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Friday, June 30, 2006

So tired.

Gb's praise and worship was awesome. They played the music from a cd =). Jumped and shouted so much till my throat went hoarse.

I love drill. Now that was random.

When I reached home (about 6.45+) I played maple till 9pm. Bored. Cant give up now can I? My life is so boring. Everything revolves around me like a machine.


I miss RG's mashed potatoes,nuggets,sheperds pie,chessy sausage with fries.. Damn, I'm hungry.

Cherie has to seriously update her blog.

Happy belated birthday kor!16 liao wor, O's this year. Must make it to JC hor. MSH leh.

9:20 PM;

Thursday, June 29, 2006

Am stinking of sun block right now. Haha.

Today that Lee spoke to me about my result, how it degraded. Wow he has a keen eye for detail.

English standard dropped.

My once best subject-science dropped.

Chinese was not so horrid last time, dropped.

Math is just as horrid as ever.


Thank God I resisted the temptation to even flick my middle finger, throw a chair or table at him or even scream vulgarities at him.

It won't be nice.

Guess what he asked me?
"Sheryl, do you feel embarressed that you came to this school?I dunch know,but I feel that you feel that way."(Or something like that)

Like duh.

And he asked about Girls' Brigade and asked if I spend too much time outside.

"On what?Like?"

"Like church la."

"No"

"And after the parent teacher meeting, did your parents scold you?"

"Yar."

"Still got ah."

*Silence*

So throughout the conversation I either nodded,shrugged or said no.


I suspect that he know my blog.

Mr Lee-if you are reading this, can you stop reading my blog? It's like, personal.

4:32 PM;

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

*Yawns*

So sleepy.

Not my fault that I eat slow,lor.

4:12 PM;

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

She din't care when I feel down.

Now both my knees have blue-blacks on it.

I just asked for a very simple thing: Just to stand up for me

After so much I had done for her. What did she do? Abandon me.

You are my jie no more babe, I'm really hurt.

It was either him or me, wasn't it?




Today was just plain horrid. I mean, you have your assignment given to you at the last moment and you have loads of corrections to do. Most of your classmates had already finished theirs. And when the stupid teacher calls you up, he/she makes that I'm-feeling-sorry-for-you-right-now and pretends that nothing is wrong when there IS that was why it was among the lost to be given out. And stop your mock caring attitude,la. It's so BLOODY OBVIOUS THAT YOU ARE FREAKING SARCASTIC.

Later, I went to westmall with my sisters. Ate at burgar king and joy, we bumped into Eunuch Yiwei,Zhenlin, Yurun and Weiting. Wah,all chinese named. Michelle knows how I feel about them =) Simply love that babe (Michelle you idiot, not Yiwei nor Zhenlin nor Yurun and not even Weiting). And as usual, I was the slowest. I mean, I am always the slowest when it comes to eating. Be it in church,school, home etc. How much can you expect from a girl who takes 1hour and 20 minutes to even finish one can drink. By the time I was 1/3 done, Changyen and Chanel had already ditched me to purchase stuff. Only Ruth stayed by my side. Fished 1/4 of that 1/3( I know told you not to waste food,Ruth- but this was important.)and threw the rest away.

Threw a 'tantrum' at Yen, and she apologised. At least it still works with her. Took the bus from the interchange home and slacked.

P.s.: Ruth, DURH I did not sms Yiwei when I was mapling. He doesnt deserve to even see my maple character. =)

Sisters forever,no guy's gonna break through babe.

