This Is Not Your Song.

Prose

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Before exams.
To Timotheus: Throw an eraser at me if I fall asleep during the paper okay?
To Cherie: To a sweet/ kick my chair if I fall asleep during the paper okay?
Heng I didn't fall asleep :D

History over!
The whole hall simply erupted into cheers by the end of the paper.
When Chemistry and Physics are officially down, I wonder what would happen (:

Really random day today!
Changyen ps-ed us ):
We had a choice of either town, airport, or some other even more random place. And suddenly, Joyce suggested the Botanical Gardens.
We were game enough, so we did :D

Plant which yielded star shaped flowers/fruit! We saw the $5 tree. Woo!
We walked all the way from the main entrance, which was near Gleneagles. To the exit near NTU(is it?), Craziness, just because we wanted to see the children's garden. And upon arriving, we realised that only kids below the age of 12 could enter. Sadded ):
Paul Water Chang Yuen Kai?

Went to Island Creamery.

Teh Tarik, Strawberry Sorbet, Nutella, Burnt Caramel!
Saw Munkidd, and KRISNADI.
My long lost partner in crime! ):

Walked around Cold Storage, and explored Serene Centre.
Not much (:
Joyce: You dup (dip) it in the sauce right? Only the Fillet-Goldfish $4.50.

Joyce's house!
The manazer :O

See evil, hear evil, speak evil!

Chao Changyen la.

It's a bird, it's a plane.. It's superman! (I just realised Liying's and Joyce's pose are the same)

Glamour queens! Yeah...

Orly?
Yarly (:

*Blur face* Two mirrors facing each other. Infinite reflections! (Physics. Tsk)

<3!

/Edit
Never gonna misuse caffeine again D:
Never gonna trust again. Woo!

10:45 PM;

Monday, September 29, 2008

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On Skyway Avenue

Physics and a.maths. Goner ):
Along with everything else.

Nicholas' all the best, Hoexian's aura, Timotheus aura, Cherie's aura didn't rub off me. Boohoo.
I was like,
WTH
when I stared at the trigo question.

And my first thought upon reading my physics?
"The setter is a sadist."
Mr Chun paused while invigilating to look at my answer. I thought a meteorite was going to crash into me any moment.

Chinese? Two words. Anyhow whack. Yeah, LCL's gonna whack me -.-

I experienced how it was to "Study till you go crazy" this morning. We started going really high -.^
Yuenkai: Once I don't know how to do I shall cheer in the exam hall.

Yuenkai and Yurun entered the staff toilet illegally, and they were lucky enough to experience Mr Neo in there. Mmmm.

Historyyy! Hello, Hitler! <3

3:49 PM;

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Happy Birthday (:

Nicholas Wong stalks me! *Gasp*

Exams make me crazy.

Me: Because there's a *insert name here* shaped hole in her heart. See. < /3 You're the stick looking thing in there.
*: Wahlao say me ):
Me: Say you're skinny leh. Not happy meh?

Censored to protect person's privacy.
I'm freakkkkkkking random!

12:34 AM;

Friday, September 26, 2008

9 more hours.

对不起，
I just want to be alone and stay silent right now.

3:10 PM;

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Parrot people are much different than eagle thinkers. They like to stay in the same cage, pick over the same pan full of seeds, and listen to the same words over and over again until they can say them with ease. They like company, too. Lots of attention, a scratch here, a snuggle there, and they'll stay for years right on the same perch. You and I can't remember the last time we saw one fly. Parrots like the predictable, the secure, the strokes they get from their mutual admiration society.
Not eagles. There's not a predictable pinion in their wings! They think. The love to think. They are driven with this inner surge to search, to discover, to learn. And that means they're courageous, tough minded, willing to ask the hard questions as they bypass the routine in vigorous pursuit of the whole truth. "The deep things of God"-fresh from the Himalayan heights, where the thin air makes thought pure and clear -rather than tired, worn distillations of man. And unlike the intellectually impoverished parrot, eagles take risk getting their food because they hate anything that comes from a small dish of picked-over seeds... it's boring, dull, repetitious, and dry.

Come Before Winter and Share My Hope
-Charles R. Swindoll

Hello Changyen, I'm ready (: Too many questions, but I've found the answers. All of them.

3:45 PM;

Sunday, September 21, 2008

LBLZ is a waste of time!
Jenise got 40/50 for ce yan. Mi laoooo.

Oh no, I don't want the exams to start ):
I don't want to get retained ):
I don't like 2008 at all.

I want everything to be settled before MT. I hope I'm halfway there.
The thing about me is that I've been thinking too much these days.
Maybe, just maybe.
It just struck me. Maybe 6 hours a day was just too much. Maybe it was my fault on that part.
But maybe, it could have been dealt with better.
Would everything be okay?

I don't want the past to be a stumbling stone to me wherever I go, and it just keeps dragging me down, unable to move on.
Maybe they've been right from the start. I'm every bit the weakling they said I've was. First to cry during LTC? That didn't happen. But maybe it showed in other areas.
I've held on to nothing for too long.
I need to be ready to move on.

):
I'm not inclined in humanes as Jenise. She can hit L3 with a few sentences.
I can barely make it for chinese. The LBLZs are not helping.
My english marks are damn erratic.
My sciences. CMI. Laziness has no cure, complacency kills. But I have nothing to be complacent about.
"Please get your facts right before you ask questions."
Whatthegay. You're a teacher. Aren't you supposed to teach us when we don't know stuffs? 85% of the compound is something. 14% of it is some other element. What happened to the remaining? I didn't know that was why I asked you right?
Oh yeah. I don't have my facts right. That's why I know that 85 and 14 don't add up to 100.

