While I am moodily typing this entry, 200++ people are pissing in their pants in anticipation. Fort Minor is coming to perform in Singapore at Singapore Indoor stadium tomorrow.
And what would I do? Listen to Fort Minor's song on the computer and stare wistfully at their MVs. How fun.
This is 10% luck, 20% skill, 15% concentrated power of will. 5% pleasure,50% pain and a 100% reason to remember that name.
I am remembering that name, it is embossed in my mind.
Just like the that mosquito bite on my arm. Stuck there.
^^^^
Today Jeremy Tan Yu Tsi called a girl bombastic. Happy to correct him, I said "It is bimbotic not bombastic. People with mediocre minds should not use bombastic words without knowing its meaning."
Jeremy Tan went into a sarcastic fit again.

I know my last post sounds..dangerous. Makes me look like some depressed freak. But actually I am a depressed freak. After talking to David on msn while listening to corrinnemay.com. After he ended the conversation, the song 'Everything in its time came' up. Coincidence or fate?

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time

Yeah it is true my mind is clogged up, and I wanna die. I am so confused and I donno what to do. This song made me feel a little bit better. Maybe I should listen to it over and over again.

Should I change my layout to the previous one I had?

Sure..it looks swell..but the font is distorted.

BLAHBLAH. somebodyshootmeforionlyscrapedpastwitha
borderlinepassforcommontestexceptenglishand
iamnotsureaboutchemistryyet.
OINK!

There I have finished my announcement,and therefore I shall go kill myself.

So far my favourite msn phrase is :SIGH.
Followed by:nvm..

I am so confused, I have never ever felt like that before. I hate myself.ihatemyslefihatemyselfihatemyselfihatemyself.


Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

What is your past life? How did you die? by whisperinghope
Name
Age
Way	Murdered by a good friend.
Past Life	Amazon.
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Rainbow


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Britain


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Fish


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Hecate


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Weather


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! You are most like An Emerald !
Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the

person
people turn to with a problem. You worry about

everybody,
and genuinely want to help - a little too much

sometimes.
As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to

the other
gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those

who take
the time to get to know you.
Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem

everybody needs as a friend.


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your asshole.


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Currently listening to: We believe by Good Charlotte

I feel very blessed.

I thank God for giving me Michelle and Charlene.

Michelle, well we have this long distance friendship thingy. Not really long distance, as we both live in Bukit Timah. Michelle, comforts me when I am down, and told me

"no. you won't look like one(a slut). because you're not one. so don't worry. people don't look like what they aren't are"

I love her to bits.

Charlene, her bdae's tomorrow. We were usually poking insults, critism and go all sarcastic with each other. But weirdly enough, we became good friends this year.

Sometimes, we have to sit down and reflect. Only then we will get to see what we are blessed with.

And ending with a song that is currently stuck in my head.

Oh joy. I cant sign in to blogger via moz firefox. *sobs and wrings hands in dispair.* why??? I hate IE. One more time darlink, one freaking more time you screw up moz firefox, I shall.. er I shall... go on an..er..fine I admit it, I cant live with out moz firefox.

There I go again. People blog about themself saying ' I cant live without him yaddayaddayaddayaddablah.' I say' I cant live without moz firefox'.

See the difference?

On a happier note, my darling Francine tagged me with a stupid game.

This is how it goes
The rules
1: post five weird/random stuff about yourself
2: at the end of the post, list the names of 5 people whom you want to next do this
3: leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and read your blog for the rules

Ok.

1. I'm obsessed over blood. I love to (taste)my own blood. No wonder Ruth calls me a vampire.
2. I love raw salmon
3. I know I am crazy, and I brag about it
4. Currently writing 'sob stories 101'
5. I cant live without MOZILLA FIREFOX

5 people I wanna TAGG!
1. Ruth!
2. Cherie
3. XinPing!
4. Cade!
5.David. LOL.

yayness!0hs shiit ii amm deevell0ppingg a casee ooff bbitchhiiness.

I know I am crazy.

Lalala.

Sigh.. Is this world going crazy? Is anybody gonna save meh?