9:12 PM;



What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)

Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This means that you have a talent for identifying others emotions, often by simply glancing at them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People sometimes dont notice youre around and seem surprised to find out you even exist in a big class. Youre the often silent, goody two shoes, and few get passed the walls youve built up to stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have been in the past. Not everyone understands you, in fact some think that youre a snob or worse because you rarely participate in group activities. Youre extremely sensitive, even the least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your very few, closest friends who have earned your hard-to-get trust know who you really are inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is lonely and so desperately needing friends to support you. You can get very depressed and not always know why, despite your power of empathy, as it seems to only work for people outside you. Your friends always turn to you when they need advice or comforting, and in some way you need to give that helpit makes you feel better in return to know that youve helped out your friends. Despite your cold, impassive exterior and high, seemingly unbreachable walls, inside you are really a great, intelligent person, full of compassion and love, if only people would dare take a chance and try to get through your tough shell. Never let others get you down, or change you. You are very special the way you areeven if you dont have fifty thousand friends, you are just as, if not more extraordinary than everyone else. Reach for the stars, because I dont doubt youll catch hold of them. Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: A sweet, shy and romantic man/woman. The kind of guy/woman you know will never, ever hurt you, and will love you for ever. The kind of person who believes in true love, and soul mates. Your stone: Blue Topaz Your power: Healing. Emotionally, physically, or spiritually, you heal people with your words, your actions and presence. Youre the one that the little children are always drawn to, because they know youll never let anything hurt them. Your element: Clairvoyance (The power to see objects or events that cannot be perceived by the normal five senses.) A quote that applies to you: "True beauty shines from the soul and warms the world with its kindness, compassion , and integrity."
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7:25 PM;

Monday, June 26, 2006

Singapore is placed 30th most courteous country in the recent Reader Digest report.

Not surprising. In Australia I hold doors for people who return me with a smile and a 'thank you'. But in Singapore however, if I did that, I doubt I would receive the same treatment. I would probably get nothing. Nothing. Zilch. Zero. Not even a simple curt 'thank you'.

I mean, how hard is it to even force the words out of your mouth? 'Thhhannkee youuuu.' Very difficult, meh?

I guess it's not in our culture to do it. Teens have been doing it too. Like screaming 'f()ck* when they stubbed their toes or something. During recess today I heard some guy sprouting vulgarities while jabbing his finger at his friends chest. How courteous,

We teens should not be the one who takes all the blame. The Singaporeans, I recall, whom I hold doors for were adults. They never even thanked me. So poor little me felt discouraged and never dared to hold a door for anyone else again. *Cues thunder* That scarred me for life.

They should be OUR role models! If they thanked me, I would have strived to achieve more thanks yous!(My 5 year old thinking) Things become habits. So who's fault is it?

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<3 my Cherie jie XD
No guy's gonna break through =)

4:32 PM;

