatised.
changyen: heh. bai mei de la.
danial: and ending soon =(
danial: you mean you really listen to it?
weekiat: heyhey youyou
daniel: yoyoyo. mt rocks (:
matthew: yeahhhh
desiree: haha. thanks (: but after i wrapped it up it looked like shit :(
fei: we were supposed to train during the hols :( weather's such a bummer.
joyce: huang. hmm. huang rong xiang? heh
weekiat: okay. good *checks time* afternoon slt :D
liying: hehe. welcome. i was bored at home. and pretty hungry too =S
changyen: teh monahhhh
trevor: oh reallly *brows*

12:00 PM;

Thursday, March 13, 2008

The holidays are not working out for me :(
Well, I think everyone got their well deserved break, no? (:
Crap I miss David like hell. I miss the times where he would be so so nice. I miss his laughter. I miss the jokes(racist or whatnot) he says. I miss him abusing soft toys. I miss him comforting me. I miss him telling me stuff about God.
I miss the old David. Sure, he's still super nice to me now. But something changed. Something changed drastically. Like everything else in my life right now. Change may be inevitable, but him changing was too big a shock/blow/ whatever to me. Simply hurts me to see how much he has changed. The very fact that I could have prevented him from changing doesn't make things better.
Please, just let me turn back time. I'd give anything to start 2007 anew. I'll redo many things. Cherish my time with more people, really live every moment. Bask in every second. And most probably, prevent changes from happening. I wanna make David not change. I want 2e3 to bond earlier, and not drift apart so soon. And yes, work harder? So I won't be caught in this dilemma I'm currently facing.
I'd give anything to relive my life again

EMO :(
And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don´t feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.

11:43 PM;

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Log negative one zero
Theorem: log(-1) = 0
Proof:
a. log[(-1)^2] = 2 * log(-1)

On the other hand:
b. log[(-1)^2] = log(1) = 0

Combining a) and b) gives:
2* log(-1) = 0
Divide both sides by 2:
log(-1) = 0

Ms Tan and Ms Tay will kill me when they see this. Woo.
I just don't feel like blogging properly today.

i wake up in the morning and I don't who I am
I'm sian.. sian

I psycho-ed ruth into singing this song (:

11:46 PM;

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

I had my dinner at 2AM yesterday. Or rather, this morning. Because of the heavy lunch we had. Sheryl's such a pig.

My alarm clock rang at 7. Sent an sms at 7:04am to wake people up. Then I ended up oversleeping myself.
I jolted up at 7:43. And was like. Shit. So I reached school at 8:25. And I wasn't the only one who was late for chem. I think only 3/4 of the class showed up. Super sad la. And the class was super quiet when i arrived. I thought she was in a bad mood or something =\

Prata+ prawn+ tomato sauce (: Finally passed Liying her christmas present from 2 years ago.
And went off to town to collect Liying's phone. It was drizzling throughout. No fun :(
We want that shirts from NewUrbanMale. Oh mann. Money's always a problem. I wish Bill Gates or the richest guy in the world was my godfather or something. Alrights. I shan't be so materialistic (: and i realised that I'm rambling.
I want that shirt :(

Lol

I used to think the phrase "You can never go home again" stupid. Like how dumb. You will always be welcomed home, right?
Wrong. Once changes happen in your life, things in your life change. And things can never remain the same again.

9:46 PM;

Monday, March 10, 2008

BACKK.

After cross country. All of us had to go for badge camp. How was UG camp people?

There's still chemistry at 8 tomorrow*groans*
I miss those days where whenever I see the word chemistry, I'll think of the noun, you know. Chemistry between two parties. Whereas now, when I see the word chemistry, I'll go 'oh no'.

Stage two drills are fun :D Though I still find long commands very taxing. SIZING ROCKS!
"Homat ke-hadapan. Homat."
*And I berhanti-ed with the wrong foot*
"Basket!"
Seriously, I didn't know I said that. Feilicia just cracked up.

Went to the red cross home on sunday. And Dorcus' guitar string snapped. SORRY!><
I find it super touching when the 5 year old kid teared once we touched him. No, he wasn't frightened. he was smiling= he was touched (pun unintended) Half jap, half malay. Cool. But his parents both left him.
Another one's like that because her mum took drugs when she was pregnant, and gave birth to her in jail.
Another one had high fever when she was young.
I feel super blessed.

Alrighty. Shall end here. I'll add on when I can.

11:56 PM;

Saturday, March 08, 2008

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

See matthew? You made me addicted to this song.

Calmed down a lot. Huge thanks to Alan, who told me about what he learnt from Lazarus. And I realised that God has never ever left my side.