Yayness. Boarded a freaking brand new 66 on the way home today. It was wheelchair friendly, and very spacious. But, this freaking old man boarded the bus, sat down, took off his shoes and rested them on the opposite seat. Almost wanted to puke.
Then, this marvously fat boy, took two seats, that were facing each other mind you.
(which means, he seats on a single seat.
------
|bag |

| x |
------
x is where he sat.

Fatso. Whale

On a sadder note, while I was waiting for the bs, there was this old man collecting drink cans at the surroundings, and t was 4'o clock, and he had only managed to collected 4-7. He spotted one drink can and ran(almost) towards it, stepped on it, and picked it up. The drink can was in the drain. A used drink can sells for 5 cents, and say he collects 50 a day, he only gets $2.50 a day. Is that worth? He worked under the hot sun all day, and he only earned $2.50. And say that he doesnt live around there, he takes the bus to the collection point/home. An average trip causes 75 cents. $2.50-0.75=$1.70. What about breakfast, lunch, dinner?
Poor guy.
Why dint I give him 2 bucks? It would go a long way.
I hate myself for spending $1 on food and 50 cents for drinks during every recess and lunch.
I hate myself.

Was blog hopping when I saw this. Click here
Warning: Dont watch if you are a die hard fan of Jay Chou, and would kill anybody who insults him.
Dont get me wrong, I love his music too!

Ok, so I changed my blogskin.

*Stoney silence*

I LOVE IT!!

Errm hi. I am so friggin pissed off by some people who are slowly evolving into sluts, and I feel like giving them a nice knucle sandwich. I mean, it's so fake. They act so effingly nice when boys are present, and when they are not, they turn into bitches.

FAKERS.

I have to update before this blog goes dead.

Valentines was yesterday. And I can't understand why ost girls are tearing their hair out, declaring that they would commit sucide if they did not recieve a single gift from the opposite sex.

Thank you for making me feel stressed out by being the odd one out who did not panic, Saint Valentine. Why are you called a saint anyway? I am more saint-ly than you. I mantained my sanity on v-day. Not going gaga over boys(like I have to).

Kinda busy right now, I hate drama on monday, photoshop classes on tuesday, poetry slam on wednesday, I will have robotics tomorrow. I was in robotics club last year, can I skip it?NO,said the effing teacher. And on friday, girls brigade.

So hetic.

A drama troupe came to my school a few days ago. They performed the play of ‘To kill a mockingbird’.

First, this woman with an extremely phoney accent introduced herself, which was the character she was playing.

The boring play went on, and halfway, she actually slipped. Her accent suddenly changed for that sentence. I giggled, and some of my classmates looked at me, frowning. Oh of course they didn’t catch it. They were too engrossed in figuring out what the whole play meant.

During the trial where the Negro was accused of taking advantage of the women with the phoney accent, I bit my lip, trying not to laugh. “ But he toOK ad-VAN-tage of mE!” What the fish? I can act better than her!

More than half the class didn’t figure out what the play meant.

Do the quiz! *points gun to your head*

You Are Balanced - Believer - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma. You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill. You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky. No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Lets call my friend person one.
Sigh,thats six years of premier school education gone down the drain, person one. Why must you mix with those people from neighboor schools, and act like them to attract their attention? You are letting six years of premier schooling go down the drain! Keep saying those vulgarities, and you will loose two friends, your classmate who was also from our school, and me.
You have changed so much, you are no longer the person one I knew you were. The old person one would snap at me if I ever said the f word. Now that I have stopped saying it, you have started saying it. Whats up with you?

Lets see...

I have

Athazagoraphobia- Fear of forgetting,

being forgotten, or being ignored

Noctiphobia- Fear of the night.

Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.

Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms.


Teratophobia- Fear of deformity.

Ripped off from The phobia dictionary. I am also afraid of sea cucumbers.Methinks that this post is scary.

5:13 PM;

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

You Are 78% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at high risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Haha. That proves it! Watch out boys, cause I'm gonna rip you head off.

8:44 PM;