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Starting Time: 12.57
Full Name: Sheryl Chen
Best Friend(s): God (",)
Sexiest Friend: Whaddaya mean?All my girlfriends are sexy.Yeah?
Funniest Friend(s): Cindy.WHo else can crack me up like that?
Smartest friends: Charis,Nicole...
Dumbest Person: Thitipat(sorry Changyen)Gosh imagine all those hate mails!
Shyest Friend: Xinrong!
Most boring person: Her
Who Do you get advice from:Yens,cell group
Height : Forgot.Dammit.I'm FAT and SHORT la
Date Of Birth: 13 sept.wee
Righty / Lefty : Rightay.
Shoe Size : 6
Shoe Brand: Differs la
Do you Crack any Body Parts: Knuckles. XD
Siblings: Blah-der
Email Address: getalifeyoushouldknowitunlessyouaresomefreakingstalker@aol.com
Boy Friend/Girl Friend: Girlfriends. Lets get this started baybeh
Crush:
"Liked a Teacher: You mean'Liked to kill a teacher'Yeah loads
Wished the peron you send this to would reply:Ya. If she doesn't..*evil grin*
Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: Keep it a secret ok? Yeah.don't let my parents know about it.
Ran Into a Glass Door : Yes.
Gone Skinny Dipping: Yes.
Nearly hit by a car: Loads of times
Ran into a parked car: No
Boxers or Briefs: =.="
Long or Short: It really doesn't matter.
Does size matter: IDC
Six-pack or Muscular Arms: ICK
Body or Personality: Personality
Ear Pierced or Not : Not.
Sporty or Outdoorsy: Outdoorsy.
Good or Bad guy: *Blinks*
G or hipsters undies:*Blinks*
Long Hair or Short: Dint you ask that already?
Dark or Light Eyes: *Blinks*
Light/Dark Hair: "
Hair Up or Down: "
Sporty or Classy: Classy
Chicken or Not Afraid: Not afraid
Coke or pepsi: Coke
K.F.C or Mcdonalds: None. Fast food clogges up arteries =)
Cats or Dogs:Both
Coffee or Tea : And you are talking to a starbucks addict
Eastside or westside: Both
Vanilla or chocolate: Vanilla
Cake or Cookies: Cookies =)
Purple striped, Lime socks or white socks: Purple
Sunrise or Sunrise: Sunset,its pretty.Sunrise doesnt have so much feelings and colours in it.
Day or Night:I opt for 2am in the morning. But night la.
Lights on or off : On.
Summer or Winter: Summer, because it is full of hope.People who chose winter have not yet experience with it's like yet.Snow means suffering.
What's ur fave?
Food: Medditerrean
Holiday destination: Greece
Station: 98.7
Place: Seal bay in Australia.
Believe in God:Yeah
Whatyou want to be when you grow up: Sadist.Just joking.SOmebody who can impact the world =)Define Love: *turns to 1corinthians 13:4-7*'Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps not record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts.Always hopes, always perseveres.'Wow.I actually remembered that!
Favourite day(s) of the week:Used to be friday where I could slack,but now the timetable
has changed,friday is no longer slacking day.And of course,SATURDAY!
Bedtime: Varies.
Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back:Delia!
Satan or God or atheist: Satan!I wanna kick is @ss.
Do you love someone right now: Ya
Do you care about someone: Ya
Do you think of someone everyday: Yes
Do you think someone is special in any way: Yes,of course!
Finishing time: 1.32
Date: 25thjune
I want these 10 people to do it:
  1. Delia(dont let me down)
  2. Michelle!
  3. David kor =)
  4. Cherie(yesh dear)
  5. Ruth
  6. You!
  7. you
  8. YOOUU
  9. yoU
  10. YOU la

12:53 PM;


Postnote: Sorry Yen jie, I promise I will never ever hurt the temple of Christ again. =( Sorry to even make you worry about me.


Missing Youth Alive live in action was not what I call 'fun' or 'exciting'.

I was actually crying my head off and throwing random stuff across the room when I found out that I couldn't go.(No animals were injured in this process)

I kept screaming'Why did you let go of my LORD?'

My bible was kidnapped by my father,don't ask why. I can't read it to calm down. So,yeah. No matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't HONOR him.

The second time I was missing Youth Alive. Second! The second week I missed church. And he still claims to be a Christian.




Then I called Yingying to ask about last night's bible race. She told me yesterday's sermon as well. Then it hit me. God has never let go of me. He gave me good friends to comfort me like Joys,Lishan,Yingying and Changyen.

Then I came across Proverbs. I used the New King James version as I think this version of the quote talks to me best.

A Stone is heavy and sand is weighty, But a fool's wrath is heavier than both of them. Wrath is cruel and anger is a torrent.
PROVERBS 27:13-14

11:22 AM;

Friday, June 23, 2006

Feel like crying la. The radical conference turned out to be extremly cool. Youth Alive rocked. =( WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???????

I miss my dear 6D.
I miss my church
I miss my Yen,Rie,Ping and the prostitute.


I AM SO PISSED.I HAVE THE TICKETS YET I CAN'T GO.WHERE IS THE JUSTICE?


Is God angry that I did not fast and thought that it wont matter because I knew my father would say yes?

I think it is.

Lord-why must you do this to me?


Sadly,I found LKP's book report. It was hiding in the deep inner recesses of my file. Actually it was already on the front page.

11:25 PM;


Back from my trip to Australia. It was very cold. It can get up to 14 degree in the morning, maybe 9 in the evening and 4 during dawn.

