Prose
Friday, October 28, 2005
Was doing a pesonality test and it was so 'ling' that my eyes nearly popped out from my eye sockets.
This was my result.
Your mind is never at rest. You are continually striving to influence all those about you. You have some excellent ideas but you persist in trying to persuade others just how great your ideas really are. Maybe you are trying too hard. Take it easy - remember, 'Everything comes to those who wait'.
You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.
It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!
7:08 PM;
Sorry for the lack of updates. My computerscrewed up due to some wonky virus.
Guess what? I am listening to the numa numa song by ozone. And it is in Romanian so top that. I bet i am the only one in my class crazy enough to listen to it and worst still, sing along!
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha(x4)
Alo, Salut, sunt eu, un haiduc,
Si te rog, iubirea mea,
primeste fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai. (x2)
Te sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum,
Alo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai. (x2)
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha (x2)
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai. (x2)
And you know what? I know the meaning of it, but you don't. (On second thoughts, you won't what to know)
4:25 PM;
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Was playing
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/osamabinladen.php when my grandmother walked into the room. Shooting me a quizzical look, she asked why I was shooting heads around (pun unintended). Then I proudly told her that I was on the U.S. Army and was on a mission- killing Bin Laden. Yes, I am in the U.S. Navy. I am sick of Singapore. Come to think about it, we only learnt the stupid steps for the stupid NDP song today. HAHAHAHAHA(sardonic laughter). It is the 12 of October. National Day was on the 9 of August. At least the U.S. gouverment does'nt bother to make up corny steps and force school children to learn it.
Anyway back to the topic. Mr Bush must be proud of me. Beside that, I also play this very intersting game to boost my morale.
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/tele.php. Teletubbies Mercy Killing! Muahahahaha. *Sheryl number two screams for Woodbridge Hospital*
**Note: Me being in the U.S. Army is so not true. Reason being I cannot run half a lap without looking like a snail with salt sprinkled all over it.
4:44 PM;
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Now I know why my grandmother doesn't like me watching her drama serials along with her. I burst out laughing at sob scenes(is there such a word?). Take
Shi Zi Chen Long as an example. I was laughing my head off when Yao Lie disfigured Ming Zu's face. Whoever knew that they played tic tac toe in Tang dynasty(or whatever dynasty, I don't give a frinkin' damn) ? My grandmother was staring at the TV screen, tears welling up in her eyes, " Si Yao Lie!" She cursed.
Another thing is that whenever somebody dies in a serial, I will also laugh till I choke on my saliva. They are so damn exaggerated. Cries of either " Wo ai ni!" or " Bu yao si!" can be heard. I mean. come on. If someone dies, what would you say?
11:38 AM;
Friday, October 07, 2005
Gonna change my blogskin soon, but I am still searching for the perfect one *groan*. Maths was kinda tough yesterday. DUH. Is'nt PSLE supposed to be hard? If not why do they call it PSLE? Don't feel like blogging now. Will blog more tommorrow.
2:22 PM;
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Just stopped by to post. Today is Kelvin Tan Weilian 's birthday! Was listening to his song 'I am hurt' when I remembered. His birthday is the same as my bro! Hail the first superstar winner!!
Am feeling kinda down lately as I really, really miss a person. Not telling you who that is. Hahahaha. Sigh. Took my english PSLE today. Really easy. Gotta go now
4:52 PM;
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Note: From now on, all things related to the internet would be put to a stop till the 11th of October.
I have been feeling so letagic lately-even after 6 hours of sleep. I have also found my memory power decreasing like mad. Which means I can't use my once super memory to remember chinese charcters. What is happpening? PSLE is just next week (5 days more) and I don't think I can hold on. I am running away from everything and I am getting tired of it. I feel so confused. I cry when I least expect it. I don't even know who I cry. I have ot been myself lately and I am pissed at my friends most of the time. I also get angry easily. Is this the true me? I am really at wits end and I really, really want to break down. Sometimes I really want to sit and let time sift by through my fingers like sand. I want to cry till i can't anymore.
As I see it, people are changing. They are so sensitive. I am so sick of being in the midlle. Why is it me? Why?PSLE is round the corner and I know I must get a good grade. I want a good grade. Who does't? I am so scared. I don't know me anymore.
10:52 AM;