Prose
Monday, March 30, 2009
Do you want to know what I feel?
A stab in my heart, that's what.
I'd probably won't feel so much if you weren't a good friend for 3 years. Not counting this year, so it seems.
I know, Daniel. I'm not supposed to blog this up. I've removed the previous post. But since she doesn't care, so I shouldn't, either.
The whole world seems to care about the conflict, all except you.
Did you even care? Did- past tense. I know you don't now, but did you?
What am I supposed to do to resolve this? Pretend nothing happened? Sorry, it's not in me.
You said the other time that if you didn't give us an answer, we would just continue assuming, right?
Do you know what's the case now?
Both parties may be assuming. How do you know that you have the full side of the story? You once said that thrashing out is the best way to solve something.
So why are you avoiding, running away?
Do you not want to resolve this? We've tried, thrice.
Thrice.
Go dig up your encouragement cards from the past 3 years. Let the wave of nostalgia hit you, like what it did to me.
I still value it. Do you?
10:57 PM;
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Wondering in the streets In a world underneath it allHAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS! (25/3)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOREAN! (26/3)
Hope you like the letter I wrote :D
11:55 PM;
Friday, March 27, 2009
I DUNNO, I'M VERY CONFUSEDDD ):Sec 4 life is
all about making decisions, and I must say, I'm bad at making decisions ):
11:02 PM;
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Note to self:
- Drink more water
- Try not to fall sick! (Bummer, there's school tomorrow and a pile of undone homework. Of all times to fall sick)
- STUDYYY
- 不要生气 (:
7:06 PM;
Friday, March 20, 2009
If I were you. I wont drop. still got hope one.
Hope.What's that?
I'm not the kind who would wear my heart on my sleeve, but I don't lie about my feelings either.
11:34 PM;
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Taken from Flickr
Crappy migraines D:
My gastrics are gonna drive me crazy soon.
I can't wait for Olevels to be over. Yet, on the other hand, I never want it to come.
Should the world end, please end before my Os. Like soon ):
I can't believe how fast time's flying. SHIT.
I'm left with 4 days to make up my mind.
9:36 PM;
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I ran a marathon just to go to school yesterday.
(Walked out, missed bus, took bus from the opposite direction, went down, ran across the road, ran after the bus, ran to school with Josephine)
Trekked down with Korean today.
Just to?
Play with marbles.
Do stupid things in SPA.
Picture filled post, cause I decided to bring my camera to school today (:
No prizes for guessing where I went. Shh.
Did anyone notice how blue the sky was today? Even in the evening- dark navy blue sprinkled with stars. Prettypretty (:
Candid. I can see the Senior team super clearly from there. No wonder Burhan loved to camp up there. Tsktsktsk.
Played with xiao didi at Timah Shopping Centre's basement.( He's only 2 years old! We were like, 8times his age)
Yien yan :D
"Have you buckled up in my spaceship?"
Armed with his cap and Panda bag. Which was really cute, by the way :D
I can't believe I'm sec4 -.-
STUDYYY, Sheryl :DCaught up with Pillar today. I'll persist *beams*
Happy Birthday Huning!
Happy Birthday Matthew/ Dou sa bao(LOL. Good old days eh.)/ maomaochong!
Creator of
"This is how mao mao chong looks like *sticks out finger, moves hand violently up and down*"
And
"You know how KFC kills chickens?"
(Ask Jacelyn to demo what he did:D )
Tag replies:weekiat: Thank you worh:D
cherie: Thank you darlinggg :D
HJ: 4E3 finally has a couple. Tecksiong and his *cough*Juliet
Tecksiong: Poor Mr Chun D:
Reena: Alrighty baby :D Enjoyed my day with you too!
Daryl: yo.
Wl: Hello :D
Gue
jenisest: I wonder who. Hmmmm
9:54 PM;
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
" If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together,
There is something you must always remember.
You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem,
and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is,
even if we're apart- I'll always be with you. "
- Winnie the Pooh
I'm seriously gonna go blind soon.
I want to run away from E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
)':
I'm tired, mentally.
Very tired.
9:07 PM;
Monday, March 16, 2009
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames
12:25 PM;
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Boyce Avenue. Really, really good.
I went to Unity for 30 minutes just now.
Xinping and Jenise found out that they had been singing the vesper wrongly for 4 years. LMAO.
I'll miss being a GB girl ):
We've gained something more important than any other award- friendship, and the bonds we've made.
Crazy week's not over yet.
够了，我受够了.
Currently in love with my blogskin :D
Cross Country. While everyone else was running, we were doing our work and arranging trophies. Pretty fun :D
DJ didn't read our dedication for Pioneer team *holds up knife*
Tecksiong: This is to Miss lee choon lin for being so kind and loving.
*Love story plays*
Blue, vlue sky. It was a really nice weather to run, really.
Cherie's BF not bad seh ^^
3:08 PM;
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Bad week, bad week.
I think I have no more tears left over for the week.
Everything doesn't seem to be working out for me.
Company tee's missing, phone's screwed up, maths,
Everything. The list goes on and on.
To my dear girls,
Yes- we've underperformed. But hey, most importantly, we managed to bond throughout trainings. Got to know each other better, have fun.
We can do it, just that today wasn't really our day. We know we are capable of doing better:)
We have each other, and I love you all! :D
Sunsets and sunrises have been getting painfully beautiful recently, probably due to the weather.