What the gay. ARGH ): Time to hit the books, again.
I don't want to get retained ):

7:01 PM;

Friday, September 19, 2008

~~Dove~~ Darth chocolate aids depression. Ben and Jerry's make me smile. Honey stars are love. Fastum gel's my lifesaver. Starbucks is lust. Music is my best friend. *'s my confidante. Teddy bears soak up tears. Physics textbook is traumatising. Stoning kills time. My bedroom wall is scary.

Hello, oncoming exams.

8:30 PM;

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led

I want a refund for my happy birthday ):
Who came up with the 'happy' in happy birthday? You don't even receive an ammunity pass from sadness on your birthday.
I want a refund ):

I don't want to keep letting people down. I don't want to ):
My parents scolded me for looking so sian during dinner today.
Why don't you realise that I too, have emotions? I'm sorry I can't keep up with your standards, I'm sorry you had to give birth to me this very day. I'm sorry, that I can't give you a happy face all the time.
Like you, I have emotions. You can just vent your frustrations on me as and when you like. Why can't I just express mine?

So much for happy birthday.

12:21 AM;

Thursday, September 11, 2008

September won't be a good month for me ):

I wish 2008 never ever happened.
On second thoughts, I wish my life never happened.

What a shame
We all become such fragile, broken things
A memory remains such a tiny spark.

3:57 PM;

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Sakae!

Sat at two different tables. Jenise, Yuenkai, Yurun and Jeremy. Liying, Louisse, Zhenlin and myself.
So, we placed our orders, and waited. And waited. Jenise's table's sushi kept arriving, and our table was only stuck with a miserable amount of 4 plates.
And when our food came, it came in like, 12 plates per time?
We ordered 3 servings of those smaller versions of salmon sushi. And to our horror, we later found out that 1 serving= 6 sushis. So one small plate we packed with 18 sushis, and previously, Yurun gave us 6. Zhenlin didn't eat raw food, so the pile of sushis were, left at one corner.

Along the way, we found ways to get rid of the sushis :D
Like those normal salmon sushis, and the deep red fish one, we just ate the fish. And stuffed the rice in Yuenkai's bubble tea cup, and kept compressing it till it was filled to the brim.
Someone threw a sushi at Hongzhang(who kept walking over, tskk) and it dropped on the floor. He squished it with Louisse's rootbeer can, and the sushi was stuck underneath -.- The guys later just blalantly walked out of Sakae with the bubble tea cup and the rootbeer can.
Hongzhang stuffed the rice in his coke light can. Goodness.
Our best one yet, um. I think I'd better not put it up here><

Louisse doesn't know how to eat chawanmushi!
Hongzhang walked over with this glass filled with some certain beverage, and Louisse drank it.
It happened to be a concoction of ice lemon tea, green tea, wasabi and soya sause. Hah.

Laughed so much. I think one can develop abs from the laughing we had today.
I'm going to swear off from wasabi for a month. Goodness.

Went to the arcade later, and played PhotoHunt as a group ._. Pretty cool. :D 8 people crowding over 1 single machine. And the guys kept playing basketball after la. That was until some of them got chased out, the e4 people were wearing school uniform. Tsk.

I don't know why they like to play this song on the radio late at night, or rather, early in the morning. I heard it at 1:30am, and before that, I was hoping they wouldn't play it.

Damn creepy la.

8:12 PM;

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

I have to sudden urge to eat the chilli Changyen's father makes. With lots and lots of lime :D

So the Adam Khoo thing has officially ended, and guess who's gonna start using cluster maps and mind maps to do revision? :D
Oh yes, and this super horny sec 1 Hwa Chong IP program, sec one. And he uses the same chemistry textbook that we're using now. What the gay. Sec one
And this other sec 1 guy's like super smart. I feel so depressed ):

Speaking of which, Daryl and Sergio called me emo lesbian. So they're, gay gay.
Sergio's damn gulliable la. Just like Joyce :D
Sergio: What's PMS?
Me: Prehistoric Monster Syndrome.
Sergio: Really ah. ohh.

And yeah, got to know yet another horny sec1, Soo Yin, from Dunman High. Really mature for her age, albeit horny.(Stop um chio-ing when you see this :D) She's convinced me to start going back home straight after school, and to sleep early! Honoured? :D
Sooyin: I think I saw you yesterday.
Me: Huh, really? Where?
Sooying: There.
Me:*Thinks of the night before, when I smiled at her in the lift*
Ohhkayy. Haha :D
[Sooyin's name happens to remind me of someone else's name, does it for you?]

Things I've learnt:
Sec 1s these days are really horny. (Sooying's corrupted too. Tsk)
Instructor: And you're only sec 1! So dirty minded already! When I was sec 1 I was still playing with marbles.
Some sec1 kid: *Links to some really horny stuff*

I think this post has the most amount of the word 'horny' in it._. And I keep mistyping it as 'honry'. Which reminds me of 'henry/hj', and I realise, what an apt name for him (:

I had a nightmare of the oncoming ce yan today, and when I woke up, dee. Thank goodness I dreamt of it, I've totally forgotten about it.
Which brings me back to the cruel present, luncheon meat's back ):
Off to study,
here's a bigggg sad face for you.
):
Because you guys will have to mourn for me in the near future. I want a white and gold coffin :D

8:11 PM;

Monday, September 01, 2008

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

Stupid MSN

Tiring day today ): I kinda wished I was in school ):
Daryl called Sergio halfway, and when the instructor walked past, I told him he was talking to his boyfriend.
Sabo :D Now he truely believes you're gay.
Oh yes, the trainer earns 42cents per second. That's plain hardcore. And he wasted lots of time scolding this sec1 kid who kept talking about bangalas, and cracking dirty jokes.
Sec1s these days are damn sick. That little boy had the built of a p3. And he's damn corrupted already.
Oh well.

10:59 PM;

& Sheryl Tweets.