So well. Cross country today. The weather was super nice for strolling. But sadly, we had to run. Esther la. I had to drag her along 1/4 the time. I don't know why, but I felt like a hyperactive bunny that day. Probably due to the outing later on in the day.
But yay. Cross country was fun. Sad I couldn't run with Fei =( Would be alot better cause we've been pacing with each other since last year.
Unlike Christopher. He took 90 minutes ._. And came in together with the sec1s.
My legs are gonna die soon. I like the feeling of running. Fei =( I miss training with you. I like jogging at night leh. But it can be pretty creepy. Walking out from my house to the bus stop during the mornings can be pretty scary already. And I always walk under this tree where I swear is super creepy.
Okay. I just digressed, didn't I?

So a bunch of us tried to find our way to the mrt station. Nicholas, Danial, Christopher, Yikiat, Joyce, Liying and I. We walked through chinese garden, laughing at the statues. The Bao Qing Tian person's face has gone green over the years, as in. His whole face is green from the moss. Joyce called 'Hua Mu Lan' 'Huang Mulan'.
And nicholas dropped joyce's already spoilt phone.
0.0

Bathed, then met up to go to cineleisure. Where we caught L change the world. It rocks (: L is super cute (: Its pretty gruesome though, but I watched all the bloody parts. Come on, you're reading the blog of the girl who ate chicken curry while watching saw 4.
But that movie's super nice (:

The bunch of us later camwhored at Skate Youth Park. And we felt super paiseh afterwards.
MORE OUTINGS! GIRLFRIENDS (:

Tiredtired. Off to camp ~~tomo~~later.
My mum's bringing my bro to thailand on sunday as a surprise, to join my father there. I miss my dad many many =(
How come they can plan such nice surprises for my bro? Such a surprise. Till today, my bro just knows that he's going to some special place, which he suspects is the zoo.

YAWNS.
I was supposed to reply to tags. But I'm off to bed. ><

12:05 AM;

Thursday, March 06, 2008

KUKUP TRIP!

We cleared through the checkpoints fast. Because we were the first bus, and managed to avoid the masssivvee jam. But the second and third bus didn't though =(
So according to the itinerary,we went to this 'well known hawker's delight'. But in actual fact.We just stopped at this chain of coffee shops. Where the only place we bought things from was 7-11. 1.5l bottles of rootbeer, 100 plus, chips and a huge box of honey stars o.o

First stop.
Chocolate factory. Actually a boutique la.

Cough. Tongkat Ali.
Joyce. You pervert who preys on young juniors. Tsktsktsk.

Next stop. The royal family museum.
Super pretttty.

They had exhibits in this place. Medals and such. Which was super funny. You'll be looking at this certain exhibit. Medal, medal, medal, thirsty hippo =.=

There was this room where the furniture were made out of CRYSTAL.
Prettyyy.

Next stop. Pewter factory.

Heavy!

There were a lot of unsucessful camwhores on the bus. Because some peoplee. Just kept coming in in the midst of a picture.

Lunch
We shared our table with 3 teachers. So our table was the least rowdiest. The table behind us were all guys, you can imagine the noise -.-

Look. Its a 'CAPtus'.Quoted from Louisse.

Louisse laughing at a dead plant.

Then, the boat ride to the fish farm.

This dog was super friendly (:

Archerfish aiming for ikan bilis. Yuenkai actually got shot in the face because he was leaning to near to the water. LOL!

And off to the mangrove we go (:

Whats the footprint doing there? =\

Try to spot the monkeys fighting.
Ms Koe: So naughty. The monkeys should be given detention.

Giant mudskipper!

Its not water. Its just a whole field of mud. Serious. Pretty pretty right? (:

"Welcome to Bangkok, Thailand. If you like ahguas, please turn left."

Went back to Singapore(: We were all super early. Then rushed down to church. Where after that, we went off to macs with Nicholas, Daniel, Yikiat.
Yikiat: Why are you so random? You know what's random? My cousin's sister's grandmother is a goblin that's why I can't eat laksa.

Labels: kukup

10:42 PM;

I'm feeling happy.

To celebrate the end of term one, albeit the bad results(yes. I flunkedd many)
Nevermind. I'll [quote]learn from my mistakes[/unquote] and improve =D

Started at 6:30. Ended at 10:15. Including packing, dinner, and discussing of gb project.

There you go. Don't blame me if you unwrap it and it comes out super ruined ><
For the 10 people whom I have yet to give birthday presents to (: Super belated though =\ But, FEEL MY LOVE

10:31 PM;

Monday, March 03, 2008

NEXT WEEK'S THE HOLIDAY'S ALREADY.
THERE'S NO CHINESE TOMORROW.
I'm still gonna die, though. She expects a form saying that I'm dropping chinese. But all she'll get is one saying that I don't wish to. I can't wait to see how she'll strangle me/ throw me off the building/ make a voodoo doll out of me.

Oh man. I feel so dead. =(
So many things, so little time ><

Will update on the kukup trip soon. It was fun (:
And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA.

Jenise, Tim, Surya and I have moved away from Desiree and Cynthia D:
& yes, my fringe's weird. 4 inches shorter. What can you expect? Those hairdressers can't tell the difference between BELOW eye and ABOVE eye. Nevermind. I'll give it. 2 months ><

9:46 PM;

& Sheryl Tweets.