9:17 PM;
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Mr Chun
saBOE ):
[2e3'o7 SHERYL] My little decoy. says:WHY YOU NEVER COME TODAY[2e3'o7 SHERYL] My little decoy. says:OUR CLASS PHOTO NO FATHER教她尽管囫囵吞枣的硬记，日久自通 says:imperfection is always the most beautiful教她尽管囫囵吞枣的硬记，日久自通 says:remember教她尽管囫囵吞枣的硬记，日久自通 says:that happy family u cannot game教她尽管囫囵吞枣的硬记，日久自通 says:but old maid u surely can game教她尽管囫囵吞枣的硬记，日久自通 says:donkey also u can game[2e3'o7 SHERYL] My little decoy. says:._.[2e3'o7 SHERYL] My little decoy. says:NO LINK NO LINK教她尽管囫囵吞枣的硬记，日久自通 says:imperfection is the most beautiful教她尽管囫囵吞枣的硬记，日久自通 says:remembrance is in the heart, in the memories教她尽管囫囵吞枣的硬记，日久自通 says:not in a photoAnd he just encouraged me on my studies :O
Today was much better. Yay :D
omgwthbbqiuhdskhaludfas My dear Mdm Yaw, I'm totally innocent!
*glares real hard at Louisse*
8:38 PM;
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Today's totally not my day ):
I'm having one of my rare weak moments.
A math ah A math, I doubt there's anything more depressing that you ):
If only I wasn't blissfully unaware during Sec 2. Or if only I were born a year later. I would have chosen Reena's combination.
I screwed up oral big time ):
I think Shixu almost died while taking me. Her expression- super sian diao. And while I was trying to figure out words, she kept looking around. Cherie will probably score really high 'cause there was this noobshit before her. After the noobshit, even normal chinese sounds good.
Hongzhang: Next time tell the teacher la." 老师我是kantang." Then she will give you just the passing grade.
How true, will save both of us the agony.
I'm so gonna die when streetfighter gets to know of the marks. I'm guessing I'll get 8/40. Please don't tell me I'll get 0 )':
I can't wait for today to be over ):
And I'll be praying it will be better tomorrow.
Jeremy, 我会加油的 （：
I'll let my head rule my heart this time, and I hope it will stay this way.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONALD(9/3)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA(10/3)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN (11/3)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONGXIANG (12/3)
10:46 PM;
Sunday, March 08, 2009
I just had an Antacid because apparently, Thai Mango Salad's too acidic for my gastric prone stomach.
Quotes: Eeeeeeeeeediot.
Now I have to steer clear from overly spicy and acidic food. Oh joy.
My mum asked me about the Jogathon venue just now, while I was busy arguing with Daniel.
Okay, not really arguing. But talking about our different viewpoints on a certain matter. And the matter he tasked me to do was PMSing on me, and I got really agitated.
So therefore, I gave me mum some slipshot reply. And voila! She's really pissed now.
And Mummy Dearest, I came online cause I had stuff to settle, not to slack. Duh -.-
I'm gonna enjoy this week with only ONE period of chinese :DI.am.so.freaking.dead.
Saw the wrong timetable.
SHIT.
Now Mr. Headache's hear to disturb me. Hello Mr Gastric and Mr Headache, go and die. Stop haunting meeee ):
And as for now,
STUDY!w0rhx
10:17 PM;
I think the Career thing the school organised on friday was by far- the most meaning event that has happened.
I think everyone knows what they want to do in the future.
For me? Le Cordon Bleu, I'm working towards you :D
A girl can dream, can't she?
My parents seem pretty supportive of me in this line, probably cause my dad's in it too. And he knows quite a lot on it, so he's able to give me lots of advice.
Advice like:
In this line, you will have to start small. You don't start cooking straight away. Most of the time you'd be task to do dishes, chop vegetables.
If you wash the dishes after dinner for 3 years, I'll support you all the way.
Failure rate for Cordon Bleu's very high.
Oh dear me. But eh, two things now.
If I can afford it and most importantly, my Os.
I don't want my parents to keep scrimping just to send me overseas. And if I don't get decent grades, I can just forget about it.
Chances are, I'll have to look for another alternative. But at least I know what I want in life.
So therefore, do well for O levels then say, la.
Jiayou, Sheryl! :D
12:02 PM;
Thursday, March 05, 2009
*Post removed*
Too juvenile a way to settle things.
10:00 PM;
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Shouldn't have read my archives *kicks myself*
):Well, time DOES fly.
I find it pathetic that we don't even talk. Or maybe it's just because I don't dare to, I don't know what would happen. Apparently nothing can account for the differences we have.
9:29 PM;
To my dear Amaths,
I don't ever want to let go of you ):
I'm going to have faith that everything will turn out well (:
I'll hold on.
And chinese, I'd better get a decent grade from all the time spent on it and re injuring my wrist in the process.
Oh yes, I just found out self studying during her lessons are more conducive than just sitting there and cursing under my breath. I'll just find the meaning of those unknown words and try to apply them in my essays.
Being too tall's not that good. Jimmy
tripped over a dustbin last week and tripped over Bryan's bag today.
HJ miss called me 41 times in english class today -.-
And, it's not fun when you play Angel and Mortal knowing who's your Angel. Especially when your Angel hardly comes to school *wry grin*
You keep running away everytime I want to trash things out. And from the looks of it, you aren't interested to resolve the issue. If you don't want to put in effort in this, I shouldn't either.
The longer this drags, the greater it will escalate.
8:15 PM;