So when the plane touched down on Singapore. I was complaining about the heat. 29 degress man.
It doesnt snow in Adelaide. 'I simply doesnt get cold enough'

Oh well. Better than living in the 30+ degree suana in Singapore. =)

Adelaide is a quaint,quiet city compared to Perth. That is the reason why most people populate Western Australia rather than South Australia. Adelaide has is own charm. The quiet streets, the maple trees that crowd most streets, the friendly people but it's not for people who are looking for adventure though. People who go there are usually those who want a laid-back holiday. Western Australia is hyper,lively and bright during nights.

Kangaroo island is a beautiful place. The Remarkable Rocks were simply...remarkable. I got close up with seals and kangaroos. There was a wild kangaroo who stopped by a car and begged for treats. The coach we were travelling on stop to look at it. The driver gave the kangaroo sweets. The kangaroo was so cute close up. It was so close that I could practically kiss it. Those gigantic shiny eyes were so pretty. XD I'm crazy.

I wanted to post some pictures and videos up but the camera went missing. Oh joy.

And guess what awaited me when I came back?

LEE KHOON PENG IS OUR NEW PE TEACHER
MDM JUNAIDA IS NO LONGER OUR CO-FORM TEACHER
WHERE IS OUR JAMES FOO?
WHERE IS TEACHER WHO LOOKED LIKE THE CHINESE TEACHER IN I NOT STUPID TOO?(It's the only lesson where I can slack)
RUTH TAN,RUTH TANG

Oh yes, and LKP's book report is missing :)

10:38 AM;

Monday, June 12, 2006

I've been tagged by some idiot virus.No,it's like this, the virus drove me to boredom to do this on Peiru's blog.

Rules:
#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
#4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this

Your 10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: Pink, White, Black,blood red XD
Favorite Food: Jap stuff
Favorite Song: Only one(Yellowcard),most christian rock songs
Favorite Movie: Stuff that scare the wits outta you
Favorite Sport: Slacking
Favorite Season: Autumn
Favorite Day Of the Week: SATURDAY
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate mint.Or any Ben and Jerrys XD

9 Currents..
Current Mood: Pissed off
Current Taste: Taste in music? If it is, it's currently punk rock
Current clothes: Black and white
Current Desktop: Sepia tones
Current Toenail Color: None
Current Time: 8.49pm
Current Surroundings: scattered stuff everywhere
Current Annoyance(s): idiotic people,the heat
Current Thought: Why???

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Jieyi
First Crush: Strawberry ice cream
First Movie: dont know
First Piercing: ear
First Lie: maybe erm....4years old?
First Music: like I would remember
First Car: Refer to above answer

7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: No wau
Last Drink: OJ
Last Car Ride: Yesterday.My father fetched me to church
Last Crush: Dunno
Last Movie Seen: I can't think straight now
Last Phone Call: Ruth
Last CD Played: Yellowcard's

Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: No way
Have You Ever Broken the Law: School rules counted?
Have You Ever Been Arrested: In school
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No
Have You Ever Been on TV: Newspapers when I was like 2 days old. Hahaha
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: No.

5 Things you're wearing...
1. Earings
2. White shirt
3. Black skirt
4. Ring
5. Necklace

4 Things You've Done Today..
1. Praise the Lord
2. Read the bible
3. Pushed Meiyee
4. smsed people

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now...
1. Fan
2. Music
3. Mum downstairs

1 Thing You Do When You're Bored...
1.Use the computer

And now, for the 5 People you tag:
1. Cherie
2. Xinping
3. Delia
4. Lishan
5.
YOU

8:43 PM;


I will dance
I will sing
To be mad
For my King
Nothing Lord
Is hindering
This passion in my soul

And I'll become
Even more undignified than this
Some may say
It's foolishness
But I'll become
Even more undignified than this
Leave my pride
By my side
And I'll become
Even more undignified than this
Some may say
It's foolishness
But I'll become
Even more undignified than this
Than this

La, la, la, la, la, HEY!
La, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, HEY!
La, la, la, la, la

It's all for You my Lord!


Back from encounter retreat. =)
Made many new friends during that 2days1night stay.Loved it to death.

Last night we slept at 3am. Was playing hide and seek in the dark. Very fun. 3 rounds of grouping in the darkness.

In the second round, 2 other girls and I hid during the last minute, and caused Munkidd to be caught.(Sorry brother =) )

Thrid round was horrid. I hate it when Liangzhi's the catcher. That freak always sings horridly and causes me to snicker when I am in hiding. Same to Derek. *Mutters*Boys always spoil everything.


And some idiot guy kicked the chair I was hiding underneath and made me suffer from brain damage. Grr...


What was I saying? Oh yes. The camp rocked to the core. =) I love KAIROS to death.

1:05 PM;

Friday, June 09, 2006

RuXiang fought hard.

She didn't lose.

She left this place full of suffering and went on to a better place.

May you forever stay in the Lord's embrace.

Ironically,I was listening to Orson's No tomorrow.

No tomorrow?

I just noticed that I have changed-alot. The talk I had with Charbo made me realise it. I have now turned more bimbotic.I have to change back.

9:31 PM;


Went to JRL where Liying,Esther,Ruth and I waited for His majesty the very punctual where we waited for 70minutes.

Thank GOD I brought my camera. Took some photos. =)










My sweets~This girl tempted me when I was fasting. GRR










I look horrid in the rest =
His majesty the queen arrived at 4.10, and left at 4.40.And in the end we did nothing.

Don't you just love him to death?

And this is called sarcasm,neoyiwei.You should be HONOURED to have your name in MY blog.





Cherrrriiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeee,how can you ditch me like that?
I hate you.
Hmpf

8:51 PM;

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

DONT LOOK NO FURTHER
BAYBEH I'M BACK YEAH

My darling computer is finally back =)

*Mutters darkly*But that nice darling adorable lovelycomputer repairman deleted all my stuff*starts sharpening knives*

Anyway, life goes on.

Back to blogging.


I NEVER, watch channel 8 shows. But my grandma does so my eardrums get polluted with disgusting soundwaves. =(
Recently,she caught on with this nice new show called
Rhapsody in Blue. Most cheapskate shows comes with nice subtitles. You know that made in China product that your aunt tried to give you for Christmas? Yeah does it come with a nice translation of what it is? Chances are-yes. So this show- Rhapsody in Blue is the translation for lan se sian ren zhang. Channel 8 is national tv. So with the'whatever is on tv is correct'mindset', lets dump the thought that 'sian ren zhang' means cactus. Whatever you see on tv is correct.Lan se means blue. Lets see.
Rhapsody in Blue
Lan se sian ren zhang

The last time I checked,rhapsody meant a state when you are happy or in bliss.
Lets just say I am learning chinese. I come across this show and think that sian ren zhang means
rhapsody.What the hell would happen?

Ok,I'm already confused thinking about it.

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20th anniversary dinner~

After EstherFez(we dint win, as I predicted. I knew we wont even get a bronze) I went to church. It was swell. Went hyper for GOD! But that hyperness could not wear off after going to church, and I was hyper during the dinner =
The dinner was supprisingly-edible. I didn't gag or foam at the mouth or anything =)

Thats all I have to say. =) Now I'll go modify my boring template.
Oh yes, my blog song is finally changed =) No thanks to the person who has it in his phone. JERK.But you made up by giving us a treat yesterday. Haha =)

9:00 PM;

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I've got this special ability to glow.
Do you?

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed


Sheryl
SHARE-el
I my music (:
Not your typical girly- girl
Self confessed pyromaniac
Pretty weird

13 Sept


Escape The Fate
My Chemical Romance
Paramore

You are my hiding place
You always fill my heart,
With songs of deliverance
Whenever I am afraid.

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    When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you


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